My best friend, Lolli, had always had a troubled childhood. So many nights after school she would come over to my house, in floods of tears, and I would cradle her head as we fell asleep together. In this way, we were really close and she was my best friend in the world – she had been for years. Just after we both turned 18, things in her home life took a turn for the worse and Lolli moved in with my family and me.
Living with my best friend Lolli was exciting. We got to spend all day together but we argued like sisters too now that we shared a family. Or, in hindsight, maybe we were arguing like a couple because we both, deep-down, were secretly attracted to each other and trying to fight off those feelings.
I was the innocent type – never been touched, never even been kissed for that matter! Lolli, on the other hand, had plenty of experience dating boys – just, seemingly, never the right ones. Despite having had several boyfriends, Lolli was still a virgin too – she had tried to have sex with an older guy once but it didn't work because her virgin pussy was too tight and he couldn't get his cock inside her.
In a sisterly way, Lolli used to tease me. She was forever taking the mickey because I'd never kissed a boy and telling me that I should practice on her so that I knew what to do. She said this a lot but I always refused, since I didn't want to remember for my entire life that my first kiss had been with a girl. I wanted it to be special and romantic like in fairytales, which I thought meant that it had to be with a boy. However, one night, on a trip to my grandparents' house, I was snuggled up in a double bed with Lolli and I changed my mind. Suddenly I knew that I wanted her. I had always wanted her, really, but I had never let myself just cease the moment and kiss her.
Playfully, Lolli was teasing me, practically begging me to kiss her on her beautiful, full lips. We were both wearing matching pink pyjamas that my aunt had bought for us for Christmas. I thought that Lolli looked much nicer in hers than I did in mine. She had full, round breasts, firm and perky, and her nipples stuck out from beneath the material. I was much more flat-chested, with an almost boyish figure, and I wished I had amazing tits like Lolli's. As the moonlight shone through the window, lighting up Lolli's hazel eyes, the glow of her olive skin and those to-die-for curves overwhelmed me. I was still nervous about having my first kiss with a girl, though, and nervous that I'd be a bad kisser, so Lolli suggested I should try it on the back of her hand first. I did, and she said I kissed fine, which gave me greater confidence.