"Can you feel it?
The cool water lapping over your body."
My eyes circle in the darkness, no light permeates tightly closed lids. Exhaustion nails my stricken body to the damp bedding, aching limbs, immobilised through over exertion. The cold sweat of coming down leaks from every pore of my broken body. Stale putrid air fills the room as my breath rasps in the back of my throat. Running my tongue over my teeth I can taste her!
"yo."
Clouds of doubt crush my brain as fear and self loathing bear down upon my soul. Flashing images begin to fill my head; am I dreaming, am I high, am I reliving last night? Inhaling sharply through my nose, my panic subsides as I exhale slowly from my mouth.
Where am I, where have I been?
"And you sang
Sail to me."
Pushing my arms outward I begin to search in my darkness for clues of my whereabouts. Fingers crawl crab like across cotton, nothing to my right. Sweeping to my left my wrist bumps something, I grasp it I'm my hand. A leather belt, cold steel buckle and rubber cock!
"Sail to me
Let me enfold you."
Clutching the cock tightly my mind drifts to blurred images of last night. Upstairs at mums, eyeliner, lippy and a touch of concealer. Wiggling my way into my T and mini, material gripping me tighter than a python. Three inch wedges, buckles tied at the bottom of the stairs.
"Here I am
Here I am
Waiting to hold you."
Holding my train of thought, trying to make sense, I daren't open my eyes. How I wish I was at home, picking notes from my Fender Stratocaster, amidst dreams of rock and roll stardom. The rubbery cock bangs my brain back to present. I'd went to the Polo lounge for the first time.
"Did I dream you dreamed about me?
Were you here when I was forced out."
Rolling onto my stomach I can see myself, on the dance floor alone. Katy Perry's telling me how she kissed a girl! I've been dreaming of that for years Katy. Two years ago when I sucked Martin for the first time, I went home and masturbated over mental images of Mia from college. Months later when I finally slept with Martin, afterwards I brought myself off in the bathroom thinking about Jules, from the student union.
"Now my foolish boat is leaning