It had been a little over four weeks since Sara had begun her student teaching with me, and four weeks since my incident at school. Since that time I have learned to ignore my feelings I have for her and have tried to remain as professional as possible. At times she hasn't made it easy, she has come in on several hot days in short skirts and incredibly revealing tops, all in the pursuit of staying cool. I have counseled her several times on the importance of not being a distraction to the students, and have always omitted the fact that she is a distraction to me. The other important thing that has happened since Sara started was catching my husband in the act. That's the act of cheating on me.
I needed to research some class projects I was planning and didn't care to do it in my scorching classroom. I, of course, arrived home before my husband and planned to look up my projects on his computer in his office. As I prepared to click on the Internet icon, I noticed a folder labeled pictures, and a second labeled video. I tried not to snoop, but I couldn't understand why a fifty-year old accountant would need such files; so I clicked on the icon marked pictures. When the file opened a pictorial slide began, every 6 or 7 slides a new girl would show up. All of the girls in the pictures were either scantily dressed, or nude and all of the girls were eerily similar in body shape and size. Their faces and hair changed but all seemed to be in their mid twenties, about 5'6", 110 lbs. and their breasts were pert, maybe C cups. I realized these were the girls my husband got off too. I had thought he was no longer interested in sex, but I realized he was just no longer interested in me. My eyes swelled a little with tears, but I quickly wiped them away, I knew right then I didn't need that bastard anymore; I closed the pictures file and clicked on the icon labeled video.
When the file opened, I was shocked, there had to have been about 200 video files. Most seem to be under five minutes, and each was labeled with it's own name. All of the names were girl names, which didn't surprise me. I wanted to see what the files held, and what my husband got off on; so I clicked a random video, the name was "Heather," and waited for it to load. When the video started it was a little hard to follow at first; it seemed as if the cameraman was the person having sex with Heather and he was doing a terrible job of holding the camera still. What I could see was Heather's ass, a nice round ass, and the cameraman's cock sliding in and out of her. Then the camera was hastily moved to a side shot and I was treated to Heather's large titties swinging back and forth as the cameraman nailed her harder and harder. I was starting to enjoy the show; then I caught a glimpse of Heather's face and I was taken aback. She looked a lot like a secretary from the pool at my husband's office. I shook it off, I realized I had only met her once or twice at the company's Christmas parties, and she hadn't worked for my husband's firm for at least 7 years. I saw that she was saying something and I quickly reached for the volume control on the speaker.
"Oh daddy," she squealed, "you fuck so good! Put it in my ass, you know I like it in my ass!"
The camera refocused on Heather's ass and the cameraman's cock, the cameraman pulled his cock out of her pussy and placed the head of his cock against her asshole.
"Are you ready for this hotness," the cameraman asked.
A cold chill ran through my body. The voice of the cameraman and what he said stopped me dead in my tracks. My husband used to call me 'hotness' when we were first dating and then married. I was in shock. I continued to watch the video hoping to catch a glimpse of the cameraman's face. As "Heather" and the cameraman continued to fuck my stomach knotted itself ever tighter. I was truly hoping that I was wrong, but as the film continued I knew I was right. After the cameraman blasted Heather across her snotty little face and big nasty tits, she finally said it, or at least part of it; the cameraman turned off the camera as she was saying his name. I know his name started with a gha sound, like Jeff, Jerry, or Jim; I was sicker now than before. I spent the next three hours looking through videos, and then finally I found one with a mirror in it. The cameraman was fucking "Julie," in what appeared to be a hotel room on an upper floor. At one point during the 5-minute video, Jerry aimed the camera at the mirror, moved it away from his face and gave the thumbs up. I paused the video on that spot, I could clearly make out Jerry's face and his stupid smile. I began to sob openly. I cried for a good solid 30 minutes before coming up with a plan. I hastily copied every single picture and video file on his computer; it took two full CD-ROMs, and hid them in my closet. I purposely left the paused video of him smiling into the mirror open and on top so he would see it immediately. I then grabbed a couple of garbage bags and tossed every stitch of clothing he had into them, after I sliced holes in them. And lastly, I grabbed the 12 gauge from his closet and waited for him to get home. To say it didn't go well is a definite understatement, he was drunk, and I was still pissed off. Needless to say, the police did end up at our house after the second shotgun blast; they found my husband, drunk, with piss all over his pants, crying in the corner. They found me holding the shotgun on him, with tears running down my face. I went to work the next day, after a lot of explaining to the cops, and Sara could definitely tell something was wrong. Thankfully, she didn't ask.
I was lucky it was Friday, and my classes were only reviewing for midterms next week. Thankfully I had Sara, she was reviewing all the material, which allowed me to just sit at my desk and listen. I was able to keep my composure until lunch. Sarah and I had a daily routine of having lunch in my room together. This was her time to ask me questions about lessons and class behavior. Normally, when the bell sounded signaling our lunch, we would walk to the teacher's lounge, get our lunches and return to my classroom. Today I just sat at my desk with my head in my hands, struggling to hold back the tears. After what seemed like an eternity I felt a warm hand on my shoulder.
"Mrs. C," Sara's voice whispered out, "Is everything okay?"
My body began to shutter as my heartache began to escape. I felt Sarah's body against mine, her arms wrapping around me, embracing me. I felt as if she was the only person in the world that loved me at this very moment. I melted into her arms and bawled my eyes out; after a few minutes of openly sobbing into her bosom, I started to settle down. And then I realized that she was rocking me and telling me it would be all right. I then realized how close we were; I could smell her perfume, and the scent of her shampoo. I could also feel her hands gently stroking my back and hair, and the weight of her tits rubbing against mine as we rocked back and forth. I broke our embrace, enough to look her in the eyes.
"I so sorry Sara," I said peering deep into her dark hazel eyes, "I, I found out last night that my husband's been cheating on me for years."
"Oh, Mrs. C," Sara said pulling me in tighter, "I'm so sorry, can I do anything for you?"
"No," I replied, pulling away from her, "the divorce will be pretty cut and dry."
"Well Mrs. C.," Sara shot back, "if there is anything I can do, you let me know. You've helped me so much, I would really like the chance to pay you back!"
"Really Sara," I responded with a heavy heart, "I just want this day to be over so I can go home and climb into bed for the weekend."
I spent all of Friday night and Saturday morning crying, by Saturday night I was no longer upset, I was pissed. And by Sunday morning I had a plan all put together. When I returned to school on Monday, I felt like a new woman. I came to the conclusion that I didn't need that bastard for the past 6 years; I'd never need him again. I was glad it was a short week; midterm week was only four days of actual school and one day of teacher in-service. All in-service was, was a day for the teachers to get together to check the year's progress. This early in the year the meeting was usually a short one.
"Jan, you going to lunch with us," Miss Damson asked.
"Who's Jan," Sara whispered elbowing me.
"That's me," I replied back with a huge smile, "you mean we've been working together for 4 weeks and you didn't even know my name?"
"Um," Sara blushed as she searched for an answer, "isn't it Mrs. Carter?"
"Sure Sally," I replied to Miss Damson, "we'd love to have lunch. Same Mexican place we always go to?"
"It's 2 for 1 Margarita Friday isn't it?" Jan laughed as she walked out of my classroom.
Sara still looked a little embarrassed.
"Sara," I started, "don't be embarrassed sweetheart. I can remember my shadow teacher Mrs. Jones; I didn't know her name was Ruth until she gave me a farewell card. Forget about it and let's go have some margaritas."
Sara smiled that big beautiful smile of her, and her eyes lit up.