~~~~~~~Continued from Ch. 08~~~~~~~~~~
It had been about an hour since my appointment and after-party delight with Missy.
The more I sat and thought about it, the more I felt bad about it. Missy was objectively into it, very horny, and very receptive to everything that I did. However, it felt wrong doing what I did to her. What had woken inside of me? It was a sexual deviant and a dominating monster.
Would Missy have been into it had I just moved in for the kiss and respected her boundaries the way I needed when I first stumbled upon Trish and Trina in the alleyway? Did I need to blackmail her the way that I did? Would Trish even be cool with doing what I did the day after we became exclusive?
Most importantly, do I like who I am becoming?
The simple answer is, no. I feel guilty for what I did to Missy and how it may bounce off of Trish. Trish is a hard-nosed, nothing-bothers-me, stubborn, and strong woman. However, the last relationship I remember her being in was with Blaine about 8 years ago and that didn't last long due to her jealousy and expectations.
I pulled out my phone and sent Missy a text.
"Missy, I'm so sorry for what happened. I've always been attracted to you but I never planned on acting on that attraction or doing anything like that. I feel guilty and bad that I essentially forced you into submitting to me. Please forgive me and know that I'll be deleting the video."
Missy instantly opened the message and replied.
"Thank you. I appreciate your apology, though, after marinating in it...I enjoyed what we did. I'm not sure if I'm ready for your GF though, I'm sorry to break my promise."
Feeling relieved, I replied, "Oh Missy, thank you for always being such a wonderful human! Don't worry about the deal, I'll just be honest with my GF and I'll let it go. Enjoy your new house!"
" πThank you. Breaking it in was fun. π Keep the video btw, I'm sure your lady would like to see why you couldn't resist." She sent back, sending a shock to my pussy.
"Oooh Mrs. Paul, you are a dirty minx after all. I might keep it just for keeps sake. π LMK if you ever change your mind or, more importantly, if you have any issues with the home. I'll lyk when the keys come in."
"Sounds good, thanks again....for everything Lucy!" Missy replied.
Sitting back in my booth at Jimmy John's, I sighed in relief. Well, that's one problem solved, but the next one may be even harder.
"Hey, babe! I hope you're having a great day! Just wanted to say hi and that I'm thinking of you! π₯°" I texted Trish.
I put my down on the table and laid my head back and closed my eyes. 'I think I need a week of no sex and no anything except maybe just Trish.
*BZZZZT*
Picking up my phone, I see that Trish has texted me back.
"Hey BOOOOO...today has been great, I keep thinking about last night π Keeps getting me all worked up. Can't wait to see you tonight!" Trish sent.
"Aww! You're so cute! I'm sure it's hard to sit there with your panties all wet...huh?" I replied.
"Who says I'm wearing any? π"
"DAMN THAT'S HOT!" I replied, getting excited at the thought of Trish's bare pussy.
"How did your sale go?" She asked.
"It went well, everything is final, but I did want to tell you something... π³" I answered.
Trish read the message and after a few minutes, she replied.
"...well, you gonna say anything or make a bitch wonder?"
"Sorry!"
"Anyways...so, Missy...my client. Well, and I can explain this better later but at some point, before the seller showed up I accidentally ripped the front part of her shirt, exposing her breasts. She borrowed my jacket, and after the signatures and after everyone but she and I had left, I seduced her...."
Trish read the message instantly but said nothing. I let it sit there for 10 minutes or so as I'm sure she was marinating in what I had just told her.
"I'm really sorry babe, I didn't go there intending on doing this and I feel super bad about it, do you forgive me?" I was frantic.
The message was instantly read again, but still, Trish did not reply.
Putting my phone down and falling against the booth once more, my sigh of relief turned into a whine of regret.
"Fuck!" I said loud enough to where other customers could hear me, but quietly enough that no one turned around.
'I already fucked this up. I knew I would. Ugh...I just need to go home and drink myself to sleep. Maybe then I'll wake up and none of this would have happened.' I thought to myself, grabbing my phone and purse and heading out of the restaurant.
Though hopeful this would go away in the morning. I realistically knew that it wouldn't.
I started to drive home when Mike and Nancy, my cheaper clients, gave me a call and asked if we could meet at a new home that they had found on the market. I pulled over at Chevron and checked out the location and the home. It wasn't far and looked to be an open house as long as I called the seller's realtor. Which I did, and before I knew it, I was off to show the next home.
I got there about 20 minutes later and the 3 of us began to tour the home. The good thing about cheaper homes is that there's not much to them so I just needed to be there. I always went above and beyond for my clients, so though I could sit there and play on my phone, I usually walked around with them and looked for minor things that may help in negotiations.
This is what I was trying to do today to help distract me from the events earlier this afternoon, however, the opposite happened. I was distracted from things going on in this home with the thoughts flooding my head about what was going to happen later.
45 minutes later, Mike and Nancy walked up and said they were very interested in the home and that since it was cheaper than the first home they bid on, that was easily outbid, they wanted to place a bid of $50k over the asking price. This left them with $25k to play with in case a better bid came through.
We all left and drove away in our respective vehicles and my mind was in a fog. I was so displaced and didn't know what to do. I checked my phone every 5 seconds to see if Trish was typing or had responded but...nothing.
I got home, threw my phone in my purse, walked inside, threw my purse on the hall tree, and plopped on the couch dejected.
I sat there for a good 10 minutes before heading to my room, changing into sweats and a t-shirt, and making my way to the kitchen for the biggest glass of wine I could pour.
Full glass in hand, I turned around and walked back toward the living room when I noticed Trish's duffle bag still on the floor.
"I should probably take that to her...huh?" I asked myself out loud. "But forcing Trish to see me and/or answer me when she may not be ready was the last thing Trish needed. Trish was hot-headed normally but would cool off fairly easily if given her space. BUT at the same time, if given too much space she would make very rash decisions and that was what I was afraid of most.
"Fuck it," I said, as I took a deep gulp of my wine, placed it on the coffee table, slipped on my crocs, grabbed her bag and my purse, and headed out the door.
I wasn't going to allow time to fuck me out of a new relationship that I was deeply invested in. Even one as new as this, it felt way different than with Chris, and I wasn't ready for it to die, not this soon. I fucked up, I know I did, but I'm also stubborn and I'm very impatient. I'm also very straightforward and wasn't going to allow our fight to ruin things simply because I made a mistake.
I honestly felt that Trish would be excited about Missy, especially after the video and knowing she'd get to use her as well. However, I fucked up and didn't think about my decisions ... at least not with my brain.
I sped over to Trish's house but not 4 minutes into the 15-minute drive, I was pulled over for speeding and got a ticket. I was even pulled out of the car and given a DUI test as the officer smelled the wine on my breath.
After 18 minutes of dealing with that, and being let go, I made it to Trish's home. Trish always parked in the garage and never parked out front. It was around 6:45 so unless she stopped somewhere on her way home from work, she should be here.