We met in the cosy living room of the small cottage in which the High Priestess lived alone. I was a little surprised that there were just the two of us. I had expected Willow and Ash to be present at such an important meeting. They were both deep in their understanding of the Lore, and would surely have a key role to play in the ceremony. It seemed though that the High Priestess wanted to keep things between the two of us, at least for the time being.
She opened a bottle of wine and poured two glasses. We sat comfortably on her sofa staring into the fire of crackling logs that warmed the room against the chill of a late September evening. We talked of this and that as we sat in the firelight. I let her take the conversation where she would, but this was far removed from the business-like evening I had been expecting. Nevertheless I was enjoying her company and the wine was good.
Finally, she brought up the topic of the ceremony. "We must meet Eve again as soon as possible," she said, "it's not long to go until the ceremony."
"Certainly, " I replied, "We should introduce her to Willow and Ash and begin her preparation."
The High Priestess was silent for a moment.
"All In good time," she said, "I would like you to meet Eve again before we bring in the other sisters."
"Of course, High Priestess, I will do as you ask. May I ask why? It seems an unusual request, as you say, time is short, and Eve must be fully prepared."
The High Priestess looked carefully at me before speaking. "Hazel," she said, "How long have we known each other?"
"I don't remember exactly, I said, "but it must be ten years or even more."
She nodded, "I am your High Priestess, but I also think of you as a friend. What I am about to tell you I would not reveal to the other sisters and when you hear what I have to say I hope you will understand." She lowered her eyes and paused. I waited for her to continue, wondering what was to come.
"Hazel, I was not entirely honest with you after our meeting with Eve and for that I can only apologise. I can only plead that I was taken by surprise. I told you that I had seen something in the Chosen One, but that she was closed to me. The second part of that was untrue. I glimpsed then something of which I am now certain." She spoke quietly but with conviction.
"Deep within her there is a power which yearns to be released. It believe it to be a force for good but of that I cannot be certain, the forces of darkness are cunning and may disguise themselves. I am not so adept in the powers of divination as to be infallible. And there is another thing..." She paused and now, suddenly, she looked vulnerable. I saw not the strong High Priestess, but a slender framed woman with her large dark eyes, bright in the firelight with the moisture of imminent tears. I reached out to her and placed my hand on her forearm. She placed her other hand on mine and seemed to gather strength from my touch. She took my hand in hers brought it to her lips and kissed it.
"Thank you, Hazel," she said and, gathering her thoughts, continued. "You know It's nearly four years now since I lost Sarah." I confess I had not realised that so much time had passed since the tragedy. Sarah, The High Priestess' partner, a beautiful and vivacious woman two years her junior, had contracted a fast growing brain cancer and despite both medical intervention and all that we could do in rites of healing, died within six weeks of being diagnosed.
"My soul is weary from grief, it has clouded my sight for so long," she went on. "Hazel, Eve reminds me so much of Sarah..." She tailed off. The sudden realisation hit me, and I gripped her arm so tightly that the High Priestess flinched.
"Sorry," I said, unclenching my fingers, "you think Sarah's soul is somehow trapped within Eve don't you?"
"Yes, that is what I have seen. I cannot explain it, only tell you what has been revealed to me. Sarah must be freed. She called to me. It was not Eve undressing before me last week, it was Sarah. Every movement, every nuance of movement and posture cried out her name. That was why I stopped her undressing completely." She bowed her head, and now the tears flowed freely, "I couldn't bear it."
I took the sobbing woman in my arms and held her until she was able to contain her grief and her body relaxed. Finally, she looked up and smiled a rather wan smile.
"I'm so sorry," she said, "You came here expecting a practical discussion about the ceremony, not to have to deal with four years of suppressed grief."
"Beth, you are my friend as well as my High Priestess," I said, using her real name as I did far too infrequently in those days. "Whatever you need and whenever you need it I am here."
"I know that," she smiled with more warmth, "and I am going to need it. Let me wash my face and I'll explain what I think we need to do." She stood up then, and left the room, calling, "top up the glasses," as she closed the door behind her.
A few minutes later Beth returned, she had changed into a soft silver-grey ankle-length robe from which only her small bare feet and hands protruded. Her hair was freshly brushed and although her eyes were still a little swollen, she looked refreshed and composed as she took the newly filled glass from my hand and resumed her seat in front of the fire.
"You look better." I opened the conversation. "In fact, I'd say you look even more beautiful than usual."
She laughed, "You would say that, whatever state I'm in."
"It's true," I protested, and the balm of our shared laughter soothed as it always does, and the High Priestess returned.
"You know that the Great Rite is our opportunity to free Sarah, don't you?" she said.
I nodded, and she went on.
"This is what I believe we must do." She held my gaze as she spoke. "To free Sarah we need to harness the full power of the Goddess and, if I am mistaken and the occupying soul is a dark force masquerading as Sarah, then I will need the full power of the Goddess in order to fight it when it is released. Do you understand what that means?"