Eventually Doctor Riemen gave me permission to get up from my hands and knees. I was given the box that contained my personal effects and allowed to get dressed.
It felt weird getting dressed in the main lobby, with the receptionist, and other Vineyard employees watching me, but the Vineyard is a strange place. They don't follow the same rules that we're taught to follow in polite society. They target submissive people like me, and set up rules to humiliate us, degrade us, subject us to strict discipline and cruel punishments.
"How does it feel to wear clothes again, darling?" Christina asked, and I had to admit it felt odd. I had put on my bra and panties first, and was only slightly clothed, but even the tiny garments I was wearing made me feel different. The Vineyard had made me feel like being a naked slave-girl was my natural state of being. My polyester/spandex panties covered up my vulva and at least made a valiant attempt to cover up my buttocks. My bra completely covered up my nipples, and at least partially covered up my breasts. It somehow felt wrong to wear clothes. I felt like I was breaking the rules somehow by covering up my naughty bits.
"It feels wrong somehow," I said to my mistress, "It feels like I'm violating the rules by not being naked."
"Does that sound crazy?" I asked as I retrieved my dress shirt from the box and slid my arms into each sleeve.
"Not at all, dear," Christina's Aunt Ruth replied, "You're merely embracing your submissive identity. Submissives ought to never wear clothing. Sadly, we live in a society that doesn't permit submissives to display their true selves in public."
I continued to get dressed, and when I was finished, the ninja-photographer showed up, dashing across the lobby, and calling out my name, "
Ms. SchΓΆn! Ms. SchΓΆn!
Don't leave just yet," she called out.
The ninja-photographer was an impressive sprinter. Her feet barely even seemed to touch the ground as she flew across the lobby. She was graceful and fast on her feet. I'll bet she was on the track team in high school.
I froze in place and made eye-contact with her. As a submissive, I was naturally inclined to follow orders, so when she told me not to leave, I did my best to make it obvious I was doing exactly what she had told me to do.
She stopped all forward momentum when she was standing in front of me, and then she held up a manila folder.
"I finished processing your photos, and they got your membership ID finished," she explained, "I thought it'd be a good idea if you had it before you left the building."
I took the folder, looked her in the eye and said, "Thank you, Vivian."
I was really grateful I finally managed to remember her name. Calling her ninja-photographer would have just sounded childish.
I fished my ID card out of the envelope. It had my name, my date of birth, my membership number, my inmate number, and a photo of my face. It said
MEMBERSHIP CARD,
up near the top, but didn't elaborate anywhere on the card as to what club I was a member of. It also didn't list the Vineyard's address. Apparently, they were very serious about keeping the existence of the Vineyard a secret.
"Congratulations," Christina said, "You're now a card-carrying submissive. You can't get much more official than that."
* * * * * * * * * *
Christina drove me back home and I staggered into my apartment building. I was emotionally and physically exhausted from my first visit to the Vineyard and wondered how well I would be able to function if Christina kept taking me there.
Julie's energy was a sharp contrast to my emotional and physical exhaustion. She was like a tree squirrel on a double-espresso caffeine high.
"Gwen, you're home,"
Julie enthused, rushing over and giving me a hug before I had even made it three feet into our apartment,
"I have great news!"
"Um, okay," I said uncertainly, "What news?"
"Lyndsay has invited both of us over to her place for a sleepover," Julie gushed, "You need to get dressed. Oh, wait, you're already dressed. Are you ready to go? You look like you're ready."
"Julie, you do realize that I'm twenty-one years old, right?" I asked my roommate, "A sleepover is something girls do when they're between the ages of eight and eighteen."
Julie took two steps back and gestured emphatically with her hands, "No, the definitions have changed," Julie insisted, "Nowadays when you invite somebody to your house for a sleepover, it means that you're inviting them over for sex, and it usually means sex with multiple partners."
I raised a single eyebrow, and said, "I think the word you want to use is orgy."
"Orgy?"
Julie said, aghast, "No! That's archaic language! You sound like you're stuck in the 1970s! Nowadays, an all-night sex get-together is referred to as a sleepover."
I was too tired to argue with her.
"Okay, Julie," I said to my roommate, "I apologize for being behind on the linguistic rules. A sleepover is
totally