This is the 3rd and final part of the tale of Heather and Caroline.
You need to have read the first two parts.
This is a love story. There is some sex in it, some fetish content and one small bit of BDSM.
It's a very slow burn so if you need a quick fix please go elsewhere.
If you have access to Classical Music - the romantics amongst you should play a piece that is referenced in the story towards the end of the tale. This is Hugo Afvens :- Swedish Rhapsodie No1 Op.# 19, (annotated in the story by simply Play Hugo)
It defines the mood at the Midsummer's Eve concert...
As usual all characters are well over the age of 18.
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I dried my eyes and felt for my phone. There was no signal...
I was furious with myself. My selfishness had clouded my judgement completely. I'd gone to the wrong Temple. She was a virtuous girl, I was the one with the vices...
It was now 10.16. I knew it was pointless, but I dashed out of the Temple and re-traced my steps back to the junction of the path at the top of the lakes.
As I was running, I tried to think why Heather had put me through the ordeal. What was her motive? I just couldn't see an obvious one. We had been so happy together on Friday evening and all day yesterday. What was the point? What had gone wrong..?
I got back to the junction by 10.24. Quickly checking the map I headed for the Temple of British Worthies. As I approached, it was obvious it was more of an arc shaped shrine, with a lake in front of it, than a building. I could see lots of alcoves with a bust in each of them, but no obvious Temple.
More importantly there was nobody there...
I sat on the steps at the front. My lungs were burning from the run, I was out of breath.
She was gone, exactly as she said she would be if I was late. I put my head in my hands and cried...
A little while later, someone tapped me on the shoulder and said in a gentle voice,
"Is everything alright dearie?"
I looked up to see an elderly man with a white beard.
"Umm yes fine...I was meant to meet a friend here and I seem to have missed her.
I don't suppose you saw her did you? She's about 30, with long auburn hair?"
"Well come to think of it I did see a young woman down by the gate a few minutes ago. She was in a deep discussion with a bloke about the same age."
"What was he like?"
"Well I can't say I exactly noticed, but he was tall and I suppose you would say he had light brown hair and a beard. But not lush like mine, one of those "designer" beards I suppose you would call it."
"Oh thanks." It wasn't Stephen then, and it probably wasn't even Heather...
"What colour was her hair? Can you remember?"
"Not sure's I can.. Do you want me to help you up?" he looked genuinely concerned.
"No I'm fine really, just had a bit of a shock that's all," and I picked myself up and headed for the exit.
"You take care of yisself now," he shouted after me.
***
I have no recollection of the drive home. I parked and then rushed up the stairs to the apartment. I wasn't sure what I'd find when I got there. Perhaps a note? Perhaps Heather? Was she in the living room sitting and giggling about how I'd failed at her "game"...?
When I opened the door though, there was no note and no Heather. I dropped my hold-all and the picnic basket on the floor and collapsed on to the sofa.
Time passed. I gazed into space. I felt numb. I'd really screwed everything up.
I found my phone and dialled her number. It went to voicemail..
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"Heather it's Caro? Look I'm so sorry for messing the game up. It was a mistake, I misjudged you. I was stupid and selfish. I'm sorry...Please call me...I just want to apologise properly, and to say thank you for such a lovely time.."
I rang off. As I put the phone down I remembered I had her keys. I dashed upstairs to number 16 and knocked on the door.
No answer. I unlocked and went in.
"Hello? Is anybody home? Heather...It's Caro. Are you there??"
No response. I walked into the living room. No Heather...
As I looked round I realised there was no Solomon either...
I went into the master bedroom and opened the drawers in the chest.
Empty.
Every trace of her was gone, the only thing left was the furniture...
Tears ran down my cheeks, I rushed out of the door, downstairs and back to the safety of my apartment.
***
That first week after her disappearance, I abandoned my work and spent my time looking for her.
To start with I was dis-organised. I was so upset my brain wasn't functioning properly. I tried phoning her every hour. I went back up to her apartment and combed it for clues. I even waited for the postman to try and intercept her mail.
it was all to no avail - Heather had vanished...
I thought about going to the Police and declaring her as a misper, but fortunately came to my senses before I made a fool of myself..
She wasn't a misper. For some reason she had found it necessary to break off our relationship..
It was as simple as that. All I needed to do was work out why, where she had gone and how I could get her back.
By Tuesday night, I was becoming more objective. I went into my workroom and opened my computer. On a spreadsheet I created three columns, Who, What and Where. I then filled in everything I could remember about Heather.
After an hour or so I studied my achievements. It was a pathetic list.
The first line simply read Heather Barnard.
Under "Who" I had Stephen, Twin Brother Barnard and Twin Sister Barnard. I didn't have Christian names for them, nor was I sure she shared parents with them.
"What" simply had Credit Card Company and Ministry
"Where" had Apartment, Work, Singapore and Stowe.
I hadn't cried for a day or so, but when I looked at my efforts, tears filled my eyes again. I turned off the light and went to bed.
***
Wednesday turned out to be the hottest day of the year. The early morning sun blazing through the blinds pulled me from my slumbers. The sun, and a strong espresso, had sharpened my wits though, and I was soon on the computer adding to the spreadsheet.
To the "Who" I added Cindy, and to the "Where", after a little work on the web, I was able to add Stowe Castle as the correct address for the cottage.
By 10am, dressed in my coolest linen, I was on the M1 heading south, an appointment with Cindy for a massage already arranged for the following day.
As I was driving I pondered as to why Heather had chosen to play the "game" with me the previous Sunday. I could only see three reasons.
1/ She hadn't got the guts to tell me she didn't want to continue our relationship.
2/ She wasn't able to continue our relationship.
3/ She was testing me again, particularly my virtue, ( I had failed miserably so far on that count..).
***
At my third acquaintance with them, the gardens of Stowe were even more magnificent than they had been on the first two visits. Bathed in bright sunshine, the contrast between the golden limestone arches, the verdant countryside, and dark limpid lakes almost took my breath away. My mood was neither as happy as it had been on Saturday or as desperate as it had been on Sunday.
I bought a more comprehensive Guide Book at the Gatehouse, and set about retracing my steps from both previous visits. I had no idea what I was looking for, just a feeling that the secret to unlocking the mystery of Heather's disappearance was there to be found.
After an hour and a half I had sore feet and was clueless. I returned to the car and made my way to Stowe Castle and the cottage, scene of our beautiful evening...
The cottage was locked up, and like its neighbours, lifeless. The scent from the roses in their gardens was heavy in the warm air and made me feel light headed...I felt so close to her but still so far away...
Turning to go back to the car I noticed that the cottage opposite was a Tea Room, open every day except Wednesday. I made a note of the phone number. I wondered if I could learn more about who owned the cottage if I asked there.
Later, sitting at home drinking tea, I wanted to delete off my spreadsheet all the blind alleys I had been up, but I was too depressed to physically do it...
***
Thursday was nearly as warm. It was approaching midsummer.
I dressed in tee shirt, shorts and trainers and made my way to Cindy's for my appointment. I had low expectation that I would learn anything but was looking forward to the relaxation.
Cindy was friendly and expresssed surprise I was back so soon.