I strongly urge reading "The Checkout Girl, Parts 1 – 2" before this one to see how Jennifer and Angie got where they are. Feedback and comments, please!
THE CHECKOUT GIRL, PART 3
"Coming to Terms"
"I think I need a bath," Angie whispered.
I stared at her for a moment, then burst out laughing. She joined in a bit weakly.
"Me too!" I said, wiping my arms and hands on the comforter, which was already a lost cause after our last bout of lovemaking. I climbed up to lie next to her and propped my head on one hand.
She looked completely worn out after her last orgasm. "Are you okay?" I asked.
With obvious effort, she opened one eye and peered at me. "Are you kidding?" she said faintly. "I think I'm still floating around in space somewhere!" She laughed feebly again.
I relaxed, not realizing until then that I'd been tense. Things had happened so quickly between us that I wasn't sure how
I
felt about it, much less what she thought about it all. Now that the liquor was wearing off, I was feeling much less sure of the wisdom of what we were doing. In the first place, it wasn't like me at all to run off with an almost-stranger on a spur-of-the-moment road trip (though I'd been fantasizing about doing something like this for years). "Me" = being responsible, going to work every day, taking care of my son, cooking, cleaning, and yes, going to church every Sunday. Oh, what the ladies and elders would think of
this
little scene if they ever found out.
I was
definitely
not ready to deal with the theological implications. Nope, like Scarlett, I decided to think about that tomorrow, at Tara (or next week at home, or whatever).
Okay, so I'm kind of obsessive about right and wrong – I couldn't put this off completely. I perused Angie's naked body as I thought. Her eyes were closed again, and her breathing was gradually working back towards normal, so I had a minute or two to think. My second thoughts definitely did not have the effect of making her less desirable to me. We were both pretty short, though she's probably an inch or two taller, around 5' 6". Whereas I have olive skin, green eyes and golden hair like a lion's mane, she is very pale with dark brown hair and chocolate eyes. Her hair was very fetchingly tousled around her face where she lay on the bed; one stray lock curled around the front of her neck and down between her breasts.
Her breasts were definitely her best feature, and I would never have guessed under the clothes I usually saw her in – the uniform polo shirt and apron she wore to work at the grocery store. No, those breasts deserved a nice, tight little tank top to show them off. They're exactly the kind I wish I had: full, hanging down but turned up a little at the tips so that her nipples angled slightly upward. Mine were okay but smaller than I would like.
Okay, her breasts did successfully distract me from my thoughts, but I had to come to some kind of conclusion in my mind about what I was doing in a hotel, hundreds of miles from home, having lesbian sex with my favorite checkout girl.
I noticed that Angie's eyes were open again. She was looking at me, waiting patiently for me to notice. I smiled a little and gently brushed her hair back with my fingertips, as if she were a sleepy child. She smiled back but looked at me seriously.
"Deep thoughts?" she asked. I nodded and waited to see what she would say.
"You're thinking, 'What the hell are we doing here?' right?" she said.
I laughed awkwardly. "Something like that, yes," I said. Quickly, before she could get the wrong idea, I said, "I'm
glad
to be here with you. I'm not having second thoughts about making love to you . . . it's just . . ." I trailed off, not quite sure how to put it.
She thought for a moment. "Like, how would we explain this to our families and friends?"
"Yes, that's part of it."
She sat up and crossed her legs casually, Indian-style, which had the simultaneous effect of making her look girlish and distracting me with her soft little pussy. I determinedly kept my eyes on her face, though I couldn't help straying down every so often to look at her lovely breasts.
"I guess it's more like – this isn't really
me
," I said. "I mean, it's something I wanted to do, and want to continue doing, but it doesn't fit into my everyday life, you know?"
She nodded. "I understand. After all, I'm married, and even though he can be a putz sometimes, I love Mike. I love our girls, and I wouldn't want anything to change all of that."
I turned to lie on my back, and we both stared off into space for a few minutes, thinking it over. It seemed to me that whatever there was between us was kind of like most of my sexuality in general – it had no part of my public life or family life. After all, it wasn't like I shared my masturbation habits or love for reading erotica with anyone I knew. I considered those things to be a normal part of my life, especially since I'm single – I'm only human, after all – but it just isn't the kind of thing you
talk
about with people. Angie was sexy and sweet, and I was enjoying our developing friendship, but I certainly couldn't take her home and introduce her as my lesbian lover. And I certainly had no intention of officially labeling myself a lesbian – I didn't think of myself in that way. I had every desire and intention to marry a nice guy some day, and all my long-terms hopes were wrapped up in that.
Angie touched my arm softly, and I looked up at her. She smiled and said, "Look – I think we both agree that this weekend is something special, but at the same time, it isn't a part of our regular lives." I nodded. "Can we agree to just enjoy ourselves, then go back to normal on Monday? After all, lots of people get crazy and do irresponsible things every week or every day of their lives – I think you and I deserve one weekend of it, don't you?" We both giggled.