For this story is not a stand-alone story and for it to make sense you will need to read the first two chapters.
As I stared nervously at John he walked up for his welcome home kiss. I was so flustered after my afternoon with Brianna I was in the midst of rushing to get dinner at least started before he got home. That meant I hadn't showered, him arriving home early caught me completely off guard. There was no escaping that kiss, as he leaned down and our lips met he flinched pulling back a little. I felt the guilty weight of his glare as he stared at me his brow deeply furrowed. I could feel my face blushing as my heart pounded ferociously. What an idiot I was...stupid, stupid, stupid. Surely he could taste exactly what I could taste, Brianna's tangy essence.
With an obvious disgruntled growl he snapped, "I'm going for a shower."
The moment he was gone I collapsed back against the counter my heart racing and the taste of bile rising in my throat. He knew...oh my god he knew, how could he not know? I saw it in his face. Tears cascaded slowly down my cheek. The deep feeling of shame crushed me, he was a good man, and he certainly didn't deserve this. He was a wonderful father, Debbie loved him and so did I. This thing with Brianna had turned me into a cheater and a liar, I felt disgusted with myself.
The beans boiling over brought me out of my loathing self-pity. Snatching the pot I felt my fingers burning and I dropped the pot spreading boiling water and soggy beans all over the kitchen floor. I sucked crazily on my burnt hand and all I could taste was Brianna. I burst into tears and collapsed on the floor bawling my eyes out.
John came racing in wearing nothing but a towel, "What the hell's going on?" When he saw the mess and me clutching my hand, he snatched at my hand and dragged me to the sink and turned on the cold water forcibly shoving my hand under the flowing stream. "Leave it under there for at least ten minutes." He commanded. "I will just finish getting changed then I will help clean up."
I was still standing gripping my aching hand under the water when he returned. He grabbed the mop and cleaned up the floor, "Guess we won't be having beans." He joked.
"I'm sorry I will put more on."
He reached over and turned off the stove giving me a warm smile, "Tell you what, let's go out for dinner, and celebrate our last night of freedom."
"Freedom....what are you talking about?"
"Debbie...she's due home tomorrow, don't tell me you forgot."
Falling against his chest I sobbed, "Oh god I am such a terrible mother I have been so preoccupied lately."
He wrapped his huge bearlike hands around me shaking me lightly as we embraced, "Go and get changed and we will make a night of it." As I walked off he called out, "Oh you might want to shower first."
Again my cheeks burst into a fiery red glow.
The flowing water removed little of my guilt as Brianna's smell swirled down the plug hole. '
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING
.' I mumbled under my breath.
The restaurant was nice, the food was marvellous but the mood was dark, John didn't really speak, just idle chatter about work, I was waiting like a prisoner on death row, I waited a cool chill running up and down my spine. The axe was raised and John the executioner had his arms raised wielding that huge axe hovering over me as I knelt my head slipping over the icy cold chopping block. His arms must surely be getting weary holding it aloft.
Conversation was impossible for me, I just waited for that inevitable blow, my head rolling end over end into the waiting wicker basket and I deserved every bit of it.
"Charlotte, if you didn't want to come tonight you only had to say." Johns words shook me, where was the axe? Why was he being so nice?
"No love I wanted to come, it was so thoughtful of you to suggest it. The food is lovely."
He nodded, "It seems like you're miles away...how was your day?"
"Class was OK, I swear those kids get cheekier every day."
"So nothing special happened?"
Trembling I whispered, "No nothing out of the ordinary." God what a bitch, the lie flowed off my tongue like treacle, who was I? In my whole life I may have told only half a dozen lies and here they were flowing like melted chocolate dripping off a hot spoon.
On the drive home he kept glancing at me, it made me so uncomfortable I snapped, "What are you looking at?" I didn't mean it to sound caustic but that's how it seemed.
All he did was smile, "Sorry sweetheart, it's just hard to focus on the road with you sitting there looking so sexy."
What...where did that come from? This was out of character for John; he never says stuff like that, never.
Trying to project a sweet smile I muttered, "You charmer, you always know how to make me feel better."
When we got home rather than heading straight for the TV he detoured through the kitchen and poured us both glasses of wine. Leading me to the settee we sat close and his arm fell across my shoulder, his warm smile instead of comforting me made me look up looking for the executioners axe, waiting, waiting.
As we settled back my phone beeped signalling a text. "Is that yours?" he asked.
Nodding I dragged it out of my purse and flicked it open, it was Brianna. '
ARE YOU COMING OVER
?"
My heart pounded as I wondered what to say. "Anything important?" John asked.
"Um no it's just Brianna, she asked me over to have a look at a book she's working on." More lies, Jesus what am I doing?
"Are you going over?" He asked and I felt the anxiety in his question.
Shaking my head I whispered, "No, we should enjoy our evening together."
He hugged me tight, "Hmmm sounds nice to me."
'
SORRY NOT TONIGHT
.' I texted back.
'
DAMN I JUST POURED THE WINE, ARE YOU SURE
?'
John watched on intently as I replied. '
ANOTHER NIGHT PERHAPS
.'
'
GOODNIGHT LOVER I WILL MISS YOU IN MY BED BUT MY DREAMS WILL BE FULL OF YOU, I CAN STILL TASTE YOU ON MY LIPS
.'
In bed that night John was keen to make love, but as we sunk into our usual foreplay my mind switched off, Brianna's words and memories of her sexy kiss filled my mind. As our bodies tangled and his fingers found their way into my kitty Brianna's touch smell taste feel all filled my mind.
John I think was encouraged by my open pouty slipperiness. His fingers slid in easily and quickly found a persistent rhythm pushing in and out making me writhe and push back on his hand.
His engorged erection felt hot and strong in my hand as I stroked him. This was our routine and it hadn't changed in years. It was like a project plan, step one kissing, step two feeling, and three insertion and tonight we were right on schedule.
His huge rough body soon found its way between my legs thrusting powerfully driving into me. I raised my hips arching my back, normally I didn't have to fake orgasm but tonight with my mind swirling I cried out in my sweetest voice as he approached his orgasm I made sure he thought I was accompanying him on his fall into heaven.
John fell into a deep sleep as he always did after sex. His loud snoring soothed me, but I was awake and alive, my fingers dipped into my kitty so recently full of his sperm and it lubricated my dancing fingers. The pungent smell of his sperm assaulted my nostrils as I worked its creamy substance all over my clit. My legs fell open and my fingers delved deeper, in and out, my other hand flat against my clit pressing, squeezing massaging as the liquid sounds of my fingers plunging wetly into my slit accompanied Johns deep snores.
I was going to cum, I could feel it, my muscles tightened, my bum clenched, I was almost there. Brianna I sighed wanting to feel her lips, desiring the feel of her smooth silky flesh the taste of her pussy her cunt, oh god that word fell out of one of her novels, yes her cunt I wanted to taste it feel her slithering little clit squirming beneath my tongue, her hot sticky juices filling my mouth.
"Oh fuck." I cried into the pillow smothering my silent ringing whimpers.
My body tensed thrusting hard up against my hand as I slid over the waterfall of orgasm, every fibre of my being tingled; I trembled violently as I gave myself over to the delight.
As I lay there, trying to keep my breathing quiet I realised John wasn't snoring, the night was quiet except for my heavy breathing. "Are you alright love?" He asked.
Scared to trust my unsteady voice I mumbled, "Just a nightmare, go back to sleep." Oh you deceitful lying two faced bitch.
The morning dawned as it always does, I didn't wake up without a head, but it was there the dreadful fear that when John woke he would swing that life ending blade.
No he woke beside me smiling greeting me with a kiss. He was gone before I knew it and I tried to focus on housework. I was into the laundry when I heard the doorbell. As I opened it Brianna pushed in forcing me back against the door. Her mouth crashed into mine her arms holding me tight as her tongue slithered into my gasping mouth. I looked past her in fright, if anybody was watching they would see. I fell backwards dragging her with me as I struggled to get free, "Brianna...stop...let me breathe."
She saw me reaching for the door and kicked it closed with her foot before diving back into our kiss.
I wanted to say stop but my body betrayed me. I welcomed her tongue with a welcoming embrace, sliding mine along hers enjoying the feel of her slithering forcefulness, ardent desire coursing through my body.
When her hand grabbed a fistful of my quivering kitty I was lost. My arms circled her head and I sank into the kiss her hand mashing brutally against my pulsing mound.
Her fingers scrunched up my dress as she grasped my kitty back and forth rubbing harder and harder. I felt my lips open sticky with expectation.