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I dreamed that growling dogs came out of the woods. They stalked me from the tree line, through tall grass, their coats bristling, ears folded back. I found a mound to stand on and at first could see the top of the grass parting in lines that were converging toward me. Then the mound shrank and I lost sight of them and felt rubbery with fear.
Then I realized that the dogs had merged somewhere ahead of me, and that now there was only one dog, and she was sprinting dead on, big enough to thud the ground. The snarl came inexplicably from behind me, and from the corner of my eye I saw the leap. Within inches of my face were the dog's vivid teeth.
I jumped awake.
The air was reverberating. The drone of 12-horsepower motors.
Mowers. A lawn crew. Louder than dogs.
A breeze lifted the gauze curtain.
I got out of bed to shut the window and looked down into the backyard of my neighbor, Jane, a woman whose face I had yet to see. We'd met for the first time last night, speaking briefly through the privacy fence that separated our properties. She had been friendly to me, although she had every reason to think I was an emotional nut-case.
A lean late-teen, dragging his mower backward, came into view. Shirtless. Naturally ripped. Maybe not too bright. Not an once of fat on him. An older man was mowing in front of Jane's house.
I went downstairs to make coffee.
\ \ \
A good brew heals. I needed healing. Len and I had moved into this house only a week before, under strained circumstances, and he was already 2,400 miles away.
I sat in the nook with my cup and soaked in the warm sunlight. The dream of the dog lingered, the snarl, the spike of fear, the scramble for logic on wakening.
A pack of dogs became one dog. She came from an unexpected direction.
The outside drone of the mowers went on. I enjoyed my cup, and a new thought struck.
I wasn't harmed.
/ / /
The Service placed us here. Len had given more than twenty-five years to the Service, all at mid-level, until now. A scandal, some sordid inside ring, rocked his sector's HQ. One agent was put on psychiatric leave, several filed for retirement. Len was to receive a transfer and, it seemed, a command, pending training. He'd given evidence to Internals.
\ \ \
We packed, we moved. Life became an avalanche. I hadn't imagined, until we arrived, that the location -- the Service base, the house, everything -- was a downgrade. The swimming pool and privacy fence were the two features that could make the house bearable.
"Len, is the Service screwing us?"
"Have you lost your clearance?"
"No."
"Then c'mon, Con."
"If you've done the right thing, why are we here?"
"We're discreetly out of sight."
"You'll be on the west coast, I'll be discreetly out of sight. Are we being watched?"
"This is a lay over, Con, a few months. And no, no guardians."
"I feel like I'm being parked."
"We have five days, Con."
He placed a hand on my shoulder. "You're saying you feel parked because you're mad, Con. But you're one of the steadiest people I know. So, just sit tight. It won't be all that long and things'll get a lot better." Both hands were on my shoulders and he wanted eye contact. "Say good?"
"Good."
/ / /
He flew out late yesterday. Before driving to the airport, we opened a bottle of wine in the kitchen and drank a glass to the day of his return.
"To fortitude," he said.
I told him how much I would miss him and asked for a quickie, a memory to take to bed with me while he was gone.
He checked his watch and said we were already late. He drove, and on the way I slid my hand over his thigh to play with him through his pant leg and maybe offer him something more.
"Since when are you so horny?" he said. His tone said to knock it off.
I said, "Our life has been yanked out from under us, Len, and I don't have a real clue as to why. And you're leaving me alone in this backwater house, and I need to feel grounded in some way. Your affection grounds me."
At the departure curb he pecked me on the lips and said twice that he loved me and that he'd connect through a Service channel tomorrow.
He said, "Be strong, Con," as though he'd left me a choice.
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I returned from the airport, and took the unfinished bottle of wine out to the pool. I left the lights off, and the buzz of insects filled the night. A warm breeze even carried a trace of skunk.
The moon was shining through high clouds and the water reflected the sky in color, like a tinted photograph. I felt utterly miserable and began to cry, meaning to keep my tears to myself.
My neighbor's voice came through the fence. "Are you all right?"
I went silent, frozen, until she asked again, "Are you okay there?"
"I'm okay," I said. "Yes. Sorry. You must think that a crazy just moved in."
"Just someone who's sad. I'm Jane. Do you want someone to talk to?"
"No, thank you, no, Jane," I said. "I'm just about over it."
"Sure?"
"Connie. I'm Connie. Len, my husband, just left for eight weeks. I'm feeling sorry for
myself, that's all."
"It's funny to have this conversation without being able to see each other. Is there anything I can do?"
"No. Thanks. That's kind of you, but -- I'm ... It's fine."
"We should meet soon and properly introduce ourselves."
"I'd like that. Thank you, Jane. Sorry."
We said goodnight. I went into the house to put myself to bed, but found I couldn't sleep. I lit the portable screen and watched a bad movie known for its erotic undertones. In my sour mood, only the seediness came through. I fell asleep around 1, then, around 5, surfaced enough from sleep to wish that I wouldn't wake again, not for a day, not for a month, not until a looming sense of loneliness, an approaching cyclone, was gone. The dogs came growling before 9.
Over the cold dregs of my second cup I told myself,
Stay busy -- work, unpack, organize. Hire a landscaper. Meet Jane.
/ / /
I ran some errands later that day, bought a few essentials and groceries, and found a note in the mail slot when I returned.
Connie, I am so sorry if the lawn guys woke
you up this morning. I should have warned
you last night, but, sorry, I forgot all about
it in feeling empathy. (Ironic, right?)
Let me make it up to you. I'll be home
all afternoon today. Please come over when-
ever you want to (if you still want to!). Jane
After sorting things away, I crossed the yard to accept her invitation.
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The fence had an artisanal cedar gate that had become a trellis for runaway vines. Surprisingly, a previous occupant of the house had added a metal latch to this side of the gate, and padlocked it, leaving the key in place to rust shut. I found some aerosol lubricant in a tool box in the garage and applied it with the straw, then worked the key and worked the key, minutely, until finally it turned. After a few strong tugs, the shank came free. Incredibly, as I lifted the lock, the original wood latch slid open, as if activated. Before I could make sense of it, the gate swung open.
There hadn't been time to get up. Framed in the gate stood a tall, sun drenched angel with red hair.
"Connie?" she said, "Hi! I'm Jane."
/ / /
Since I had makings for salad and sandwiches, she joined me for a late lunch. We ate by the pool, in the shade of the big umbrella. She was a mix of surprises, youthful, mature, uninhibited, sometimes direct, sometimes not. We split a cold drink. Conversation came easily.
"Where'd your husband go?" she said.
"He's with the Service."
"Oh. And he's gone a while."
"It's been worse."
"And you only just moved in. What'll you do to cope?"
"I work. I keep busy."
"You have a job?"
"I work at home. Transcription."
"Oh, wow. Aren't there apps for that?"
"Great ones, but I'm not obsolete yet."