For the past couple of years I had been getting progressively more curious about what it would be like to have sex with another woman, it had become my favourite fantasy and increasingly my imagination would conjure up a certain image of a beautiful blond girl whenever I reached for my favourite sex toys and indulged myself. I would visualize this woman seducing me and let her gently but firmly coerce me into fantastic lesbian sex. What always spoilt the moment was that I had had a very straight-laced upbringing and so I often felt guilty afterwards, thinking how wrong it was to have sexual feelings towards other women. To make matters worse I knew how ridiculous I was being feeling ashamed of my lesbian fantasies, as my husband and I had decided to âopenâ our marriage well over a year ago, I was having sex with other men on a fairly regular basis and did not feel ashamed of that in the slightest, even with my ârespectableâ background. I guess it must have been because I was doing it with my husbandâs support and encouragement.
One night we were talking generally about our fantasies and I admitted to my husband Kevin, how my thoughts were increasingly turning towards other women, and after some serious coaxing I related my fantasy to him. Kevin was not satisfied with me just telling the overall gist of my fantasy, he wanted me to show him exactly what I felt by re-living the whole thing in my head. Fortunately we are both very confident and relaxed with each other sexually and so after a while I closed my eyes and just let my mind wander into one of my favourite scenarios.
As my story unfolded my sexual arousal increased very quickly, my hands automatically sought out my rapidly swelling pussy, and while my left hand teased and circled my clitoris, my right delved deeper until it found my waiting hole and I slowly pushed a finger inside.
With a little gentile persuasion Kevin managed to keep me on track and as my fantasy progressed I somehow managed to describe what I was visualizing.
I did not hold back in the slightest, and hearing my own voice dripping with desire as I was gently forced to go down and taste my imaginary girlfriend greatly heightened the intensity of the moment, I caressed myself with greater enthusiasm as my excitement rose and I rubbed manically at my now very wet pussy.
I could feel myself rushing headlong towards what I knew was going to be a huge orgasm and I could not speak any more, nor did I need to.
Kevin was well aware of where I was in my fantasy and he sat back and watched as I thrashed about the bed, lost in the power of my erotic mental vision.
In my imagination I was locked in a 69 position with a beautiful woman, my mouth was plunged into her sweet tasting pussy and I sucked the life out of her while she squirmed in my arms, her own tongue sought its way inside my desperately yearning cunt and lapped at my overflowing juices sending me to the edge of the yawning chasm of my orgasm.
In the real world, I was laying on my bed, the fingers of my left hand furiously rubbing at my clitoris while three of the fingers of my right hand were thrusting themselves in and out of my sopping hole as I fucked myself into oblivion.
I knew I wouldnât last long, I never had when I was fantasizing about girls as I got so turned on by my imaginings, and true to form I quickly felt myself approaching the inevitable sexual avalanche.
My body begin to tense up as the first pulsating waves began to spread from my pussy, working their way outwards like ripples in a pond. I fucked myself into a frenzy with my fingers, my come flowing freely out of my vagina and making loud squelching noises against my swollen labia as I pounded myself with my hands.
My nipples were tingling with an unbearable urgency and I began to shudder violently.
Finally I exploded onto the crest of a massive orgasm! I screamed out loudly as my body shook with uncontrollable spasmsâ and the muscles in my pussy contracted and pulsed around my embedded fingers. I sucked in a huge amount of air, rolling around the bed like I was possessed by the devil. I groaned through clenched teeth as I devoured every last drop of the incredible sensations running throughout my body and holding my breath I convulsed until the intensity passed and I slowly but surely rejoined the land of the living.
Eventually I managed to pull myself together and I looked up at Kevin a bit sheepishly.
âWow Sarah! We have got to do something about this!â His eyes were alight with excitement. âWhy havenât you told me before that you liked girls this much?â
I lifted my naked body further up onto the pillows into a half-sitting position. I was still feeling extremely aroused and my hand continued to gently stroke my come soaked and swollen vagina.
âI donât know? It just didnât feel right somehow.â I tried to explain. âI know it shouldnât matter if I have fantasies about girls, but I find it kind of embarrassing.â I fumbled on, âI know I am being ridiculous considering the fact that I have fucked a whole string of different men in the past year or so, but it is different with girls. It just feels wrong somehow and I find it hard to admit that I feel this way.â
Kevin smiled and crawling onto the bed he kissed me tenderly on the lips. âSarah I love you more than anything in the world.â His hand travelled down my arm and covering my hand he pushed one of my fingers into my moist hole, holding it there firmly. âBut sometimes you can be such a plonker!â
I feigned anger and tried to slap him but he had my hand pinned tightly between my legs and had grabbed hold of the other before I could move. We rolled around on the bed in a mock struggle and I came to rest underneath him, my hand, and his still firmly buried between my legs. With my free hand I tenderly stroked his face, our lips were inches apart and I looked lovingly into his eyes.
âKevin, I love you so much.â
âI know Sarah, and you know I will always love you too, no matter what you may get up to.â
I slipped my tongue into his mouth, kissing him passionately. My body started to serpent and sway and I thrust my groin into his as Kevinâs finger joined mine in my receptive and craving pussy.
âNot quite yet my darling,â he teased, rolling off to lay beside me while both he and I continued to gently finger-fuck me in a delightful synchronization. âBefore you get carried away I want to sort out this problem you have with girls.â
I was feeling so very horny now. Once my body had started taking over I found it harder and harder to fight it. I have always been the same. I am highly sexed and once I get to a certain level of arousal I lose control completely and just
have
to be fucked!
I was not at that level yet but I was certainly on the way.
âOh Kevin. Canât we talk about this later?â I pleaded.
He kissed me on the nose. âCalm down sweetheart. You can play with yourself while we are talking, but I want to sort out this girlie thing now that you have finally brought it up.â
We spoke for ages about my confused and conflicting emotions until eventually Kevinâs persistent logic finally got through to me and I realised that I had no genuine opposition to having sex with women, I was just feeling guilty because of the way I had been brought up and was
âprogrammedâ
to think.
As always Kevin helped shore up my self-confidence and eventually I was honest with myself and faced the fact that I could well be bisexual, at least I had to agree that given the chance I would like to try and find out.
Like most men Kevin loved the thought of his wife having sex with another woman and was soon coming up with various ways to turn my fantasy into a reality.
This is where I had to pull in his reins. I told him firmly that even though I had finally accepted that I wanted to give it a try, I was much too self-conscious to go it alone.
Itâs funny. I had no qualms about going out and getting âpicked upâ anytime I wanted sex with another man, but this was different somehow.
Eventually Kevin came up with an idea that seemed perfect. To be honest I donât know why we had not thought of it before tonight, before Iâd even admitted my desire for girls.
One of our local weekly newspapers contained pages of âcontact adsâ, with hundreds of singles and couples seeking others for sex. It seemed so logical, we had both been picking-up other sexual partners and had a lot of discreet fun, but had only been able to share the experience by recounting it to each other when we got home. If we met up with another âlike mindedâ couple we could
actually watch
each other being fucked by strangers and possibly even join in!
This also seemed to be the solution to my anxiety of getting together with a girl, as I knew I would have Kevin around to bolster my confidence again if I needed it.
We made love long into the night after reaching our decision, knowing that we were about to embark on a new and potentially exciting chapter in our lives.
Kevin is not one to âlet the grass growâ, and just three weeks later we were on our way to a bar to meet a couple called Anne and Alan.
We had spoken to many prospective couples on the phone but for one reason or another they did not
feel
right. Tonight though, I had higher hopes.
I had spoken with both Anne and Alan quite a few times that week and they seemed to be really nice, sensible and
ânormalâ
people. Anne told me she was twenty-eight and bisexual, and Alan was thirty-two and straight.
Perfect