You grabbed hold of my hands, guided me into the room, closing the door behind us. I pulled my hand back as you as you made your way towards the large double bed, dominating the centre.
I was nervous. My body felt stiff and rigid. You just turned around and smirked at me. You knew this was my first time with a female, and I knew it slightly amused you, but I was afraid you wouldn't understand my fear. It wasn't the act of being sexual with another girl that I was afraid of, it was the idea of being bad at it. It was almost the exact way that I felt the first time I was with a guy, except girl on girl wasn't the kind of thing covered in school sexual education lessons. To an extent I was oblivious, and had no idea what to expect. I didn't want to embarrass myself, but mostly I didn't want to disappoint you.
"Come on." you laughed as you walked back towards me "I'm going to make you orgasm one way or another, so you might as well join in the fun." You placed a soft and gentle kiss on my lips, leaving me yearning for more.
Your fingers gripped the bottom of my top and I took a deep breath as you slowly pulled it off, my hands instinctively went to cover myself, but it was pointless. I still had a bra on to hide the essentials. Next you pulled my jeans down, leaving me standing there in just a pair of sexy revealing underwear.
Standing in front of a female half naked was different than that of a man. Part of it made me feel more comfortable about myself. It was a situation I encountered on a regular basis, at the gym. Yet at the same time I felt humiliated, like you were judging me more than a guy would.
You reached towards me and brushed my hair behind my shoulders, then took a step back staring at me up and down.
"Beautiful." You whispered. Standing there looking at me expectantly.
"Go on then." You urged. It took me a couple of seconds to grasp what you were suggesting. You wanted me to undress you. I felt stupid for not realizing that earlier.
"Sorry." I mumbled. I completely avoided eye contact with you as a I removed your clothes. You made no effort to help, which made it all the more difficult for me. Once done, I stepped back and looked at you slightly shocked. You were beautiful, a body to be envious of. What caught my eye in particular was what you were wearing. I felt almost like I was looking in a mirror. We both wore a black lace push up bra lined with a deep purple lace. The underwear followed the same theme, except while mine were styled into a French cut, you chose to wear a thong version. Then I remembered that this was the underwear you gave me, followed by the special request that this was what I wore tonight, I should have know this would happen, you always had this fantasy, the two of us dressed in the same underwear. Suddenly I felt my body relax. It was this that made me remember who you were. You were the person who would protect me, who would push me to my limits, but most importantly you were the person I could confide in. So why was I nervous about doing this with you? When you knew all my deepest, darkest, and kinkiest secrets. If I was going to lose my girl on girl virginity to anyone, who would be better than you.