It had been a few months since I had seen the girl in yellow in the library. I still thought about her from time to time, especially while masturbating. I had been back to that corner of the stacks a few times since then, hoping -- but also dreading -- to see her again, but she never showed. I was starting to think I wouldn't ever see her again. Maybe she wasn't a student here? Maybe she was just visiting? Maybe this college was so big that you could go all year and not run into the same person twice?
I couldn't decide if I was more disappointed or relieved that we had avoided each other for so long. Watching her, a total stranger, get off right in front of me was one of the sexiest experiences I had had in my life, but it was also one of the most awkward. My introverted brain tends to panic and freeze in unfamiliar situations and on top of that, I really didn't know how to handle the fact that I was extremely turned on by it (and I still was months later.)
I was on my way to a study session for a physics class, not thinking about anything in particular, let alone anything sexy, when I saw her. She was walking down the hall in the opposite direction, wearing the same yellow sporty outfit she wore that day in the library. She had her cell phone to her ear and was carrying on an animated conversation as she walked.
I froze. I stared at her at first, making sure it was really her, but I really had no reason to question it. I would have known her anywhere. She had a bounce in her step and she was talking fast to whomever was on the other end of the call. I kept staring for a few seconds, until she saw me.
She looked at me for a split second, then our eyes locked and it was clear she recognized me. I tried to keep my expression blank, but she knew I recognized her too. She smiled, her eyes widened, her eyebrows lifted, she gave a hungry, suggestive look. Her eyes even flicked up and down my body. She didn't go so far as to actually lick her lips, but that wouldn't have seemed out of place.
I was frozen, deer-in-headlights style, with no idea how to react. I gave her what I thought was a polite smile, but probably looked like an awkward and confused fake smile. I guess she didn't think it was too weird, because she kept smiling at me. She gave her eyebrow a waggle and nodded her head to the side as if to say, "over there."
I had no idea what that was supposed to mean, but she seemed to be gesturing in the direction of the hallway bathroom. She turned and went in, still talking on her phone, giving me one last look before closing the door.
Did she. . . want me to follow her in? I knew that bathroom well, it was a "single-seater" with a lock on the door. I'd used it once or twice between classes. If I followed her in, and locked the door we would have a private space to. . . do what? My brain was stuck in a panic loop. This girl seemed to do that to me. She clearly wanted me to follow her in. . . right? But what would happen if I did? And what would I miss if didn't? Maybe I was wrong and she was just using the bathroom? Well, I could try the door, if she was just using the bathroom, she would have locked it, if I found it locked I would just move on. Or if I walked in and it wasn't what I thought, I could just pretend I walked in by accident and pretend to be embarrassed (who am I kidding, I wouldn't need to pretend) and walk out.
Of course, I should just walk on and go to meet my study group. On the other hand, my curiosity, and my sex drive, were now running at full steam. There's no way I could concentrate on physics for a while. I had spent months after our last encounter wondering what might have happened, who knows how long it would be until I get another chance to find out. Or maybe I would never get a chance.
But a chance for what? What would it be like? What was I getting into? Was it safe? My imagination was reeling. I was also aware of how long I had been standing awkwardly frozen in the hallway, while people walked past me, on their way to class or whatever.
While my brain was making up its mind, my body was already moving towards the bathroom. Before I could stop myself, I had opened the door and walked in.
I don't know what I expected to find in there, but what I did caught me totally off guard. The girl in yellow was inside, but she was standing in the middle of the room, still talking on her cell phone. I froze again. I had no idea what do do. She didn't even acknowledge me in any way at first. It was probably only a few seconds, but it felt like days, of standing still trying to formulate my next move. Should I run? Should I say something?
She saw me, finally, she smiled and made eye contact, pleased that I had followed her in. I had been standing there so long it would have been awkward to pretend I had walked in by accident and leave now. She walked behind me and locked the door. I felt stupid that I had left it unlocked.
I kept standing still while she continued her phone conversation.
"Ok," She said to whoever was on the other end, "That sounds great. . . yup. . . Ok, I gotta go though, I've got a thing. . . yup someone's waiting for me." She giggled. "Yeah, ok, bye." She hung up the phone and looked at me, smiling that hungry smile. I smiled back, but I'm sure my eyes were as wide with terror.
She put her hands on my shoulders, but she didn't say anything, and I responded in kind. She was a few inches taller than I was, and I could see by the poky nipples of her small breasts that she had made the same choice of underwear as our last encounter. Did she always dress like this?
She drew our bodies closer. This was really happening. I couldn't back out of it now. Her nose teased my forehead a little bit, then, softly she kissed me.
Just a quick one at first, then she drew back to check in. I smiled and nodded my head very slightly. She took it as a "yes" (which is how I meant it) and drew in again. This time, the kiss was longer, deeper, and wetter than the first. Her lips felt so soft and warm.
My brain was running around in circles screaming "Holy shit! What is this? Is this really happening? This is wonderful! This is terrifying!" But the rest of my body wasn't listening.
Her hands moved around to my back and our bodies pressed together. I could feel her nipples on my upper chest. My hands went down to her waist. They slipped under her shirt and onto the soft skin of her sides.
Her hands went down to my butt. She gave it a squeeze, then tried to go down the back of my pants, but the waist of my jeans was too high and too tight for her to get in, so she took off my shirt instead. I moved my hands up her back and she unclipped my bra.
She stepped back to get a good look at my bare chest. I stood there awkwardly, watching her eyes wander over me, from my belly to one breast then the other. I was normally extremely self conscious about being nude in front of other people, even other girls, but something in her gaze made me feel sexy and at ease with it. Either that, or the whole situation was so insanely awkward already, that it couldn't get any worse.