Hello my beautiful readers,
Even though I have for about 10 different stories on my computer at the moment, this is an idea that came to me a couple of days ago. Even though it's less story driven than my usual work, but I felt that it deserved to be put down on paper (well, actually it was typed in a word-document, but you know what I mean).
I also don't want to spoil too much of the story, so I'm just going to say that if you find stories with sexual content offensive, close the browsed now. Naturally, all the characters in this story are 18+. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
Xoxo
/Anna
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The morning after
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I woke up the next morning with a big grin on my face. Yes, there was a definite soreness in my butt from yesterday, but it only served to remind me that I had let my fears and inhibitions go, and thus had the most amazingly intense experience of my life. Thinking back on the previous evening made my body tingle, and it took an effort of will to keep from masturbate. I guess I had been pretty naΓ―ve, thinking that if being in a serious relationship with someone implied being monogamous with that person. I knew about polyamorous relationships, sure, but I never imagined myself meeting people like that in real life.
As I lay there in the bed, I realized that I didn't need to overanalyze the nature of Todd's and Sara's relationship. Sure, Todd and Adam played their parts (expertly I might add), but Sara had been the one who had seen the pent up desire in me, and had been instrumental in setting it up. Letting me share her boyfriend for a night meant more than I could put into words, and I giggled as I felt myself overwhelmed by the affection and trust she had shown me.
She had conspired behind my back though, and as I got out of bed, I grinned at the thought of getting back at Sara, and it didn't take long for me to come up with a plan of my own. I don't think I would have considered it, if it hadn't been for the amazing experience I had the night before, but it seemed last night had opened Pandora's box for me, and the tingling sensation between my legs told me to follow through. It would mean breaking at least a couple of boundaries, and I wasn't sure how Todd and Sara would react to it, but if it worked out, it'd all be worth it. I knew I had to speak to Todd, and since I didn't know when Sara would come home, I'd better be quick about it.
I hastily put on a pair of fresh panties and a tank top. I didn't bother with a bra, since I might take it off again pretty soon. Then I walked out into the hallway, and walked over to Todd's bedroom.
Standing outside the bedroom, I took a couple of deep breaths to calm myself. I had never been assertive, at least when it came to amorous matters. Could I actually go through with this? There was a voice inside me, telling me that this was what I had always wanted, even though I hadn't been aware of it. Thankfully I was able to talk to Todd alone first. In my mind, the best plans were those you could discuss with someone else, to get their feedback before proceeding.
I giggled as I finally knocked on the door, thinking that, since Todd was an integral part of my plan, I really did need him to get onboard with what I wanted to do.
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The talk
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"Come in," I heard Todd say from within the bedroom, and I hesitantly opened the door and walked into the room. Todd was still in bed, and he gave me a warm smile as I entered. He was laying under the covers, though they had been pulled down to reveal his muscular chest and impressive abs. I smiled back, thinking I had never realized what an absolute hunk he was. I suppose positively getting fucked to oblivion by a guy changes how you see them, and it was starting to make sense to me why he and Sara spent so much time fucking.
"How are you feeling today?" Todd asked, and I understood that it was more than the usual greeting people gave. He seemed to be aware that last night had been a life-altering experience for me, and it was heart warming to hear that he cared about how I felt about what we had done.
"A little sure in my butt," I said and giggled, eliciting a chuckle from Todd. "Other than that, yesterday was.. I don't know how to describe it," I added, and blushed hard. I wasn't used to talking about sex with a guy the day after, but thankfully the huge grin on my face spoke for me.
Todd nodded, and got up from the bed and walked up to me, placing a hand on my cheek as he looked deep into my eyes, clearly understanding what was going through my mind, well partially at least.
"I'm glad you enjoyed it, Anna," Todd said softly. For a split second it felt like the way he looked at me, and the way his hand stroked my cheek, was a prelude to something else, as if he wanted something physical. In that split second I knew that I wouldn't be able to say no, and I was sorely tempted to reached for his crotch. I swallowed hard, fighting down the urge, and as the moment passed, I realized that his touch was just as much one of caring about my well-being.
"Listen," I said eventually. "I've been thinking. A lot," I added, smiling up at Todd, and he took half a step backwards, with a curious smile. I took a deep breath to calm myself after Todd's gentle touch, also to give myself the courage to say what I needed to say.
"There are no words to describe how wonderful last night was," I began, and I couldn't suppress a smile as I saw the proud grin on Todd's face. I guess it never hurt to let a guy know what an excellent lover he was, but a part of me wanted him to know my thought process behind what I was going to suggest.
"You told me that Sara was the master mind behind what happened, and I think last night showed me that our friendship means more to her than I understood before," I continued, and I swallowed hard as I thought back to the feelings I had before falling asleep the day before.
Sara was the yin to my yang, and while I was a stereotypical wallflower, Sara was the life of the party. Time and time again, she had brought me out of my protective shell and shown me what life could be like if you let it happen. Until now I hadn't understood how much it had meant to her as well, to have me as the calm voice of reason when she needed guidance. I blushed even more as I felt myself getting emotional, standing there in front of her half-naked boyfriend.
"She really does love you, Anna," Todd said softly, and I felt a tear welling up in the corner of my eye. I realized I had better get to the point of the discussion soon, or my emotions would get the better of me.
"And I love her too," I replied, taking another deep breath. Todd smiled at me, calmly, letting me take the time I needed to convey my thoughts. "I want to show her just how much she means to me," I added, and I could see the light of recognition in Todd's eyes. He clearly understood that I had something particular in mind, and that he was a part of it. Todd nodded, silently letting me continue. I took yet another deep breath. I knew that this was it. The next few words from my mouth would make or break my plan. He might go along with it, but it was equally possible than I might run out of the room weeping.
"Has Sara ever... You know... with a girl?" I asked, looking into Todd's eyes with a nervous look. I could see his brain processing the implications of my question, and barely a heart beat later, his smile widened.
"No," Todd replied, and for a split second my heart broke. Were my plans foiled already? My mind ran a thousand miles a minute, as my brain imagined Sara rejecting me. "We've been talking about it though," Todd added, bringing my thoughts back from the brink of despair.
Then he took a step forward, standing right in front of me. His smile never left his face, as he reached up to stroke my cheek.
"I know it's something that Sara wants to try," Todd said softly. "I think she's been waiting for the right girl, and if you're suggesting what I think, I know for sure that she wants you to be her first," he added.
My heart skipped a beat as my brain registered what Todd was saying. Had Sara wanted something more than friendship from me? How had I missed it? God, I was feeling so stupid. I just stood there for a moment, processing every time we had spoken, all those clues and subtle hints she had given me. I began to laugh at myself. For all the book smarts I had, I hadn't even realized that Sara might have been sending me signals for the longest time.
I swallowed, curtailing my laughter, as I saw the confused look in Todd's eyes.
"I'm sorry," I said. "I was just thinking that, even a smart a person as I, can be oblivious to a friend's desires," I added.
"I guess so, yeah," Todd said with a smile. "So... what now?" he added, getting to the crux of what I had wanted to talk to him about.