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It was lovely spring day and I was just sitting on the porch sipping tea, thinking, and realizing that I was about to turn fifty and felt very much alone. My husband died five years ago and I guess I never really got over it. We moved to this small Southern town from up North on a job transfer with hopes to retire here. Unfortunately my husband died before he could retire and I find myself with very few close friends and mostly lonely. I have one married Son who lives up North but is currently on a three-year work assignment in Japan.
I'm looking forward to the summer months because I keep myself pretty busy with the flowers and shrubs in my garden. When I'm not working in the garden, I enjoy sewing and doing needlepoint, of which I give away to various charity rummage sales. I try to keep a good positive attitude towards life and I'm in good physical shape. I'm 5'2", 110 pounds; I have short blond hair and look pretty good for an old gal. Just before my husband died I had my breasts lifted and they look younger than me. My face and skin still look pretty good but I can see that age is sneaking up fast though. Anyway on this particular day, I was standing on the sidewalk facing my front lawn and deciding what work will need to be done to the garden this year. A young lady that looked to be in her twenties walked by and greeted me with a "good morning" and I returned the greeting. "You have a beautiful yard mam" she complimented and I thanked her. "Do you like gardening?" I asked. She told me that she loves to look and smell the different flowers but didn't know the various names. "I think I'll buy a book on flowers," she said. We said our good byes and off she went. She was very friendly and pleasant I thought to myself, and I enjoyed the brief conversation.
The following week I was at the mall shopping and I stopped in at Hancock Fabrics for some drapery material to redo the den. There she was again, in the same isle I was in, walking towards me. It was same young lady that stopped and chatted with me last week. She noticed me and stopped and said hello. "Twice in one week" I said, "it's so nice to see you again," She said. We introduced each other. "I'm Julie," she said shyly.
"I'm Rose, " I said. "What a nice surprise, do you sew?" I asked.
"A little" she said. "I'm trying to learn how to make a dress just for fun, see if I can do it and thought I'd buy some cheap material to experiment with, I have a pattern" she said and Julie showed me the dress pattern. "It looks pretty easy," I said. "I could whip this up in a couple of days, "
"Do you live around here?" I asked "Yes I do," she said. I'm doing my Masters in History at the university. It was such a nice day the other day that I decided to get off the bus a couple of stops early and walk it." She said, "that's why I was walking on your street when we met."
"Well if you walk it again, you're welcome to drop in and we can have a nice cup of tea and chat. I'll loan you my book on sewing if you like." I said. "That would be nice, thank you," she said. We looked at some different materials together briefly and I was impressed with her enthusiasm and her interest in trying to learn a new skill. She was bright, well mannered and she seemed interested when I spoke. I liked her. I paid for my purchases and as I was leaving, Julie turned to me and said, "I'll stop in next time I'm by"
"I'd like that" I said.
I enjoyed chatting with her. She seemed very positive and bubbly and she put me in a good mood for the day. I need to get out more I thought to myself. It's not very often I take the time to get close to anyone. Like I said, I'm usually very lonely and I think when I meet people I feel more comfortable keeping my distance. That's probably why I haven't made any new friends in quite some time. Anyway, that night I was recalling the day and thinking about Julie. There was something different about her, some attracting feature I couldn't put my finger on, but she was at least very pleasant. Maybe because she was young, but now that I think of it, I didn't even think about the age difference when we spoke. Oddly enough she was in my thoughts all afternoon. I never asked her if she was from around here, I could only guess her age, and of course I thought about how pleasant she was. I hoped that she'd drop by sometime like she said so would, I think I'd enjoy her company.
That night I lay in bed and as usual, and for the last couple of years, I played with my special playthings. The reality is that I'm horny as hell most of the time and I love to just lie around and play myself to sleep. I enjoy working myself up to a sexual frenzy, cum hard, and then fall asleep from exhaustion. I don't always cum these days but I sure and heck enjoy trying. Sex wasn't a big thing for me in the last few years before my husbands' death but shortly after, I became obsessed. On this particular night I slipped in my favorite video and it dawned on me that the young woman kneeling in front of a man in the video looked a little like Julie. Julie wore her hair the same way. It was very cute, cut short to her below her ears, and it was jet black in color. Julie was slightly taller than me and certainly bigger breasted. She wore thick stylish black-rimmed glasses that gave her that brainy intellectual look.