For the first time in months, I was excited. Life had been difficult, and I had been feeling utterly hopeless about the world. I truly had been wondering what I was living for and feeling that pit of loneliness in my stomach day after day. I was walking through the woods trying to ground myself in nature. The sun shown in through the woods and the birds were chirping. I explored the trees, plants and walked barefoot through a beautiful field of flowers and the greenest grass I had ever felt. I sighed as I laid in the grass and felt anticipation about an upcoming date I hadn't met up with someone in a while and I finally felt interested in exploring another woman. I picked myself up and went back home to get ready. I stared at my closet wondering what I should wear. I decided on jeans, a black button up and my backward hat. I threw on my Pumas and glanced in the mirror. I felt satisfied. I started to feel a few nerves coming up, but I quickly let it pass through and felt confident about myself and the night ahead.
We were going to meet up at bar and have a few drinks. I met her 2 weeks ago on Tinder and felt intensely connected to her. We had really stimulating conversations and many suggestive text messages over the last week. I could feel a shiver down my spine as I reread them. Alex was 32 and had a confidence in her voice that made her mysterious and sexy. I was looking forward to getting to know her better. Alex was newly out and had not dated women before. I was thrilled to be her first and show her how intense and connected a relationship with two women could feel. I wanted to show her how good it could feel to be dominated. I couldn't wait to touch her in a way she would never forget. We hadn't talked much about the physical aspect of things, but I figured I'd bring my backpack with on the date in case we decided to continue the evening together.
I walked into the bar and saw her immediately. She was stunning in person and her green eyes sparkled in the light. She was wearing a sheer white blouse, and I could see her nipples through her shirt. I bit my lip and wished I could feel how hard they were underneath her clothes. I couldn't wait to see the look of pure bliss and pleasure in her eyes later tonight. I grabbed us both a beer and leaned in close.
"Hi beautiful, it's so great to finally see you in person." I say, giving her a big smile and grabbing her waist as I give her a soft, sensual hug and run my fingers through her hair as the hug breaks. I hand her a beer and sit next to her. She smiled at me and leaned in close.
"I've been thinking about what it would be like when we met, and I'm lost for words. I feel a little nervous as you are the first woman I have ever been on a date with".
I looked at her and spoke. "Tell me what makes you nervous?"
"You are so confident, and it feels like you know exactly what you want. I feel like I'm not experienced enough to be with you."
I smile slightly and tell her I'm looking forward to showing her the ropes. I grab onto her wrist tightly and look intently into her eyes. "Tell me what you like?"
She begins sharing about her previous relationship that she described as a "little kinky". It sounded like they occasionally used handcuffs. I asked her if she had ever experienced someone taking full control of her and using her body in whatever way they pleased.
She squirmed in her seat. "No". She spoke. "I am not even sure what that would look like".
I scoot closer to her and rub her shoulder gently. "Let's relax and get to know each other. I've got you and there is no pressure to be anything other than yourself. I move in closer to her. I notice her whole body shiver and she looked deeply into my eyes. That look of both intensity and nervousness about how the night will unfold. She sighed with relief, and we started talking. The conversation was enjoyable and intellectual. There was a lot of touching each other and holding hands as we flirted shamelessly. I thought I could just sit and look into her eyes all night. I was smitten with everything she said. I learned so much about this beautiful specimen of a woman in those 2 hours than I had ever experienced. She had always been attracted to girls but felt like she never had the space to explore her sexuality. She was excited to explore. She turned to me, and I saw those hard, fully erect nipples peeking out underneath her shirt and I leaned in to kiss her soft, luscious lips. She leaned into the kiss, and I ran my fingers through her hair as I kiss intensely and passionately.
She looks at me and bites her lip "I'm still having anxiety about tonight. I'm worried about not being what you need."
I look directly into her eyes and tell her not to worry and I'd be telling her everything she needed to do and all she would have to do was listen. Seeing this vulnerable side of her was sexy and I couldn't wait to take control of this beautiful woman. Have her let me lead and make her body pulsate. I want nothing more than to make this woman moan. I wonder if we should just finish this drink and head back to her place. I was having trouble focusing on anything but an image of me restraining her while she screamed with pleasure. I couldn't wait to have this confident, sexy woman submit to me.
"Do you want to get out of here? I can tell our minds both seem to be elsewhere?" She grins and slams her beer. I wink at her and run my tongue over my teeth. We head back to her place.
We get inside and she seems nervous. I pull her close and whisper to her that I'll be making her feel complete pleasure and that there's nothing expected of her. It's fun to see this shy, nervous side to her. She leans back against the door, and I grab her hand. I lift our hands above us and start intensely kissing her. We fall into the intensity and the tension keeps building. She reaches out touch me and I grab her other hand and restrain her arms so she cannot move.
"Not yet. I say to her. I'll let you know when it's your turn to touch".
She tries to get out of my grip but quickly realizes she likes being told what to do. I tell her she's such a good girl and pull her towards the bedroom. She stares as I take out my backpack full of rope, floggers, and toys. I immediately tie her to the bed, so she is not tempted to touch me before she is allowed. Watching her try to get out of the ropes is causing my own desire to grow. I kiss her aggressively as I remove her top. I carefully undo every button as I kiss and bite her neck. She wasn't wearing a bra and gasped as I ever so gently flick my tongue over her hard nipples. I feel her body arch and I stare into her stunning green eyes. She looks up at me and I feel a quiver run through her body. I bite her lip gently and remove my own top. My breasts feel full, and my nipples are erect and feel warm to the touch. I twist them and run my hands over them as she watches with desire all over her face. I continue kissing her body...her face, her cheeks, her belly button. I get to her legs and pause before I rip her pants off. I pull her quickly onto my lap as she audibly moans into my ear. Her hips are gliding back and forth as she rubs her clit against my thigh.