PART THREE
I awoke to the sound of rain tapping gently on my bedroom window. My legs and bum felt soaking wet so I looked under my covers to reveal a big round wet patch in the middle of my bed. There was a strong scent of urine to which I have to confess was arousing. It took me a while to get my head round how can this be.
"Oh yes, I remember now. Diana, my new landlady. Oh lord I need to sort myself out and quickly. I'm moving in a couple of days."
I said to myself nervously with a hint of shame.
I decided to get up and as I did I put my hand right in the middle of the dampness. My hand was warm and wet with last nights urine and I don't know for the sake of me why, I smelt my hand.
"My god, that smells sexy."
I said to myself while constantly smelling my hand.
The scent was so arousing I lost myself from reality. I started to lick my hand like a woman possessed. It tasted so good that I put my hand deep into the dampness for more of the same. I was totally lost in this madness of mine. Then I suddenly realized what I was doing. I felt really depraved and frustrated by my actions. But a strange sensation was building up inside me. I felt really kinky in my new found fantasy. I was so aroused I had to see this one out. I then remembered Diana.
"Oh no not again. She's my new landlady. No not Diana please."
I said to myself very unconvincingly and not really meaning it.
All I could see was Diana smiling at me. Even when my eyes were open.
"I love you, I love you so much Diana."
I whispered to myself as if she was really there.
My arousal was so strong the butterflies were out in force knotting up my stomach like crazy and my pussy was tingling like mad. I turned over to my front and started grinding my pussy in the dampness.
"Oh my god Diana. Diana your so beautiful, I want you so bad. You make me feel so wanted."
I recall saying desperately or words to that affect.
The scent of my urine was now developing another fantasy in my mind.
"That's the smell of Diana's sweet pussy."
I was thinking while still grinding my now so wet pussy.
"Oh my god, how low will i go."
I said with excitement and such anticipation.
I threw off the quilt, grabbed my pillow and wedged it between legs. I slid down the bed so my face was right above the dampness and got myself comfy. I buried my face into the dampness and started frantically licking my urine and cum stains pretending it was Diana's sweet pussy while I was humping my pillow. I was feeling so nice with this kinky fantasy I could visualize Diana's pussy right in front on me.
"Oh sweet Diana."
I yelped out with a high pitched voice as my pussy exploded a massive orgasm that made my whole body spasm.
I felt light headed as I lay on the bed. That last orgasm made me nearly pass out. I was panting for what felt like minutes trying to take in as much oxygen as I could.
When I finally calmed down and got my head together I got up from the bed to freshen up with a shower.
When I had finished getting myself together I said my morning prayers. I didn't ask for any forgiveness for the first time in my life. I asked for understanding. I wasn't turning my back on god but I have been questioning my faith since I first met Diana. It was like I had a school girl crush on her. She certainly put a spell on me so I was now believing it wasn't a curse from god. I started talking to myself in the mirror...
"Why would god do that to somebody? We all live in a open society today. If someone feels love for someone else whether it be same sex or not, surely you can't go to hell for that can you? No, I don't believe god is cruel."
From that moment on I stopped feeling guilty about fantasizing over women and the way I did it. Okay I must admit some of it was kinky but I'm sure I am not alone. I felt like a free woman and I was ready for love. I don't feel like I have been a fool all my life but more of a loyal and trustworthy women. There was only one love for me. Diana. I am never going to reveal my feelings for her, I'm leaving that up to her. I don't want to make a fool of myself. But questions were firing around my mind...
"Does Diana feel the same way? Is it just my imagination? What if she doesn't? Will I be heart broken? She certainly comes across that way or is that just her nature? Oh questions, questions. Whatever will be will be."
PART FOUR
It was the day of moving to my new flat. I was filled with excitement and anxiety. I had just about packed up everything I needed to take with me. I really didn't have a lot to take as I don't own any furniture, just a few suitcases full of clothes and a small flat screen tv. My new flat is self contained and has laundry facilities so that's me very happy. That's all I need as I lead a very simple life.
The landlord turned up as promised to give me my deposit back and to say our goodbyes. I rang for a taxi and the landlord helped me carry my suitcases out and even waited for the taxi to arrive. The taxi was quick and the landlord loaded my suitcases into the boot, then we hugged and said our goodbyes. It was very emotional as I have know the landlord for years. I must admit I did shed a tear and so did he. He was a lovely man and I will miss him dearly. But it's time to move on and start afresh. As one chapter in my life closes another one is about to open.
As I was getting closer to my new flat the butterflies in my stomach were exciting me. I finally arrived and stepped out of the taxi to have a look at my new home. As I was looking I saw Diana through her window and she was waving excitingly at me with the sweetest smile I had ever seen. I waved back with such shyness and a smitten smile I felt my legs turning to jelly. She then came out to greet me as the taxi driver was unloading my suitcases. The way she came out was like she was in a hurry, something like you do when you haven't seen a friend or relative for ages.
"Hi Sarah. How are you love."
She said to me like she hadn't seen me in years.
"Oh fine Diana thanks. A bit stressed out. Well you know how it is when you move."
I replied, not really thinking what i was saying.
Then out of the blue she gave me a hug and said...
"Don't worry now Sarah love. You're here now. Come on, I will give you a hand with your stuff."
I replied with a nervous but exciting okay as we broke of the hug.