I'm a photographer- usually, the old school kind. You know, the type that likes to hang out in a dark room alone for hours at a time, getting a buzz from smelly chemicals and watching images magically appear on paper underwater. My tranquil landscapes and my grimy urban photos share something very important- a lack of people. I'm a typical angsty artist sometimes- i don't really like people and i don't like to shoot people. Ever since my parents died, i'd been a bit reclusive- even to the point of buying an old warehouse on the fringe of one of the up and coming art districts and turning the top floor into a studio cum living space to avoid having neighbors. It was an excellent investment and i did bring in residual income from renting out some of the lower level spaces for events, but my main goal with it was to have sixty thousand square feet of isolation, if i wanted it.
So, imagine my discomfort when my good friend Fiona asked me to do a portraiture session for her. I tried and tried to convince her that i was not the right photographer for this- i showed her portfolios filled with photos- not a one with even a hint of a person, except for my 'self-portrait' shots - my shadow across an amazing shot. But even when i explained that i felt my own shadow ruined a perfectly good shot, which she vehemently disagreed with, she wouldn't take no for an answer. She needed photos for an upcoming feature in our local art magazine and she wanted me to do the editorial shots. She insisted it would be good for me as an artist - throwing my own words back at me when i suggested she combine her ethereal oil paintings with some of her fused glass work and subsequently had her most successful gallery showing ever. i knew taking pictures of my beautiful friend was not going to launch my career, but i finally relented because she was right- i needed something different in my life, and who better to bring it to me than her.
When the agreed upon day arrived, Fiona showed up with a steamer trunk and two large bottles of wine.
"Oh why the long face? This is going to be so much fun!" she said with a wink as she pulled the trolley through the rolling barn door that led into the area that i had partitioned off as my 'studio'. She let out a low whistle and a genuine "nice" as she took in the view. She had come with me to look at the building when i had toured it before buying it and had recommended i put my studio in this specific area- citing the massive pane windows completely covering one wall as being perfect natural lighting to work in. I liked the view too- it faced away from the city, towards the west and during the winter, when the trees were bare, i could see the river.
"I love what you've done in here- i knew you'd make this an absolutely amazing space to be in. One day, if you'll have me, i'd love to come up here and do some painting."
I blushed, not sure why, but my face was definitely hot and i found myself mumbling that she was always welcome here.
She wandered over to the kitchen area and set one bottle on the counter and stashed the other in the fridge. She opened drawers until she found a corkscrew and grabbed two wine glasses from the open cabinet. She poured us both hefty portions before it even dawned on me that she had just made herself right at home. I was even more shocked when i realized i didn't mind.
The late summer sun was streaming in the window, painting the space with an amber, peach and orange glow. Her naturally red hair looked on fire. She eyed the wrought iron spiral staircase in the corner.
"Does that go up to the roof? Can we go up there and watch the sunset? Relax a little before getting started?"
"Sure," i said, grabbing the key to the door at the landing at the top and heading up the stairs as she followed with our wine. I had created a little oasis up there- a small garden of raised beds full of flowers and veggies, a gazebo with a copper roof that housed a hammock that was my favorite place to be in a warm rain storm, and a few sculptures from some of my artist friends scattered around with benches and seating areas. Looking at it, it was the perfect rooftop party layout, and yet, i think Fiona was the 2nd or 3rd person i'd ever had up here beside the contractors that helped install it.
"Oh Mira- this is a wonderful space! If i ask very nicely, and promise to clean up, could we have my birthday party here?" Her eyes were wide and full of excitement. She looked like a kid that had just seen Disneyworld for the first time.
"Maybe- ask me again after i've had some of that wine there," i replied with a grin. She eagerly handed me the glass and glided over to the edge of the roof- looking down at the deserted lot and overgrown field below, then out at the sunset that was swathed in indigo clouds and rapidly sinking. She was beautiful- her perfect silhouette outlined against the blaze of the sky. I caught myself staring and wandered over to the gazebo. Leaning against one of the pillars, i watched the eastern sky go from deep cerulean to royal blue to navy with a golden glow from the city in the span of less than 15 minutes. I also somehow emptied my wineglass in the same span of time.
I didn't notice her come up beside me until she reached out and ran one of her slender fingers down my arm. "The temperature doesn't drop as fast up here as it does down where the peasants are," she said with a smile in her voice. I turned to tell her it was because of the black roof and saw that she had taken off her dress and was standing there completely unclothed, her unblemished pale skin glowing. "I wanted to know what it would feel like to be a little bit of an exhibtionist, and I also need my clothes off for what we're going to be doing downstairs. I am a painter but today, i'm going to be the canvas" she explained, as comfortable in her own skin as she had been in the cute sun dress. I unconsciously looked down when she said 'downstairs' and was caught off-guard, further, by her carefully manicured tuft of sherbert pubic hair. She had shaped it into a heart. I couldn't help but giggle.
"Don't laugh. I think it's cute." she said, playfully smacking my arm. "Let's get ready- i'm going to need your help with some of the paint."
"Paint? I'm not a painter," i replied, alarmed.
"It's ok. I'll tell you precisely where to put the brush and exactly how to apply the paint," she replied with a mischievous grin.
I watched her saunter across the rooftop towards the stairs, her cute ass swishing back and forth in an undeniable come-hither way.
By the time i made it back downstairs, after locking the door, realizing her dress was somewhere on the roof, going and finding it and relocking everything, she had already poured another glass of wine and was unpacking the trunk.
