I felt overcome, as though Iād stepped into a riptide that swept me out to sea, to drown in, what? Or like a skier quietly schussing down a gentle slope, suddenly overturned by an avalanche of, again, what?
That was The Itch, when it hit me.
I had been married for 2 years and 3 months, exactly, to a very nice man, Robert. I could see our lives going along in a pleasantly quiet way, nothing remarkably exciting, but also nothing remarkably painful. My childhood had been marked by constant fights between my parents, until finally my parents split up, and nothing was ever really the same after that, for me. I wanted to avoid that again in my life.
One of the quiet, unremarkable things that weād do, would be to go see a movie every week. One week Iād choose the movie, the next Robert would. That week he chose āResident Evil.ā I rolled my eyes when Robert picked it out. It sounded like a slasher type horror movie, and I really preferred what Robert called āchick flicks.ā Iāve always been very feminine. Iām 5ā 4ā tall, weight (usually) 120 pounds, with 36C breasts, nice hips and ass, long, curly light blonde hair, a ācuteā face, and a generally perky nature. Robert calls me āhis little cheerleaderā.
Weāve had a pretty good sex life. Nothing exciting, but Robert always makes sure I cum, and I really enjoy him eating my pussy, sometimes more than being fucked. Anyway, back to the movie. Sure enough, it was full of action and adventure and scary monsters, which, honestly makes me doze off. I noticed though, that one of the characters was a latina named āRain.ā She had some very interesting and alluring facial expressions as the movie went on, and I found myself watching the movie very closely when she was in a scene.
There was another female character, I didnāt catch her name because I wasnāt paying as much attention to her, but she was the lead, played by a pretty famous actress, and had blonde hair. I became more and more intrigued by the latina actress, and I felt like there was some kind of emotional communication occurring between the 2 female characters, but it was very subliminal. Still, it was intriguing and I watched their relationship develop. Finally, after a certain amount of unspoken tension had built up between them, the Anglo character, played by Milla Jovavich(I think), said something that absolutely floored me.
āI could kiss you, bitch!ā she exclaimed after a dramatic moment in the movie, staring intently into āRaināsā eyes. I felt like that was just what was going to happen, and I thought my heart would leap out of my throat! Well, everything that happened in the movie after that was irrelevant to my experience, so I wonāt ruin the movie for anyone, but for the rest of the night, I was thinking about those 2 women, and what might have happened between them.
I visualized them melting into a warm embrace, capped by a passionate kiss, and sometimes Iād think of myself as the āwhite breadā anglo girl, and that the latina woman would take me in her arms. That night, after the movie, Robert and I made love again, and I couldnāt help but picture āRainā on top of me, and between my legs licking my wet pussy. āGod, youāre really wet, Jesse,ā Robert said. āTurned on by monsters?ā I just pressed his mouth closer to my over sensitive cunt, and whispered quietly, āLick me, Rain.ā
The actress playing Rain is named Michelle Rodriguez, and I visited a few web sites to look at her picture. Sheās really cute, but it wasnāt her looks so much that had an effect on me, but the way she acted in the movie. Really aggressive, self-confident, masterful (missterful?), in control. Dominant, I guess.
Over time, I became more and more infatuated with the scenario of a dominant latina woman taking me in hand. It was like an itch that I just couldnāt scratch, and I thought of it as āThe Itch.ā Finally, it got to the point that I felt like I had to do something about it. I only wanted to have the experience, whatever it might be. I didnāt want to change my life, or leave Robert, or anything like that. I knew that what I wanted would have to involve another woman, preferably latina, and that sheād have to want to be involved with a woman, mainly me. So, probably I should check out places where I could find a lesbian, or at least a bi girl or woman. I picked up a copy of the alternative weekly paper in my city, and in the personals section I could see there were a lot of women advertising for other women. I started looking at the ābiā section, because I was afraid of what lesbians might be like, since I didnāt know any. Of course, I didnāt think I knew any bi women either, but at least if they sometimes liked men, theyād be more like me, and so, less strange and unfamiliar.
But there, I ran into a problem. Every single ad from a bi woman, said something about a boyfriend or husband wanting to watch, or participate. I knew there was no way I wanted to involve somebody elseās man, much less my own. I just wanted to meet a woman! So, I took a deep breath and checked out the ālesbianā section. I guess I was too picky there, too, because I rejected most of those, too. Finally, I was left with only one.
āIt read, āLatina SF, 23, in search of WF or HF, 18-25, for conversation, friendship and possibly fun. Should like a woman with a mind of her own,ā and it gave a contact number. I read the ad over and over, trying to divine what each word by itself meant, then words in combination, then whole sentences, until Iād wrung as much meaning as I could from her words. I pictured her as being like Rain, and soon my itch became uncontrollable. I decided that Iād contact her, and see what developed. Her name was Mira, and in our brief initial telephone conversation, she sounded very nice.
We arranged to meet at a coffee house a few miles from my house, āThe Daily Grind.ā I knew there was no chance that Robert, or anyone we knew would be there, so I wouldnāt have to worry about being found out, and could just concentrate on The Itch. I arrived at the coffee house a few minutes early, and looking around, I didnāt see any singles, so I took a table to wait. A few minutes after I got there, before the waitress came over, the door opened and in walked a beautiful, black-haired woman. She paused inside the door, and assessed each table in turn. When at long last her eyes reached me, she smiled, a lovely smile, and strode over to me.
āJesse?ā she questioned. I smiled back at her, and nodded my head, perhaps too enthusiastically. She pulled out the chair next to me at the table, and bending down, gave me a small, but lingering, peck on the cheek. āIām so happy to see you at last. Iāve been picturing you from the description you gave, and youāre even lovelier than you said.ā
āAnd so are you!ā I gushed. She sat, then, and we ordered our coffee. Our conversation flowed naturally, and soon I was at ease, as though talking to an old friend. As we talked, I looked at her features. Her glossy black hair was her crowning feature. It was long, and curled where it lay on her shoulders in large waves, like a panther might curl lazily into a tree branch after making a conquest. Her eyes were black, and slightly almond shaped. Her skin was slightly olive colored, darker than mine, and her complexion was perfect, smooth and flawless.
Her nose was strong and straight, and her nostrils flared whenever she made an important point in conversation. Her lips were so, so, tempting. Full, moist and sensual. Her teeth were white, straight and even. Her chin was strong, but not large. Her breasts were breath-taking to me, they looked to be about 40DD, but firm and high. I realized at that moment, gradually, how easily I was drawn into considering another woman as a sexual partner, and weighing in her sex as an attractive factor in my relationship with her. I found myself thinking about how her legs, her thighs and calves, looked under her business-like skirt. How her panties must cling to her muscular buttocks. Wondering whether her nipples would show through her bra when she was excited. Wondering how much hair she had around her pussy, or if she might be shaved down there.
Whether her pussy became visibly wet when she was touched by another woman. Wondering what it was she most liked to do with a woman, and whether I would like it as much, or more. Whether she would like to do the things I would learn to do, and whether she would do them for me. I found myself getting wet between my legs, and I was glad that Iād worn a skirt, too. It wouldnāt do to have a wet spot in the crotch of my pants, for all to see. Mira complimented me on my hair, which is cut short, to just covering my ears. She also told me that my blouse accented my blue eyes, and when she added, āit shows off your breasts so nicely,ā I blushed.
She said that she was 23 as her ad had claimed, a grad student at the University, and that she was looking for a woman who could be a friend, or something more, but not a long term relationship. I told her that I was 23 also, and confessed that I am married, but that I was curious about having a relationship with a special kind of woman.
She smiled, and looking directly into my eyes, said softly, āAnd what would make a woman special for you, Jesse?ā I looked down, as I felt that her eyes were boring into my soul, and said, āI, I donāt know for sure. Iād like a woman to show me what to do, to take charge of me, to let me just float and not be responsible. Is that pathetic, or what?ā I blushed again.
āNo, not at all,ā Mira said, taking my hands, which had been busy tearing up a napkin, in hers. Her hands felt warm and strong. āYouād like to be shown what no one ever took the time to teach you before.ā Apropos of nothing, she then said, āA woman is most beautiful when sheās being made love to.ā She said that as though it were a statement of fact, that needed no further discussion. I found myself nodding absently, absorbed more in the feel of her skin against mine, and loving it. I worked up the courage to look again into the deep pool of her eyes, and found her gaze to be as warm as her hands.
āLetās go,ā she said simply, and not waiting for a response, began to rise. We both stood then, and I saw that she was about 5 inches taller than me. It felt comfortable. I looked down at her hips, and they looked so feminine and full.