I woke up feeling Jan's arms wrapped around me. I couldn't believe what we had done, what I allowed her to do to me. Part of me had wanted it, needed it in fact. I hadn't seen my boyfriend all summer long and my boss had been there to fill that void. That plus the fact that Jan had this primal sexuality about her that got the best of me. But now I had come back to my senses. I was feeling guilty. I had cheated on my boyfriend whom I loved dearly and I had made love to a woman. What would people think if they found out? What would my family think if they found out? I was scared and confused. I didn't want anyone to know what I had done.
Still asleep, Jan moved a little, gripping me tighter and bringing me back to reality. I felt her naked body pressing against mine. I could still feel her cum, her very essence, still inside me. As if to say that I was now hers and hers alone. I felt dirty and guilty. I decided that I needed to get out of the office as quietly and quickly as I could. With all the strength I could muster, I was able to lift Jan's massive arm off of me and get off the sofa. Fortunately for me, she was a deep sleeper.
Naked, I walked back over to the copy room. With a sense of urgency, I put my clothes back on and got out of the office as quick as I could, hoping that no one would see me leave. Luckily it was still very early in the morning. I drove home, wondering what I should do.
When I got home, I showered. Trying to clean off the dirtiness that I felt all over my body. But it didn't help. I still felt dirty and changed. I still couldn't believe that I cheated on my boyfriend with a 55 year old butch lesbian. Later that morning, Jan started to call my cell phone. I didn't answer any of her calls. I just wanted her to leave me alone. By the end of the weekend she had left me 6 voice messages and 9 text messages. I ignored all of them. I just didn't want to deal with the situation at all. I didn't go out all day. I didn't call any of my friends. I just wanted to forget that anything ever happened.
Monday morning came around and I decided to call in sick. I just didn't know what to do. I didn't want to deal with Jan or the whole situation. I had felt so guilty about cheating on my boyfriend. All I wanted was to pretend that nothing ever happened. When my parents got home that afternoon, they asked me why I wasn't at work. I told them I wasn't feeling very good.
In fact, for the rest of the week, I had called in sick from work. I just didn't have the courage to face Jan. I couldn't face her and what she and I had done together. She had tried calling me several more times throughout the week, but I wouldn't answer or return any of her calls.
Friday came around and my parents were planning to visit some relatives out of town. They were going to be gone for a week. They asked me if I would be okay alone since I still was "sick". I told them I would be alright and wished them a safe trip.
By the evening, I was in a pair of pink short shorts and a tiny white tank top. I was just getting ready for bed when the door bell rang. I opened up the door to find Jan standing in front of me. She was wearing leather chaps over blue jeans, a white shirt and a leather vest. I noticed her motorcycle in the driveway.
Surprised I asked her, "What are you doing here?"
"Honey, I think we need to talk." said Jan.
"We have nothing to talk about! Get out of here now! My parent's are here." I said.
Jan smiled and said, "No they aren't. I called your mom the other day babe. She told me they would be out all week.."
Angry I said, "Get out of here! You're trespassing. I'm gonna call the cops if you don't leave!"
"Baby, we gotta talk please! I can't get you out of my head. I've never been with a girl like you before. I've gotta have you for my own." Said Jan.
Defensive and angry at Jan for calling my mom, I said "What about your girlfriend?"
Jan replied. "I broke it off with her baby. I don't want anyone other than you! You're all that I think about. You're all that I want, all that I desire and lust for! I have to have you baby, you have to be mine!"
Shocked, I said, "But you're old enough to be my mother!"
Smiling, Jan said, "But I'm not like your mother baby! I want to be your daddy. I want to be your protector, your lover! Besides baby, age ain't nothing but a number! You make me feel so young, so alive! I've never felt so strongly about someone until I met you!"
With that, Jan stepped inside the door and closed it behind her. She took me in her strong arms and kissed me on the lips. My heart skipped a beat. It was starting to pound in my chest again. There were too many strong emotions running through my mind at that moment. I was furious at Jan for not leaving me alone and calling my mom. I was also scared, I felt like I was in danger having Jan come in the door uninvited. But it also thrilled me too. Jan just took charge and took what she wanted. Surprisingly, the feelings of lust were starting to build again. My body tingled, remembering the pleasures that this woman gave me.
Trying to push Jan away, I said. "Stop it!!! This isn't right. Please don't do this to me."
Jan pulled me even tighter to her and said, "C'mon baby. Don't fight it. I know there is something there between us. You're just a little confused that's all. I'll take care of you. I'll protect you baby."
My boss, leaned in towards me again and kissed me. This time, I didn't fight her. She was right, I was confused. But in that moment, I couldn't help but let go and give into her. Jan's skilled tongue flicked against my lips, I opened my mouth and let her in. Our tongues met and danced in my mouth.
Then I felt Jan's masculine hands slide underneath my shorts. She could moved them down grasping my buttocks in the palms of her hands. She squeezed and rubbed my ass. Smiling Jan said, "No panties? Mmm. You're such a sexy thing!"
Jan grabbed my ass, lifting me up as we kissed. She carried me over to the couch and let me down right beside it. Jan knelt down in front of me. She looked up into my eyes, both her hands were on the waist straps of my shorts, tugging them down. Jan pulled them off me slowly.
The 55 year old woman spread my legs apart. Staring up at me she said, "I can't get enough of you baby. I love everything about you! I love how you taste, I love how you feel! Tell me that you want me to take you."
I stared down at Jan as she looked up at me with lust and desire. I replied, "I..."