Chapter 2 - Saturday
We slept together again that night but things were definitely different. More sexual than romantic, and if anything it was the romantic part which I missed. But the way Beatrice treated me, just as lovingly but she was decidedly in charge.
Placing me where she wanted me, instructing me not to move till she said, telling me how to please her and not allowing me to come until she gave me permission. I don't know why, but something had happened to me after last night and I submitted to her every time. The thing is, when I did I felt a sexual pleasure so deeply inside me it was frightening. And when I finally was allowed to climax it transcended anything I'd previously experienced.
So next morning and it was hauntingly similar to the previous morning, as if nothing different had happened. Pure routine: coffee, breakfast, small talk, shower and perhaps a discussion about what to do that day. Seemed to be a characteristic of a dominant/submissive relationship, the contrast between normal routine activity and the excitement, thrill and tension when sexuality came into play.
We went for a walk in the afternoon and this time we held hands again. Beatrice was quite loving and sought to comfort me and reassure me regarding the situation. 'I really don't want us to stop being friends or lovers Wendy and I certainly enjoy your company in every way, bed included. But our relationship has changed and the submissive side of you brings out the dominant in me. I can't apologise for it, that's just the way I am.'
I appreciated Beatrice' honesty, now I needed to respond in kind. Explaining that I wish things had been as they were with just the two of us, I could not deny the situation had changed and that it was impossible to return to the relationship we originally had. A very long pause before I could find the courage to tell her the rest. She sensed my inner struggle and squeezed my hand in support.
'When I submit to you...' and as I said the words it caused a very sexual thrill inside me. 'When I submit to you I feel an excitement that is very new to me and rather frightening because it is so overwhelming. I feel so turned on by this but also concerned because I don't know where it is going. It's something I want, however I don't understand what it is doing to me or where it will stop.'
Beatrice stopped and turned to face me. Holding my face in her hands she kissed me with the same tenderness we had shared previously. 'I love you for telling me that Wendy so please understand I want that too. My desire is to make you happy and I'm going to protect you and not let anything hurt you.' This was very reassuring to me as I was feeling extremely vulnerable at that moment to say the least.
We walked back to Beatrice' house in a much lighter mood, sharing some of the closeness we had previosuly. Fun and frivolity returned and the doorbell rang as we were throwing lengths of pasta at each other in the kitchen while making dinner. It was Tina, and whilst I was not entirely comfortable with her I nevertheless immediately gave her a hug and a kiss to show there were no hard feelings.
Tina and beatrice sat either side of me and there was much delicate touching and reassuring chatter, we relaxed and Tina even started flirting with me. I knew this was to make me feel okay about her and Beatrice but I appreciated the gesture so responded positively.
This was okay, this was good. Not what I was expecting and not something I had experienced but I could live with this and it sure ain't going to be boring. Back in my comfort zone again, albeit with an excited tingle deep inside from the newly discovered me and the possibilities that loomed.
Doorbell rings again, I hardly notice as I continue to flirt with Tina. Beatrice walks in with a very tall blonde woman looking like someone's aunt although she was about the same age as us. Introductions were required and Gretchen sat down and took the offered last glass of wine.
The chatter continued as before and when all subjects had been exhausted we sat and sipped the last of the wine in our glasses. Almost inconsequentially Gretchen turned to me and asked me quite casually: 'So Wendy, I understand you're a sexual submissive?'
Shocked, my smile froze on my lips. They'd told her about me, Beatrice said she would protect me and look after me and they had told Gretchen my deepest and most intimate secret after I trusted her.
Gretchen smiled sweetly at me as she placed her glass on the table and took mine from my hand and did the same. In a movement quicker than I could react she lifted me from the couch and placed me between her lap in front of her on the couch. I'm no lightweight but she was so strong and seemed to manouvre me with ease.
As she had put me between her legs she had somehow moved my arms behind my back and they were pinned between our two bodies, leaving me unable to move and totally at her mercy. I looked in desperation at Beatrice and Tina but they were grinning expectantly and obviously looking forward to what was about to happen.
Without a word Gretchen slowly unbuttoned my blouse and lifted my bra exposing my breasts. A low moan escaped my lips, the helplessness of my situation. I could feel her sweet breath in my ear as she stroked my nipples, another of my weaknesses Tina and Beatrice had revealed to her. Involuntarily my breath quickened and as she stimulated me, I made small mewling sounds that seemed to encourage her even more.
Still no one said anything, Gretchen steadily continued with her task and my two 'friends' openly enjoying the very erotic scene before them. My mewling intensified as my reluctant excitement increased, Gretchen blew gently in my ear and this sent my body writhing but still firmly in her hold.
I was panting by this stage as Gretchen moved her legs outward then in between mine, moving them apart. Her left hand pushed down and brought my skirt up, sliding down inside my panties, her right hand still stroking my nipple.
The sensation of her finger slipping inside me was unbearably exquisite and it didn't take many strokes of my clitoris to make me cum, thrashing about and with a great deal of noise.
As I collapsed in post orgasmic release, Gretchen stroked my hair and caressed my face: 'You're such a good girl Wendy, this is just the first of many times I think.'