Chapter 6
The going away party.
I awoke lying on my side with Mandy nursing on my nipples, sucking and licking each in turn. Relishing the sensations coursing through my body, I held her head lovingly to my chest.
A feeling of contentment enveloped me, an inner peace.
We were alone. Mandy was smiling as she suckled my sensitive breasts. I wallowed in a dream-like state, holding her mouth to my nipples as I stroked her back,
I was not ashamed of my actions, felt no guilt and was only embarrassed.
I was embarrassed for John, although I was sure he felt no guilt.
I was embarrassed about my lust for my daughter, for John to find what Mandy had done with me and me to her. I was ashamed because I allowed John to fuck me!
I could and should have stopped it from happening.
But mainly embarrassed because of the enjoyment of it all.
I did my best to avoid both John and Mandy.
I concentrated on my tasks and slunk off to my bedroom between the party preparations.
I was mostly successful, bumping into John once all morning.
Mandy was out collecting last-minute things and supplies of drinks most of the morning, then in the kitchen when I joined her at about two p.m., we finished the preparations in more or less silence.
Was Mandy as embarrassed as I was?
Mandy broke the silence, pulled me to her and said.
"It is not what I wanted for you to be embarrassed, I do not want you to be upset or feel awkward around John and me."
"I love you, Mommy, even more now. John loves you, and I know you love us."
"Last night was proof of the total love and devotion that we have for each other."
"I now know deep down it was what you wanted and enjoyed. I know I did. Realising months ago that you needed a good fucking. Putting my husband's cock, into your pussy, was the most loving, erotic experience I have had.''
"Mommy I hope you still love me and we can be as close in the future."
We hugged for a while.
"Thank you, sweetie. I am not sure what to say.''
''I know, I should have and could have stopped what we did, but I did not want to, I needed sex, a good seeing to, or as you so eloquently put it, a good fucking. I needed someone I felt comfortable with. I wanted John!''
''Your encouragement, presence and participation are the catalyst for him to fuck me and be open about it. I loved it."
Mandy lifted her head from my breasts, and we kissed lovingly.
''I love you even more after last night if that is possible. I want you, Mommy.''
I had no understanding of what was happening to me. Blushing, I gave Mandy a motherly kiss on the cheek.
"My sexual needs have taken over me. I want you and I want John again Mandy, as long as you are with me."
"You can have him any time Mommy, without me being present, as long as you tell me."
She had managed to shock me once again.
Whispering endearments to each other, we cuddled, our naked bodies entwined until the practical needs of the day came to prominence in our thoughts.
We had a party to prepare.
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We greeted the guests, gave them drinks, the food served and eaten, and a few people said a few words about going to be missing John and Mandy.
It was a good party, and people left by eleven p.m.
The only ones remaining were Lainey and Stephan, who both advised me they were stopping the night.
Lainey, Mandy and I cleared away all the remains of thirty guests, left drinks and food and set the dishwasher going. We finished off cleaning the kitchen, and John and Stephen returned from taking out empties.
After being on my feet most of the day, I was pleased to sit on a sofa with Stephan, who explained that he had gotten to the house by ferry and taxi from Shotley, where he lived, and he was returning sometime the following morning.
He asked if I would mind dropping him off at the ferry at Languard Point, which I said I would.
He was 61, retired from work, charming, immaculately dressed, white-haired and handsome.
Stephan had a house in Shotley to be closer to his boat, which he berthed in the Marina at Shotley Point.
Sailing and photography were his passions, which he pursued more now with the loss of his wife two years previously.
I told him why I moved to Aldeburgh, that I had lost my husband, that we had a common interest in photography, and we chatted easily for half an hour.
Mandy joined us on the sofa, sitting close to Stephan.
"I see you are getting to know Roger, are you both OK?"
"Roger?"
"Yes, Jolly Roger, he is jolly and a bit of an old pirate. It is his nickname."
Stephan was slightly embarrassed but managed to smile.
"Oh tell me more Mandy."
"He can show you knots, how to be securely tied up, adjust his rowlocks and whatever else these dirty old sea dogs do."
She giggled, and he smirked.
I loved how Mandy wound people up with her way of innuendo and seeing the results of it.
Stephan left the room and went outside into the garden to avoid further winding up by Mandy.
I followed him and stood in the cool air, in the black-as-ink night, with the stars twinkling. The gentleman he was took off his jacket and draped it around my shoulder to ward off the chill.
In his shirt, I caught sight of his toned body. He looked good.
"She has the devil in her."
I said as I neared him.
"No need to worry, I am used to your daughter, she has a wonderful way with words, extracting maximum embarrassment with minimum effort."
"I think she is wonderful, intelligent, has a vitality few have, a lust for life and is exceptionally beautiful."
His voice was deep and mellow, drew you in and was a joy to listen to.
He asked me if I would come out for a cruise on his boat.
I agreed I would, and we would arrange it before we parted in the morning.
I smiled at him and said.
"I hoped you were going to ask me to see your etchings."
"We can do that too. Do come and see my prints and my studio?"
"You have me there at a studio. You have a studio! How wonderful, how big is it?''
"You are as bad or as good as your daughter."
He replied and laughed heartily, making me realise what I said. I compounded my innuendo by adding.
"I am better and as bad."
I was comfortable with our banter and the overtones of it. I was feeling good about myself, assured and giving a come-on.
He laughed even more and gave me a peck on my cheek.
I returned his coat, thanking him and kissing him on the cheek.
We rejoined the others sitting in the lounge, taking a double-seater sofa.
John had Lainey sitting on his lap, wriggling her bum about, almost giving him a lap dance, telling him how much she would miss this and him.
Mandy sat opposite John and Lainey, amused at her antics. The flushed look on her husband's face was between sexual pleasure and trying not to show it.
Lainey moved to sit on the lap of Mandy, with her arms around her and gave her a lingering open-mouthed kiss. She kissed Mandy, full-on tongue fencing, tonsil seeking, and sloppy.
It was a turn-on to watch.