It was the middle of the hottest summer in recent memory. No breeze could be felt and the air was hot, humid and full of emotion. Carmen sat at her computer, fully naked with her long curvy legs spread wide as if to capture any breeze that might suddenly blow in from the dark night. Her rising temperature could be a result of her latest chat with a cyber friend she had recently come in contact with. Carmen was 35 and divorced and had been having fantasies about being with another woman. Of course, only fantasies so far had been entertained, but tonight, Carmen found herself really truly wishing that she could live out one of these fantasies, if not more. Thus, her visit to a BiFem chat room. She felt safe in joining a chat under this discription because it still left the door open for her to tell herself that she was not a lesbian, but merely curious. Carmen had, from the very first, felt so very welcome in the chat room and found the women to be so helpful and kind. This is where Carmen had met a woman who actually only lived 15 minutes from her own home.
Kate was 40, but had the heart and playfulness of a 25 year old. She seemed to be the life of the chat room and Carmen loved chatting with her.
It was on Carmen's third visit to the chat room that Kate private messaged her asking if she wanted to talk private for a few minutes?
Carmen was surprised and also excited because she felt some sort of connection with Kate. After she got into the private room with Kate, Carmen typed out the usual hello and how are ya and anxiously awaited Kate's response. What came across Carmen's screen shocked her and nearly took her breath away.
There in black and white read, "Hey cutie pie, since we live so close to each other, how about I come over and bring something cool to drink?"
Carmen sat and stared at the screen while her heart sounded like a big bass drum pounding inside her chest. She then hurredly typed back to Kate and told her it was an excellant idea! Nervously, Carmen typed out directions and her address and then thought, "What am I doing? This is a stranger and I've just given her my address and she's going to be here in an hour."
Kate then typed that she needed to shower and she would stop and get some cool drinks and be on her way.
Carmen got up from her computer and went into her bedroom to grab some clean shorts and a top and then made her way to the shower to freshen up. She had no idea what to expect when Kate got there, but she did know that she wanted a cool shower to help her relax and to help her cool off.
Carmen was just finishing dressing when she heard knocking at her front door. "Damn, she's early," thought Carmen as she hurried too quickly to the front door, knocking over the magazine stand after she ran into it.
Getting to the door, Carmen's heart was one big beat.... no pauses in between. She hadn't even seen a picture of what Kate looked like and there could be an ogre on the other side of this door.
But, Carmen opened the door and gushed a much too loudly "Hi Kate!" Carmen held her hand over her chest and told Kate that she was so nervous and usually is under more control than this and not nearly so scatterbrained acting.
Kate just laughed and held out her hand and said,"Hi Carmen, It's great seeing you in person and don't you worry about being nervous, I am too!"
Then both women laughed in a more relaxing manner and Kate walked into the living room while Carmen closed the door. Huge butterflies doing nose dives in her stomach.
Kate was a very pretty woman. Carmen tried carrying on conversation all the while looking Kate over and thinking, "she doesn't look like a lesbian."
Kate had natural blonde hair with a few odd strands of gray. Her smile was one that would light up a room and her laugh was so relaxed and it made you feel as if you've known this person for a lifetime already. She was average height and weight, but her breasts were so full and Carmen could see the outline of her nipples as they pressed against the cotton material of Kate's snug tank top. Her legs were muscled and tan and had that look of someone who exercised alot.
Carmen was relieved to find that Kate was someone she thought she could be friends with, not only in cyber world, but in the real world as well.
The women took their sodas and went out to the back patio. They discovered they had alot in common and even knew some of the same people. Carmen had relaxed now and was enjoying herself and Kate seemed to be having a good time as well.
Just as Carmen was taking a big drink of her Coke, Kate asked, "Carmen, what is your hottest fantasy you have involving you and another woman?"
Well Carmen nearly spewed her soda and immediatley turned red as a tomato. Thank goodness it was darker out here and Kate might not notice as much.
Carmen stuttered a bit and got all nervous and finally said, "Damn, you don't beat around the bush, do you?"
Kate laughed and reached over and placed her hand on Carmen's forearm and told her not to worry.
"You can think about it and tell me next time." Kate winked and said in a low, sexy, seductive voice.
Carmen was so self conscious right at this moment and still felt the heat of her blush in her cheeks, but she felt something else also.
When Kate placed her hand on her arm, Carmen found that her heart did it's heart attack imitation all over.
Carmen looked up and discovered Kate just gazing at her and looking so pretty in the moonlight. Carmen was really out of her league now. She felt like she was floundering as she didn't have a clue on what she should do or say at this moment. So, she kept still and finally Kate spoke softly,
"Carmen, we've talked for hours in the chat room and e-mailed back and forth and I feel as if I already know your inner most feelings and thoughts and even your fears. The way you are feeling right now is perfectly normal. I didn't come over here to jump your bones or to make you feel uncomfortable. I just want to spend time with you in person and maybe down the road, help you with your curiosity that seems to be consuming you lately."
Carmen laughed at the last statement and began to relax a bit as she laughed.
"Hey, I almost forgot, I brought a video with me if you want to watch it?" Kate said as Carmen was waving away an annoying mosquito.
"That would be great and we could go in, away from all these killer mosquitos." Carmen said as she was already getting up out of her chair.
Both women began walking into the house and Kate began telling Carmen about the movie she had brought. "It's called, "Claire of the Moon" and it's probably one of my most favorite movies. Have you seen it?"
Carmen told Kate that she hadn't even heard of it. Kate just smiled to herself.
Kate sat on the couch and Carmen started walking over across the room to the recliner when Kate patted the couch cushion beside her and said, "Come over here and sit by me. I won't bite!"
Carmen just chuckled as she walked to the couch and sat down. The movie began and Carmen thought to herself, "This is great! I'm sitting beside Kate and watching a movie, even though I'm so nervous, I'm sure I won't be able to concentrate on it. But, I like having Kate here and I am feeling those tingles just the way I do when I'm in the chat room with Kate."
The movie progressed and Carmen found herself getting turned on. She had seen porn videos with two women making out, but this movie was different. It was more like real life and Carmen liked it........she liked it alot. Towards the end of the movie, there was a steamy sex scene and Kate heard Carmen's breathing get a little more pronounced and a bit more rapid. Kate just smiled to herself once again because she had selected this movie in hopes that Carmen would be turned on by it. It seemed to be working.
Kate reached her arm up and put it up and around Carmen's shoulders. "Does this make you uncomfortable?" Kate softly asked Carmen.
Well, Carmen sure didn't mind and told Kate that she was very comfortable.
As the scene advanced and got even more steamy, Kate pulled Carmen a little closer. Carmen didn't resist and actually was able to relax a little more. Just as Carmen found herself thinking she wished the movie would last forever, the credits began rolling by on the screen.
As Carmen was thinking about what she should say about the movie, Kate gently and softly reached up with her fingers and held Carmen's chin. She then leaned into Carmen and their lips slowly met in one tender brief kiss.
Kate pulled back a bit and still held her fingers around Carmen's chin and cheek while saying, "I'm sorry, but I've been wanting to do that through the whole movie and just couldn't help myself."
It was Carmen who then leaned into Kate and their warm soft lips met once again, only this time it was a longer, passionate, sensual kiss. Carmen couldn't believe how she was feeling right now. She was elated and surprised and afraid and so many more things. But, she was going with the feeling and not giving in to her fears.
Kate then broke the embrace and stood up. "I need to get going. Wheww....where did you learn to kiss like that, girl?"
"Ohhh don't go yet. I'm enjoying this, Kate." Carmen said as she too stood up.
"Sweetheart, if I don't go now, I'll still be here come morning and you're not ready yet. I don't want to rush you. I want you to think about how you feel tonight and think about if this is really something you want to try and if it is and you are all decided, then we will do it when the time is right. Not before. I want your first experience with another woman to be one so special it will be beyond your wildest fantasies. I want you to know and to feel and to be totally at ease with everything."