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SECRETS SHARED
Hello, my name is Doris. Over the years I have met, known and loved many remarkable women and men. I have also, of course, met a few people I would rather forget. This story is about the secrets some of those people have shared with me and perhaps memories I have shared with them.
~~ Paula
Paula and her husband Dan were 'walk ins,' people who driving by the impressive water feature entrance and 'Open House' signs at Over Fifty Housing (OFH), stop by to check out how old people live. An interracial couple, they appeared, at least from initial impressions, to qualify as over fifty. Paula, a slender Black woman, had a bit of a trophy wife look about her. Unlike me she wore a lot of jewelry of the 14k variety and full makeup. She had also adopted the look many young women have today, lots of visible breast. I thought it cheapened her otherwise elegant look but there I go judging again. If what was covered was anything resembling what was visible, they would be more than impressive. Sorry if I seem a little judgmental but a woman showing too much breast flesh always annoys me a little, mostly because I have so little to show myself.
After a walking tour of two model homes and a model condominium I took them on a golf cart tour of the 'amenities.' You know, the tennis courts, the pool, the gym, the golf course, the community center, the golf club restaurant. Paula's husband, Dan, a tall White man smiled the whole time and asked questions, lots of questions. He seemed to be willing to consider buying. I also notice that he is very touchy, always touching one of us at every opportunity but not in an in any way offensive manner. I did notice that when he touched Paula's lovely butt his hand lingered and squeezed a little.
Now understand, I am not a sales agent. I'm more a tour guide and cheerleader for the properties. When and if they asked about next steps and a follow up appointment with a real sales agent I had done my job and would get a small commission if they bought a home or a condo. Nice couple, maybe future friends.
I did not see or hear from either Paula or Dan for more than a year then I saw her one day at a writers workshop at the OFH community center. Paula's life had changed. Dan was gone, I didn't ask, and about six months ago she bought a condo at OFH to start over without him.
We said 'Hello' and talked about adjusting to OFH and single life.
I told Paula about my writing project, 'Secrets Women Carry' and waited and hoped for a reaction. She simply said, "Interesting idea. Will you send me a copy when it's done? I'd love to read about what secrets women might confess."
Of course I agreed and we changed the subject.
~~
One week later I got a call from Paula inviting me to her home to continue our conversation and enjoy a, glass of wine. We had apparently, at least in her mind, connected at the writing seminar so I thought nothing of it and accepted her invitation.
In her living room after a simple hello hug and some meaningless chit chat she asked, "Do the word's 'are you available?' mean anything to you?"
My answer to her question was a little complicated and took the form of a story itself.
"Paula, shortly after I moved here I was offered a job working for the builder / developer of OFH. That is in fact, if you recall, how we first met."
Paula nodded and I continued, "The job is fun and it gives me first knowledge of new 'available' men and women moving in. You'll notice I said 'available' so maybe it's an answer to your question. In my few years here I have come to realize that married or single doesn't really matter. What really matters is 'available' with no complications and capable. Capable has also taken on a different meaning here and with age. For men for example it does not simply mean being able to dance. It also, in the 'definition according to Doris', means a man who can get hard and stay hard and also have the strength and flexibility to use it. For women it's similar. Desire is not enough, strength and flexibility are important. Enough with my boring "available" qualifications! What do you think "are you available?" means?"
She smiled and sitting next to me on the couch she put her hand on mine, squeezed it and said, "We have to talk. I think I have something for your 'Secrets' story."
Paula asked again, "This is all anonymous, right? You won't use my name will you."
I answered what she needed to hear, "Of course! No one will know you or anyone else who was involved."
Then, sensing the conversation was about to get serious and to try and lighten up the mood a bit, I said, "Come on Paula, you're making me wet thinking you are about to tell me all about a great OFH sketch scandal you have been hiding."
She smiled and then laughed a little and said, "Do you also really get wet thinking about sketch?"
I did not miss the word 'also' but simply said, "Come on Paula, tell me."
She began, "I was tempted to say something at the writers workshop but I needed a little time to think it through and some privacy to tell you. I don't really regret this part of my life but I would not really want my family and some friends to know about it so maybe it qualifies as a secret."
Paula began, "When I first moved here I met a nice couple who lived in my building. After seeing Laurie a few times and getting to know a little about her and her husband she invited me to their condo for a glass of wine. She told me her husband Greg would be running late at the office but would join us later. Laurie in inviting me used the phrase, "Are you available?" The phrase would come to mean much more later."
There was more, "Laurie and I were in the kitchen talking and opening the wine and the conversation was light, she was fun and we seemed to be getting along just fine. Things changed very quickly but in what I thought at the time was a good way. Laurie told me she thought I was very sexy and before I could even think of a response she was kissing me. I did not resist."
She continued, "Laurie is a woman I would have been attracted to even in different circumstances. Doris, I learned I was bisexual in college but that ended with Dan. For reasons I cannot explain, Dan was very opposed to us having a third person in our relationship, in our bed, so I avoided any relationship that might go beyond friendship. Now that Dan is gone any sign that Laurie might be interested in more than just friendship was welcome. It had been a long time."
She added, "Doris, I never would have presumed to think that anything was going to happen that day. Laurie is in fact the 'everyday woman next door' type of person I have always been most attracted to but I have never been very good at seduction. I needed what Laurie had, an ability and willingness to take a chance and risk rejection. As I said, when she kissed me I did not resist. She smelled wonderful and when I submitted and parted my lips slightly she ran her tongue between my lips along the front of my teeth. When the kiss ended she held my face in her hands and said, 'So I take it you are available.'"
Perhaps being naïve I replied, "It certainly looks that way at least for you."
"Laurie and I never had wine until much later in the day. She led me to her bed room and we were very soon naked in each others arms. She was everything in a woman that would confirm my bisexuality. Slightly shorter than me she also had a body I have heard described as 'built for comfort', wide round hips and perfect large breasts. Laurie, as I said, was the aggressor and used her physically superior strength to push me onto my back and with her hands behind my knees began to lick me."
"The time went quickly and as I leaned in to return the favor of great vocal sketch I heard the bedroom door open and Laurie said, 'Welcome home baby! Take your clothes off and join us."
"Doris, I spent the night with Laurie and Greg and the sketch was wonderful but that by itself does not make a secret like you are writing about. As I was leaving Laurie told me of other people who live in OFH who answer the call of 'Are you available?' and asked if I minded if she gave my name to other couples. I agreed and have since been with four other couples, and three women and one rather magnificent single man. There is no other purpose just sketch and I find it satisfies my needs."
She finished, "Does my story meet your goals for secrets? I can't judge that. Would it be awkward to have friends and family know I enjoy making myself 'available' for sketch? Yes it would.".
~~ Doris --
When I started writing these stories I wrote first about myself.
The question of secrets brought back memories of a time I was not proud of. I am writing my own confession of sorts, I think, maybe just to get it out and not carry it around alone anymore.
