She picked up her journal, the one she had kept ever since she had learned about adult life, and as she turned the page she smiled as the memories came flooding back to her as she recalled the pleasure and knowledge they gave her. Turning on a few pages from when she first met Alison, she came across an entry entitled "Meet the Ladies tonight." Julie's smile broadened when she recalled that evening and how much she found out about herself...
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Julie walked through the automatic doors and paused for a second surveying the vast marbled lobby of the Chimera, a new swanky 5 star hotel that had only been built in the last few years. She knew that at 37 she looked 10 years younger and smoothing down the clinging low cut dark maroon jersey dress, that did nothing to hide the curves of her fit and supple body, Julie walked slowly towards the bar area. As she moved in the balanced and poised way of someone who is either a dancer or a martial arts student, she was conscious of more than one set of eyes discreetly observing her progress. At the doorway of the bar Julie paused and scanned the chrome and mirrored room, and was just about to turn away when a soft throaty voice that sent shivers up and down her spine spoke from behind her. "Hi, you must be Julie," said the tall elegant woman whose flowing blonde hair was flicked back from her face, "My name's Dee... Alison has told us so much about you... do come and join us, we are just waiting on Anne."
Julie followed the woman across the bar towards the back and gulped nervously, not that she was worried about her safety but tonight she was to meet some friends of her girlfriend, and wasn't really sure what to expect. Julie had known Alison for a few months now and she had continually tried to interest Julie in the BDSM scene, but Julie had been reluctant to commit. Finally, after a blazing row with Alison, Julie had agreed to meet the friends, if nothing else but to stop the tears that were pouring down Alison's face and stop her sobbing about how Julie did not really love her.
Dee introduced the other woman at the table as Lady Kay, and as Julie accepted their invitation to a glass of wine she studied the two women carefully. Dee and Kay were unconcerned at this silent examination and picked up their conversation from where they had obviously left it when Dee collected Julie at the doorway. Dee suddenly turned to Julie in mid-sentence and said in her sexy throaty voice, "Well...has the cat got your tongue or are you just shy?" Julie was about to respond that neither looked like how she would have imagined Dommes to look, Dee in her cowl top and tailored trousers and Kay in her black dress, when both women leapt to their feet and waved towards the door, calling out in unison.
A woman in an elegantly flowing dress seemed to glide across the room towards them. On her way, she turned her ash blonde head towards different tables and nodded in casual greeting. Arriving at their table she spoke in a soft and melodic voice, "Kisses sisters" and then turning to Julie, "Hello, I'm Lady Anne; you must be Alison's friend we have heard so much about." Not usually lost for words Julie just sat and stared as the woman gracefully sat and accepted the wine Kay had poured for her. Then turning and fixing Julie with an intent stare that seemed to penetrate into the depths of Julie's soul, Anne's eyes shone brightly as she asked Julie what she sought.
Julie blushed as she explained that Alison felt she should learn more about the BDSM scene that Alison enjoyed so much and tailed off with comment, "So do I need to by a whip or something then?" All three of the women laughed gently and seeing Julie crestfallen look Anne covered Julie's hand with her own and explained it was far more than just whipping someone, it was about the giving and the receiving of control.
Anne continued to talk about trust, and about pain and pleasure and finished with the statement "The more you give control the greater the pleasure you will receive". Having always been in control of her own destiny for most of her adult life, Julie pondered on the statement for a while.
Anne went on, "What is your biggest fear?"
Julie thought for a moment before replying, "Not being in control."
Anne chuckled, "And what is you biggest sexual turn on? The one that is deep down that you never admit to anyone."
Julie considered the question before replying, "Not being in control, but those two statement contradict each other which is why I am confused."
Anne smiled as she said softly, "In understanding that confusion you will learn your true self." She paused watching Julie let the words sink in before continuing, "There are two parts to your education, the physical and the mental. Kay and Dee will deal with the physical side and I will deal with the mental side."
Seeing Julie's consternation Anne suggested that Dee and Kay begin her physical education in more private surroundings while she talked to some of her other friends in the room.