Maddie and I laid together in the wake of her two glorious orgasms with a contentment that new lovers feel. Her face nuzzled against my chest, our legs gently intertwined, and our breathing was in sync. When I asked about her summer, she shared she was busy but having a wonderful time. She was looking forward to going to college, but, at the same time, she was a little nervous about that. I mentioned the prom picture she had texted me and told her she looked stunning. "Your date was quite a hottie too," I teased, although it was true. She giggled and thanked me, and she cuddled a tad closer.
"Are you two an item?" I asked, worried that I sounded like a prying mother, but wanting to know a little more about my special young friend.
"Not an item really, but we hang out," she said. "We agreed to be 'exclusive' until college." When I asked about him, Maddie gushed that "Blake" was one of the top students in the senior class, a good baseball player, and he was going to an Ivy league school in the fall. She also really liked his parents, who were "way cool," especially his mom. Looking up at me, Maddie said earnestly, "I like her a lot, but not like I like you, of course." Her expression suggested she actually was worried I would be jealous about her relationship with Blake's mother. My smile seemed to comfort her, and she stretched up to kiss my chest just above the gathered neckline of my top, and then she nuzzled her face against my breast through the thin material.
"I'm glad you really like him," I said quietly, and I gently caressed her hair and naked back. "I'm sure he will miss you when you both go to college," I added.
"I do like him," Maddie sighed. "He's fun, and funny, and for some reason, I feel safe with him." Her last comment impressed me as it showed a maturity beyond her age. When I was eighteen, I was attracted to more dangerous boys, and it took a lot of troublesome situations (not to mention several compromising sexual encounters) before I came to appreciate "safety" in a relationship.
"That is a very good thing to feel with a boy," I assured Maddie.
I know," Maddie agreed, "he's never been too pushy with sex." She surprised me by volunteering that she and Blake had been sexual, and I had to resist the urge to pry further. After a few seconds, she explained, "Lots of my girlfriends say guys really pressure them into all kinds of things."
I squeezed her just a little tighter. "High school is a difficult time like that," I said supportively.
"I guess so," Maddie agreed. "Is it okay if I talk about this, Laura?" I assured her it was, and she added, "I feel like it is easy to talk to you." I hugged her tightly again, and she explained, "I guess I don't have to worry that you will be shocked that I have sexual thoughts and feelings." After a pause, Maddie ventured: "I think that's always a concern about talking with my mom; and my dad, no way." We both chuckled.
"Well, I am a nurse," I responded. "So, I am not surprised that a healthy 18-year old woman has sexual needs," I said as clinically as I could.
Maddie's head lifted and she looked at me quizzically. "Um, that's not what I mean Laura, it's because... I mean, you know... like this," nodding toward her naked body pressed against me.
I couldn't hide my amusement any longer, and Maddie realized I was teasing her. I said lovingly: "I know you meant 'this'... and 'that' too." Her face relaxed, and she was breathtakingly beautiful. My arm pushed her up so that we could share a sensuous, open-mouthed kiss, after which I kissed her nose and face softly. She relaxed back into our cuddle, and after she tried unsuccessfully to pry details about by sexual experiences, Maddie willingly shared her feelings and some details about her own relatively modest sex life.
"Of course, by far, the most amazing experiences I've ever had were the five times I've been with a woman," Maddie said softly, without looking at me, obviously trying to elicit a response. When I just exhaled and sighed "hmmmmm," she added: "She is an older woman... and I can't believe how wonderful she is."
Trembling a little, I said, "I am absolutely sure that woman treasures every second she has spent with you." Looking up, Maddie's eyes glistened, before she again nestled against my chest, she launched into a detailed history of the six boys she had kissed, two that felt her breasts, and the one (Blake) who had gone further. At that point, I squirmed thinking how much sluttier I was in high school, and I wondered how bad I would have been if I was as beautiful (and as limber) as she is. Or maybe, I thought, she was so beautiful there was no need to be slutty.
Maddie paused for a second and seemed a little reticent about continuing, as the only thing she hadn't yet shared was what she had done to a boy. I stroked her cheek and hair softly. "Anything else," I prompted, struck by a desire to hear more. Maddie then shared (as if she was talking to her best girlfriend) that, aside from her junior prom date (the other boy that felt her boobs), who she rubbed through his tuxedo pants until he came, she had gone further only with her current boyfriend Blake. Maddie then cuddled against me, clearly wanting me to wrap my arms around her naked body.
After taking a moment getting comfortable, Maddie shared in detail how she had fondled Blake, first through his pants and then in her hand, which was the first time she made him come. She seemed to like remembering the details and sharing them, although she didn't make eye contact with me. She said that after fondling him a few times, Maddie took Blake in her mouth, adding "without him even asking." She said, "I didn't think I would like giving blowjobs," but she confided she did, mostly because of how much Blake liked it. The second time she gave him head, he came in her mouth, and she swallowed some but not everything. Since then, Blake almost always comes in her mouth, and she swallows as much as she can, but still can't swallow it all.
I was a little taken aback by how forthcoming Maddie was. Her body trembled, and I sensed talking about sex both excited her and made her a little uneasy. "Swallowing is not as easy as guys think it is," I said empathically. "I am sure Blake has no complaints whatsoever."
Maddie finally lifted her head and looked at me. "I bet you were able to swallow it all," Maddie said, almost as a question. My expression and wan smile surely gave away that I had indeed learned quickly how to finish off a guy without spilling a drop. Maddie's next statement shocked and aroused me: "I like the thought of you giving a blowjob and swallowing all the cum, Laura." Again, I was amazed she so willingly shared such a graphic sexual fantasy, and I wondered what else lurked beneath the surface. She continued, "I've been imagining your college days ever since you quickly changed the subject and said you were thankful nobody had camera phones."
"Have you now?" I asked, shaken and aroused by the idea of Maddie fantasizing about my sexual history, and I tried to regain my composure. Teenage memories rushed back to being aroused by the feeling of total control over a boy who clearly would do anything for a blowjob. I filtered my thoughts, though, to avoid shocking or embarrassing her. Maddie's hand pushed my top up until I lifted my arms to let her slide it over my head and off. Her left hand moved back to my breasts, and she looked at me with a twinkle in her eyes. I watched her lean down and trace her tongue over and then around one nipple and then the other. It was exciting to see Maddie take charge a little, so my hand moved to gently stroke the soft blonde hair on the back of her head. "So do you think about my college years when you are touching yourself?" I asked, referring to her earlier comment and making her blush.
"Well, thinking about you usually leads to touching myself," she said smartly, again laying against me but now with her hand rested on my bare breast. I smiled and nodded understandingly. "Do you touch yourself Laura?" she asked, genuinely curious and also interested in learning my secrets.
"Sometimes," I admitted. "Even though that's what husbands are for," I added with a smirk. That comment opened the door for Maddie to ask about my sex life with my husband, and she pressed me for details, which I shared to a point. Some of her questions were naively innocent and others were insightful. It was clear, though, that Maddie was as excited talking about my sexual experiences as she was talking about hers. After sharing that my husband and enjoy sex outdoors, especially if there is a possibility of being seen, I asked: "Is that dirty enough for you?" Maddie took a deep breath and nodded, her hand squeezed my breast a little, and it was impossible not to see that her nipples were fully erect.
We shared a moment with our own thoughts, with me (and I assumed her) processing thoughts of ourselves and each other performing oral sex. I then shared: "When I do masturbate it is usually with a vibrator."
Maddie looked a little surprised and also intrigued. "Really? I've never seen one in real life," she said innocently.
"I used them a lot more when I was younger," I said, which led to a discussion in which I explained I did not usually insert the toy, because I preferred to use the vibe on my clitoris. "That's where the fireworks are," I chuckled. Maddie listened as if she was making mental notes as her hand ran softly over my breasts and abdomen.
"Will you show me how you do that?" Maddie asked nervously, biting her lip. I shuddered again; the thought of pleasing myself for her was very erotic. "It's okay, if not," she said, unable to hide a tinge of disappointment.