The following is my best memory of how I came to meet Mistress and commit myself to her service. The events themselves I distinctly remember as they were important episodes in my life and, as such, stamped upon my memory. However I admit to taking some license with conversation and minor details, as I do not remember them exactly, although the general gist is as was. Mistress has also been kind enough to help me with her own recollections. I have changed the names of all concerned in this recounting, with the exception of my own slave name, to 'protect the innocent' as they say.
I hope you enjoy reading of my discovery of myself as much as I myself relished living through, and writing about, these revelations. Thank you in advance for taking the time to do so.
I would also like to thank LunarSirius for his editing assistance.
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Whilst studying at university I had a boyfriend who introduced me to light bondage, give and take, but it was most definitely the taking that turned me on. To be helpless and entirely in the hands of another for sexual release was such an aphrodisiac. Blindfolded and never knowing where the next touch would land. Oh God! What a turn on.
Unfortunately, after about 9 months or so, I was becoming jaded with the mild tie and tease games that he enjoyed and I started pushing the boundaries beyond that with which he was comfortable. He got his kicks from me being spread-eagled on the bed while he fucked me, but I wanted more. I have always been outspoken and I can be demanding in relationships so I pressed him to tie me tighter, twist my nipples, spank or whip my arse, etc. When I pressed for the harsher experience I craved, he baulked. He said he felt awkward and uneasy causing me pain but was more than happy to continue with the ropes. I remember that the end came after I tied him to the bed, slapped his arse and tortured his nipples, testicles and penis by way of demonstrating how I would like to be treated. It was a definite turn off for him and he said he could never do similar to me. It wasn't 'gentlemanly'!
I had a few more short relationships but scared them all off once I tried to either introduce them to vanilla bondage or persuade them to move on to more serious BDSM. Perhaps I was mixing with people that were just too nice? After I left university I found it difficult to obtain a job associated with my psychology degree other than a social worker, which didn't appeal to me at all, so after four months or so when my savings had run out, I ended up working as a waitress in a restaurant as a stop gap to make ends meet. I finally plucked up the courage to go to a few fetish nightclubs but unfortunately, being a pretty girl alone at these places and complying with the required erotic or explicit dress codes, I attracted the attentions of a lot of lewd males and creeps and I was quickly put off as it seemed obvious to me that they were all out for themselves and wouldn't care about the woman they were abusing.
It was in June, 2013, about a year after my graduation, that a male friend invited me out to a pub party to make up a twosome with a group of his friends. I remember one woman was dressed somewhat unusually, especially for a party in a pub. She was with another woman and was wearing a very elegant figure hugging, long sleeved, violet, rubber mini dress, seamed black stockings and black rubber skyscraper thigh boots, whereas the rest of us were dressed pretty casually in everyday party frocks and shoes. She towered over the crowd at 6' 4" and this, combined with her singular outfit, immediately made her the centre of attention for party goers and regular patrons alike but she remained indifferent throughout all this focus.
The way this woman stood, with her head held proudly high and her slightly haughty attitude to all the fawning men, just oozed self confidence and a casual detachment to all around her. Although I have a naturally outgoing personality I have always been a little shy and awkward when first meeting people so, despite my yearning to meet this boldly attired, strikingly beautiful woman, I needed several drinks to fuel my 'Dutch courage'. Finally, after the fuss over her had dissipated, I approached.
"That's a somewhat exotic outfit for a night out in a pub." I said. "Do you always dress so unconventionally?" Yeah! I know. It was a pretty poor opening line but the only one I could think of to start the conversation in my bashful, nervous state.
"My dear, you are not the first to ask that." she replied with a tolerant sigh. "But to assuage your obvious curiosity I can inform you that I dress similarly whenever I attend a nightclub or party, so why would I change my practice for this little soiree?" She looked away from me as if regarding something of interest behind the bar.
Surely such an imperious woman with no qualms or embarrassment about wearing what can only be described as 'fetish' gear in public must mean BDSM nightclubs and parties, mustn't she? And her whole attitude and demeanour shouted Dominatrix. Perhaps she was my way to the experiences I craved. I took a mental deep breath and thought to myself, 'Right! Just do it!'