Hi, it's me again...Crista. Well if you read my last post "Thru The Window", you remember how at 19 I caught my next door neighbor masturbating in her back yard and how that completely changed my entire sexual persona. From that point on I fantasized constantly about being with another girl. I had boyfriends yes and loved sex with them, but I just couldn't shake this fantasy.
I finally got my wish...only took me four years. I was working in a video store while in college and one day this girl walks in, answering the "Help Wanted" sign that was on the door. I was instantly impressed. She looked to be about my age, mid-20's and Hispanic (found out later, Cuban). She had this frizzy mane of black hair and these drop dead gorgeous dark eyes. She wasn't real tall, a little shorter than my 5'6". She was wearing jeans and a white tee shirt. As she was talking to the store manager and filling out her application I couldn't help but take notice of her breasts; they must have been a d-cup and just looked so good under the white tucked in shirt. Her lower half was hidden behind the other side of the counter so I took the opportunity to put away some films that had been returned. Once out in the store, behind her now, I was able to check out her ass; it was just as I hoped it would be, nice and round. Her body was perfect, not real skinny, but in no way heavy either. She had a real feminine curvy figure. I was praying Julie would see fit to hire her. My wishes were answered. Julie had the time to interview her right then, they went into the office and fifteen minutes later they came out and Julie introduced me to Nancy, who she said was applying for the job. Nancy extended her hand and I said it was nice to meet her. Julie told her she would call her within two days to let her know if she was hired and Nancy left. Once she was gone Julie said she was definitely going to hire her but she just didn't want to look to anxious to fill the spot. I was relieved, I was anxious for Nancy to get hired.
Well within the week Nancy was hired and we ended up working together a lot. Because I helped Julie do the schedule, I saw to that. Nancy and I became fast friends and found that we had some of the same interests; we liked the same movies, books and even a lot of the same bands. What was strange though was that for the first couple of months we worked together she seemed to avoid any talk about relationships or guys that she was dating. I would give her the daily boyfriend updates and she wouldn't ever contribute anything. One day I asked her if she was seeing someone and she hesitated and said yes, off and on, but left it at that. Then about a month later as we were closing and counting out the drawers and the subject of relationships came up again, she said, "Crista I need to tell you something..." and then she told me she was gay.
I tried to remain cool about it, I really did, but inside my chest my heart began to pound and I started to get that nervous/excited (almost sick) feeling. Once I had gotten to know her as a friend, I tried to put that initial lust I felt behind me but now three months of repressed desire hit me like a ton of bricks. This was the first openly gay girl that I'd ever come into contact with, and she was my friend. Could this finally be my chance?
She told me she hoped I would be ok with that and it wouldn't affect our friendship. I of course said it would not. I was so turned on when I left her, that I couldn't wait until I got home. During the car ride I rubbed my pussy hard through my jeans. I ran upstairs to my room, shut the door and was out of my clothes in seconds. My panties were soaked and I laid down and fucked myself furiously into an orgasm, the image of my body pressed against Nancy's was all I could see. I licked the juices off my fingers, pretending it was hers.
From that point on my desire for her increased every time I was with her. I began to notice little things about her which would drive me insane with lust; the way her full lips looked when she pouted over something; her gorgeous round dark-complected shoulders when she wore a tank top; the backs of her knees; her smooth under arms...God, sometimes it was pure torture. Sometimes I was so turned on by the end of the night I would disappear into the "Adult Section" and select a movie to take home with me. I'd always look for one with an actress who had the some of Nancy's features. I would get movies with Hyapatia Lee or Tori Wells in them, because they had Nancy's long black hair, dark eyes and dark skin. I would race home with them and end up cumming two or three times before finally falling asleep.
Then one night, about seven months into our friendship, IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!! I got to make love to Nancy. After closing we decided that neither of us were tired and that we wanted to go out and get a few drinks. It was after midnight and we didn't want to go far so we stopped by the neighborhood pub in the same shopping center as the store. We had a couple of frozen mudslides apiece and had a lot of good laughs about various things that happen at work and about a lot of the goofy customers that come in. The topic turned to the "porno kings" as we liked to call them; these were the old guys that come in every night and rent porno movies. "They must have some kind of appeal." I said, faking ignorance. Nancy laughed, "you're so full of shit, I see you try and sneak them past me at night, into your bag."
I wanted to die of embarrassment. I didn't know what to say. "well, once in a while... they'll serve their purpose."
