The jail guard gets her turn. Part II
After my experience with Debbie, I was in a major panic. What if someone saw us? What if she talked? What if my husband found out? What If I get fired?
I avoided seeing Debbie for a few days and just kept to myself alone in my office when I was at work. I was very overwhelmed that something had happened, but also very scared of what might happen in the future. After several days of pounding my head against the wall, I decided I needed a day to just be by myself. I called in sick and asked the hubby to take the kids out for the night. I explained I had a bad headache and I just wanted to soak in a warm bath and needed time alone. I think that's the night my mind finally digested the experience and everything settled within me.
As I sat in the bath reliving the evening with her, I realized that I was crazy about Debbie and I wanted more of her. I didn't want to date her, or live with her, but physically I wanted everything again. But I had to be discrete about this, because it would surely cost me my job and my marriage. As I laid soaking in the tub, I finally felt the stress and anxiety release. I had admitted to myself, my desires, accepted my passions and was fantasizing about our next experience, when I felt those butterflies inside me. Before I knew it my hand was between my legs softly rubbing up and down my inner thighs, until my pussy throbbed so bad, I had to finger myself.
I got myself off in seconds imagining my face pressed up against her pussy while my fingers were sliding in and out of her. I felt her wetness on my face and could hear her moans as she was cumming. I envisioned her eyes staring up at me as I was watching her eat me out. I was so turned on and so aroused that I wanted to go to work that minute, slide into her cell and lick her pussy until she came again. I had to see her, I had to talk to her and I needed to experience her again.
The next afternoon when I arrived at work, Debbie wasn't in her cell. She was at the library and I volunteered to escort her back. I think she was shocked when she saw me at the door. There was a moment of anxiety, maybe feelings of being let down as she came out and said hello to me. We walked for a bit passing polite conversation and I could tell she was uncomfortable with me being there.
I stopped her in-between the corridor lockdown doors and I said to her, "Hey, I'm sorry I haven't been around much this week. I was having a hard time with what happened and with my feelings towards you and I didn't know how to handle things."
"It's Okay." She spoke. "I was feeling the same way and was just disappointed I didn't see you over the last few days. The other guards said you were sick. Are you alright?"
"Yes, Sweetie I am alright. I just didn't know how to handle this situation. I have never been with a woman before and I was just concern this could really go bad for both of us."
"Carly, I don't want you to get in trouble and I would never tell a soul about what happened. I know you're married and have kids. I don't want to ruin your life or your career. I just miss you, when don't see you."
I felt so relieved hearing that. It took a lot of stress and worry off of my mind and my heart.
I told her, "Debbie. I don't know what the attraction is between you and I, but I would never want to go a day, without seeing you."
We both leaned into each other and had a long deep hug. I walked Debbie back to her cell. When the door shut, she turned and placed her hand on top of mine and said, "I promise you. I will never betray you. Your secret is safe with me."
I smiled and walked away, even more relieved that what ever happened was our little secret.
The next few days it was business as usual. We were busy at work and Debbie didn't have any extracurricular activities to attend to, so I wasn't able to be alone with her. But finally on Saturday night, the opportunity presented itself. Debbie was scheduled to cook for dinner and do clean up after. I escorted her to the mess hall and was tasked to bring her back. The whole time the inmates were eating, I kept thinking to myself this is our chance to finally be alone. To be brutally honest I was rather giddy. I had butterflies in my stomach and I was constantly licking my lips and rubbing my arms along the sides of my breast. There was no doubt, I was horny and I wanted to be alone with her.
After everyone cleared out, just her and two other inmates were cleaning their areas and Debbie was working rather slowly. I kept yelling out, "Common inmate, pick up the pace." But I knew she was intentionally working slowly, so we'd be alone. After the other two inmates left, we were finally alone. After the door shut and the room was filed with nothing but her and I and silence, we both looked deeply into each other's eyes from across the room.
Debbie walked over to the door and peered out to make sue everyone was gone. She shut the lights off and started walking towards me. Just like last time, my heart started to race, but tonight the racing wasn't out of fear, it was coming from passion. From desire. From wanting.
Debbie walked over to me and slid her hand up along the side of my face, looked me deep in the eyes and leaned down, placing her lips onto mine. My heart leapt and my stomach clinched, because I have been waiting for so long to kiss her lips again. Our kiss turned passionate, as our mouths open and tongues swirled around each other's. Her hand sinking from my face, past my collar bone and down onto my tit. "I've been desiring this moment since last time." She spoke out.
"I know, I haven't stopped thinking about you either." I replied.