I had never been the type of girl to really look at other girls. I mean, yeah, I had seen my fair share of porno and don't get me wrong, I was a little bit fascinated and turned on by the idea of lesbian sex, but really I never thought any of that was for me. I was perfectly content with boys, the perverted comments and rough touches. Yeah, that was kind of a turn off every now and then and let's just say, I didn't quite make them too happy when they didn't pleasure me quite like I wanted to be, but they dealt. I was good with my hands so in turn, it was enough for them.
It was until lately that I had enough of the boys and their bodily appendages that I didn't enjoy pleasuring as much any more. I was looking for something more, but where could I find it? All my girlfriends are straight. In fact, they all have their own boyfriends. Ugh and personally, I hate hanging out with them because they're so disgusting and repulsive. Question: Why do guys find it necessary to burp out or fart? Can't they just be nice, flirtatious, and charming? I ask myself this all the time and really I think it's becoming a lost cause.
Which is why recently, I've been kind of avoiding hanging out with my friends and their boyfriends. I've found that I have a better time when I'm alone. I don't have to worry about impressing anyone, or keeping my rude comments about the boys to myself. Yeah, I'm rather cynical so I always have something smart to say to my friend's about their boyfriends. They don't enjoy it too much, but whatever, I've never been one to care so much. I have more important things to worry about, not my friend's annoying boyfriends and their heinous habits.
So since all my friends were out with said boyfriends, I decided my quality alone time could be spent at the mall. Honestly, what girl doesn't love to shop? I was actually in Victoria's Secret, looking at sexy lingerie for 'him.' I laughed to myself while looking at it, wondering if I ever would find a guy I could wear this stuff for. I'm a senior in high school, haven't dated in years. Just had those casual friends with benefits for a little while. I was really beginning to wonder if I should just give up on guys entirely. That maybe there could be someone else out there for me who would want to see me in one of these sexy lingeries.
I backed up, my body hitting something firm but soft. I turned around, seeing that I bumped into a brunette girl. "Wow, I'm sorry," I said, placing my hand lightly on her forearm.
She looked at me and smiled, shaking her head. "No, really, it was my fault," she replied sweetly. I smiled back at her. This girl was really pretty. She had these bright blue eyes, practically like the sky, and silky chestnut brown hair that flowed lightly over her breasts. Type of girl that would knock a guy out, take anyone's breath away. She was probably in here looking for something to wear for her boyfriend that night anyway. Okay so, why did I even care?
"No, I'm just such a klutz sometimes," I stated, pushing some dirty blonde bangs out of my eyes. My green eyes skimmed over the girl quickly. Not a real big chest, but decent sized. Maybe a 32C, but sorry, I knocked her out of the water with my 34D's. Gift from my mom. She had a tight little tummy, curvy hips, and pretty nice legs. She was in one of those cute little jean skirt things that let the eyes wander. I tried not to though, but it was hard. This girl was pretty gorgeous.
It was weird though, how had this connection. We started talking about how, miraculously, she was a klutz too, and silly times where we bumped into people, knocked things over in public. The girl really had a great personality, very bubbly and energetic, yet she had something mysterious about her. Something I really wanted to explore and get to know. And as surprising as it seems, we left Victoria's Secret together and shopped for a while, just enjoying each other's company. It was nice to meet another person who had similar tastes in clothes, and for as beautiful as she was, struggling in the guy department as well.
"Hey, tonight I'm having this get together with some of my friends. Do you want to join us?" She asked me and immediately my eyes lit up. A little desperate and eager for socializing? Yeah, maybe I was but she seemed just as eager to have me over. I nodded, flipping out my cell phone to get her number and she did the same. I saved her address in the notepad on my phone, as lame as it sounds. Hey, I like to keep things easy and accessible. We bid our farewells and I went home, totally excited for this little party I was going to attend tonight.
I arrived home around 6 o'clock, my mom cooking dinner in the kitchen. She asked me how shopping was and all those other annoying motherly questions. Hello, mom, I'm eighteen. Leave me alone, alright? But whatever, I told her about Becca, the girl I met in the mall and how we had a pretty good time. That she actually is a freshman in the local college, and she's having a Mary-Kay party at her apartment tonight. Mary-Kay party my ass, most likely a drinking party, but I figured the Mary-Kay would score me major points with my mom. Which it did, she totally said I could go. I threw on a pair of hip hugger jeans, and a low cut, metallic silver top. Grabbed my purse, slipped on a pair of matching shoes, and headed out the door without dinner.
I got to Becca's apartment and knocked on the door, hear soft jazz music from inside. Becca opened the door, a big smile on her face. "Hey!" She exclaimed, ushering me inside. I stepped in, some people looking at me quizzically, not knowing who I am. It's not like I knew who they were either so I smiled awkwardly at them. "Guys, this is Anna. I met her at the mall today. She has guy problems just like us." They all nodded and smiled all knowingly and I smiled back, genuinely this time. She led me inside, introducing me to a couple of her girlfriends. They were all extremely nice and probably some of the prettiest girls I had ever seen in my life. I could not wait until I got to college.
This girl Sasha and I were chatting it up for a while. I really enjoyed her conversation and I could have sworn I caught her looking at boobs every now and then, but I thought nothing of it. "Hey, if we do partners tonight, you're mine," she said to me before walking off to get something to drink. I looked after her, eyebrows raised, extremely confused. Partners for what? I had no idea what she was talking about. I looked around, some other people paired off, some in threes. It all looked normal to me, they were just talking and drinking, and everyone seemed to be enjoying herself, since the party was all girls. I thought nothing of it.
Becca used her ring on her finger and tapped her glass, a ringing sound filling the air and everyone looking over at her. "Everyone, I'm happy to announce we have a new recruit tonight, Anna. I hope you all make her feel good and welcome. We're gonna get things started now that everyone has seemed to have selected who they're going to spend the evening with." I looked at Becca oddly, then around the room, everyone nodding, some girls taking hands with the other or putting their arms around each other. What was going on? Was I at some swinger party or something?
Sasha walked back over to me and slipped her hand in the back pocket of my jeans, leaning over and nibbling on my earlobe lightly. I was too afraid to back away from her, I wasn't sure what to do. It felt kind of nice though. You know, guys don't do things to make girls feel good anymore. They just do it so they can get some serious ass back. "Okay, great. Since Anna is new, she and her partner which seems to be Sasha. Yeah, you go girl! Anyway, she gets to pick where they're located tonight. And also if she just wants it to be her and Sasha, or if others are allowed joining when they're finished with their partner or partners in some cases," Becca winked at everyone and some of the girls laughed.