"You're such a dirty liar!" I almost growled at Evelyn I was goddamn mad.
"How am I liar? I'm telling you right?" She's so brazen and conveniently forgetful.
"I thought that we said that it was going to be just me and you? I thought you loved me."
"Donna, I love you. I'm just not ready to be monogamous and I don't think you should be either. We're young, if we want to experience something-"
"Someone, in your case," I interjected.
"Yes, if we want to experience someone we shouldn't be limited at this age. I'm mean Donna, I don't want to share you but I think you need to explore too."
"Fine, I don't want to argue with you because there's no point. If you think you're right then so be it, there's no way I can change your mind. But you better stop referring to me as being yours because I don't want you taking ownership anymore."
"Honey," Evelyn said as she reached for me on the sofa. I let her arms wrap around me because I've grown accustomed to her caresses. Evelyn continued, "We have great chemistry, yet there are other types of attractions, I might not be able to provide them for you unless you know that you want them and I know that I want to give them. When you're with other girls they want and give differently, other roles are played.
And that's how we left it. Evelyn always got her way. I've learned that some people are givers and some are takers. However, everyone defines giving and taking uniquely. I wanted to explore the other ideas of receiving and fulfilling. I decided to allow Reagan to assist me. She's always eyed me but we've never had the opportunity to be alone. Our relationship has been strictly teammates, we were on the relay team and we were forwards on the field hockey team. She was very attractive my height at 5'8", and same build too, except I had at least a cup size on her. It was field hockey season so we saw each other everyday, and her sweaty body was almost a distraction I had to see her vulnerable, eager to please. It was strange, I never really felt that way about someone before I began to have sex. I never use to fantasize about having a personal slut. Evelyn did, I was her slut, and I loved every minute of it, maybe I could get Reagan to love every minute of it.
"Looking good out there, we're going to make the Riots wish they never came to our field!" I said to Reagan during practice after she scored on our goalie. It was beautiful, that girl knows how to receive a pass and produce some results.
"Thanks, I've been watching you work, and I think it's paid off," she said with a smile as we ran back to the other end of the field to get in line to repeat the pass, dodge and score routine. We soon stood at the end of the line.
"All right girls, ten minutes of suicide and then were done," Coach shouted and we soon obeyed orders.
After practice I asked Reagan if she wanted to check out a movie tonight. She took me up on my offer and I told her I'd be at her house around seven.
As I got ready I thought about how I wanted show her how interested in her I was. I had only been on dates with Evelyn and since we were best friends it never seemed awkward because we knew how we felt. I soon convinced myself that I knew that Reagan wanted me so it shouldn't be too hard, I would just take her to a good parking area in Portland and see if she wanted to smoke before the movie.
"Hi Mrs. Malone. How are you?" I asked Reagan's unbelievably hot mom as she let me inside the house.
"Good and yourself Donna?