I didn't actually want to do it, but the need for revenge was so sharp. Robert had left me for an eighteen year old after twenty-three years of marriage, making me feel like a worthless used up old hag. I had no choice, I had to make him suffer the way he had me.
He told me he was in love with her and I knew he wasn't lying because when he talked about this 'Jennifer' he had the same dreamy look in his eyes that he used to have when we first met. Well, I'd show him. I'd make him know what it felt like to have your heart ripped out of your chest and stamped on right in front of your face, and if I had to do something a little out of my comfort zone to do that, then the means more than justified the ends.
So, here I was, a fort-four year old plying a teenager with drink while sticking to soft ones myself, and trying not to think about all the things I needed to do to make her sorry for what she and Robert had done to me...except she was so beautiful, and so easy to talk to...and...
'Can I please stay at your place, Emma? I can't go home drunk, Robert hates me when I'm drunk.' Of course I agreed immediately, I knew how much Robert hated drink. His father had been a violent alcoholic and he hadn't allowed one drop of alcohol to pass my lips for the whole of our marriage. Twenty minutes later we were sat on my sofa, the same sofa I used to sit on with Robert, be kissed by on by Robert, to be royally screwed on by Robert, but Jennifer didn't know that. Perhaps I would tell her in the morning...
'I'm so glad we met,' Jennifer gushed in full drunk 'your my best friend, you are' mode, 'you listen to me. I like having you as a friend.' She lent over to plant a sloppy kiss on my cheek and placed a hand high up my thigh as she did so a funny and unexpected thing happened between my legs. I started to tingle. I shook my head to try and rid myself of the sensation but it stayed, so I ignored it and went to phase two of my plan.
I took her upstairs to my, sorry, mine and Robert's bedroom and stripped her down to her black, silken underwear. I wasn't a lesbian, but God, she looked good. I noticed the tingle again, stronger this time and harder to ignore. Was I actually getting turned on by this whore who had ruined my life? No of course not, I reasoned, I was just getting carried away with the plan. Lost in the moment, as it were, but still...
She fell onto the bed and I rolled her over on to her front. I qickly ran to the corner of the room and switched on the waiting hidden camera, getting ready to move onto phase three.
'Do you want me to give you a massage, to help you sleep?' It was a perfectly reasonable request for someone who was just a 'friend' to make.
'Mmmm...'she moaned, so I stipped down to my own underwear, got on the bed and straddled her. The tingling strengthened as my crotch made contact with the small of her back and it slowly dawned on me that I was becoming sexually aroused.
Now this wasn't supposed to happen. The plan was to seduce the bitch my husband had discarded me for and send an e-mail of the film to all his co-workers with a short attatched note declaring how easy a slut she was. I wasn't supposed to like what I was doing, I just wanted to hurt him!
And anyway, Robert had never been able to make me feel as excited as this in all our time together, so how come she did? I didn't want to examine my feelings, I just wanted to get this over with, so I placed the palms of my hands on her smooth back and began to carress them gently across the surface.