Note: All characters in this story are fictional and over 18
I arrived back at the theater about 10 minutes early, wanting to make sure that we hadn't left any evidence of the night before, and needing a moment to collect myself.
I took a deep breath as I walked through the main area, turning on lights, and making sure things were ready for another long day of rehearsal. I loved having this time in the empty theater to ground myself for a minute, before rushing into all of the business.
As I climbed the steps up to the tech booth, flashes of last night popped into my head: the rush of pushing Liz against the wall, the surprise of tumbling to the ground, the shock of feeling her tongue on my pussy while I was pleasuring her. It had been wild, and animalistic. A jolt of exhilaration ran through me, just thinking about it, and I shivered in delight.
The booth was in a bit of disarray, and I set about straightening up. We had knocked over a chair, and my notebook had fallen to the floor, getting a little wrinkled and torn in the process. Thankfully, the room was small, and there wasn't much to mess up.
As I was putting my chair back into place, I noticed a pop of turquoise next to the soundboard. I checked it out, discovering Liz's lace underwear lodged between the wall and the table. Good thing I got here early. I picked them up, and held them to my face inhaling Liz's sexy aroma. Shit she smelled good.
I heard the theater door open downstairs, and the sound of voices. I quickly shoved the panties into the bottom of my backpack. When Liz came in a few minutes later, she looked a bit anxious, but I gave her a wink and patted my backpack meaningfully.
Rehearsal today went much more smoothly. We ran through the cues, one by one, and everything worked, more or less. We took a lunch break, then came back for the first run through of the show.
Wow. It looked really good.
I headed back to my dorm to write Liz another email (as there wasn't a chance to talk after rehearsal)
Liz,
I think you forgot something this morning. Don't worry. I have your delicious underwear. I think I will keep it as a souvenir.
I have been thinking a lot about my sexuality, and could use a bit more tutoring. If I have never been penetrated, am I a virgin? I want you to officially take my virginity. Is that even possible?
I know for sure that I like sex with women, or at least with you. Does this mean I'm a lesbian? I think I like guys too. I mean, I have certainly liked kissing boys, but it is nowhere near as exciting as being with you.
Your Tutee,
Julie
Liz didn't answer for a couple of days, and there was no time to talk to her at rehearsal. The show was looking great, but those first couple of dress rehearsals were always hectic.
Wednesday morning, I woke up to a reply:
Julie,
Of course you can keep my panties. I am mortified that I forgot them. Thank God you found them.
As to your virginity, people have been debating that for years. Are you sure you want me to officially pop your cherry? I would love to, and can, but that can be a big step.
Your Lustful Tutor,
Liz
A big step, yes, losing my virginity was a big step, but I was ready; and I wanted it to be Liz. I wanted to explore, discover myself, but I was so happy that she was walking this path with me. She would be my first. I did want to explore with a man though, too. I replied
"Liz,
Yes, please pop my cherry. I want you to be my first in every way. Whatever this is, is magical, and I want to experience as much as possible before it disappears. It sounds like I need to find a man to explore with, as well, if I want to truly know who I am.
Excited For Next Time,
Julie"
I went about my day, trying to focus on classes, but distracted by wondering how Liz planned to take my virginity. I considered googling porn, but decided that it was too fun trying to guess, and that I wanted to be surprised.
I also was thinking if there was a man I wanted to explore with. I thought of a couple of boys, but I didn't want to have a relationship.
Right before rehearsal, I had a thought, and wrote an email:
"Liz,
Learning from you has been amazing. Do you know any guys who would want to help me explore, without it being a big deal? Someone experienced, who wants to teach me, like you are?
Hopeful,
Julie"
I headed off to rehearsal. Tonight was the last run through without an audience, and it was sure to be a busy night. There would be no chance of talking to Liz tonight, and the next couple nights would be just as hectic, as we had a preview audience and then opening night.
The next morning, I was excited to see a reply from Liz:
"Julie,
I'm sure my husband, Craig would be interested. I'll let you know.
Though the teacher in me wants to caution you. Sex without a relationship can be fun, but it can also get messy. There are emotions involved. I worry about what I have started with you, that it will end up hurting you. Your exploring with another person might diffuse that risk, but it might double it.
Since you are sure you want me to be your first, how about Saturday, after the show?
Your Tutor,
Liz"
Her husband? I thought she was single. I don't want to be a mistress. I just wanted to explore my sexuality, not break up a marriage. I quickly sent off an email.
"Liz,
Wait, you're married?! I don't want to have an affair. I don't know about this.
So Confused,
Julia"
After sending off the message, I paced around my dorm room. My mind was racing. I needed to break this off. I could find someone else to explore with.
My computer binged to alert me to another email, and I hurriedly checked.
"Julia,
I'm so sorry. I thought you knew about Craig. We've been together for years, and got married last year. We have an open marriage. This isn't an affair. Craig knows all about you, the same way I know all about the women he dates or hooks up with. If you want to stop, it's ok. Just know that there is no cheating going on here.
So Sorry,
Liz"
An open marriage? I had heard of those, but thought that was just something guys said to make you feel OK about sleeping with a married man. If her husband knew, then maybe this is OK. I mean, she's thinking of setting me up to sleep with him. This open marriage thing must be real. I really want to keep going. There is something worth exploring here, and if she set me up with her husband, it would be better than some sloppy boy, who had no clue.
I glanced at the clock and saw that I was going to be late for class if I didn't get dressed and leave right now. I pushed all thoughts of sex and cheating to the side, and hurried off to class.
Sitting down with my lunch was the first time I had a chance to really think again. I had back to back classes all morning, and needed to focus, as I had been slacking a bit with both Liz and the show distracting me. I took my lunch to a quiet corner of the dining hall. I wanted space to think.
I thought about what had happened with Liz so far: from kissing a girl for the first time, to passionate sex to relieve stress. I liked what we had going. I could explore without having to worry that I was leading someone on. As beautiful and perfect seeming as Liz was, I was glad to not have to think about a relationship right now. She was offering me that same opportunity with a guy. It would give me a chance to compare and figure out who I am. Did it really matter if they were married or single? If they were both cool with it, it wasn't my place to judge. I took out my phone, and typed up an email.
"Liz,