I couldn't take it anymore. I continued to think about it so much that it seemed almost like reality. I'm sure she didn't feel the same way. The first time these thoughts occurred, she and I were having a sleepover. We both had insisted that we wanted to sleep downstairs on the floor in our sleeping bags and mountains of pillows and blankets. Truth be told, we just wanted to stay up late watching movies, but dad didn't need to know that. In all honesty it was quite comfortable down there even though the ground was a little hard. I had almost fallen asleep when I heard her whisper, "Jamie, you awake?"
I opened my eyes and looked at Anna. Her eyes, which were ocean blue, were wide in fear. She was sleeping on her side, her hands tucked under her head and her body slightly curled. Her bottom lip was bigger than her top, but it gave her lips a fuller, more luscious appeal to them. Her nose was a bit tiny for her face, but it was cute. She was slim, I could tell, but I didn't know her exact form because she always wore baggy clothing, claiming that she was like a stick; "Curve-less and way too skinny." I didn't care. In fact I was actually jealous at times because I was a bit chunky. She disagreed and stated that I was too athletic to be chunky. The fat on my stomach didn't think so. I had only one thing going for me, and that was my ass. My mother's genes gave me the world's largest ass ever. Sadly, I was not so fortunate in the breasts category. My cup size was a simple 36B. Anna's on the other hand, were an astonishing 38C. Yea, sometimes, I got really jealous. We both just got out of high school, having just finished Senior year and was about to start college, we decided to celebrate with a sleepover, which we hadn't done in a long time.
"Yea." I answered groggily. She looked intently into my eyes. Her blonde bangs fell over her eyes. Her hair was long. It stretched down just past her boobs. In the sunlight, her hair actually looked like gold. In the darkness, her hair looked like a light brown. She was wearing a baggy grey T-shirt and black sweatpants.
"I'm scared." She told me, shaking. Confused, I asked, "Why?" She looked down, ashamed.
"I-I'm afraid of the dark." I grew concerned, suddenly having the impulse to comfort her somehow.
I scooted closer to her. I was on one pillow and she was on the other. Before, there had been quite some distance between us. "Better?" I asked. She scooted closer. We now shared the same pillow. "Better." She whispered with a smile. She had such a beautiful smile. I could now see the whites of her eyes and could feel her hot breath on my face. I couldn't go to sleep, and it appeared, neither could she. My eyes frantically began to dart everywhere but her eyes, which continued to stare at me.
"Um, isn't that a bit too close?" I asked.
"No, I think it's fine." She answered, not looking away.
"Oh...okay." I said, returning to look at her.
She looked down at my lips, and then licked her own. She looked back up at me with soft eyes. She smiled faintly. "Goodnight." She whispered. She turned her body around so that her back faced me. Then she snuggled up next to me, her back clear across my chest. She grabbed my arm and slowly slid it around her body, wordlessly instructing me to wrap my arm around her. She tilted her head back and looked at me with a wicked intent, a mischievous glint in her eye. "There," she said, "now I feel comfortable."
Now I guess you can imagine just what kind of thoughts were going through my head. Every time I dreamt, I dreamt of lush skin...a wicked smile...and ocean blue eyes. I dreamt, in detail, of screams of pleasure echoing in my ears and the cry of one word, "Jamie!" It was wrong of me, but it consumed my every thought and made me go wild with desire just thinking about it. For whatever reason even remotely comprehensible, I wanted to make Anna feel good.
It had been about a month since it happened, and I had just stopped having those kinds of dreams. My dad would be out of town for a few days due to some business meeting he had to attend. He worked for some big corporate company that was on its way to making the big leagues. He was somewhere in an office room right now making a sale's pitch or whatever. My mother hasn't been home in two years since she divorced dad, so I was stuck at home alone during the summer. I texted Anna the details. She replied in the text, "Why don't you throw a party or something? Lol." I smiled.
"Sorry, but my dad would kill me." I replied to her.
Her response was almost immediate, "Do you want some company?"
My heart skipped a beat remembering that night. It took every inch of strength in my body to reply, "No."
She didn't reply back. I sighed and put my phone down on my headboard. My headboard was also a shelf for holding things. It was handy. I looked into the mirror across from my bed and looked at myself. I had black hair. It was a dull black, duller than a butterknife. It was pulled back into a hasty ponytail, with strands of hair sticking out from my outgrown bangs. I had a long face with high cheekbones, a sharp nose, and a relatively average mouth. My eyes were pretty cool. They were a hazel color with a blue ring around it. I wore my normal sleepwear, which was a tank top and shorts.
I pulled my hair out of its ponytail and shook it free. It was smooth, and was parted down the middle. I ran two fingers through my hair. Just as I was about to give up finding something to do and just make it a Netflix night, I heard a tapping on my balcony window. I walked over and moved my curtains out of the way. On the other side of the glass stood Anna. She was pointing at the locks, gesturing for me to let her in. I let her in.
"What are you doing?" I asked her frantically.
"Sorry." She said, "I just came in the way I came in when we were younger."
I looked at her in disbelief. "Yea, that was when we were like, fourteen."
She put on her pouty face with her bottom lip stuck out even more. "Sorry. I just thought you wanted company." I smiled. "I know." I said. She smiled brightly, relieved that I forgave her. I rolled my eyes.
"So whatcha been doin?" She asked cheerfully.
"Nothing. I was just about to start a Vampire Diaries marathon on Netflix." I said. Her eyes lit up. She fist-pumped the air, "Yes!"
A few minutes later we were snuggled up next to each other, as the air conditioner was turned up way too high, making it really cold in the room. "Warm?" I asked, turning to look at her, forgetting our close proximity. She turned to me, then smiled. "Absolutely." She answered, her voice rather deep and slow. Our noses were practically touching and her eyes were cloudy and heavy. I turned away to watch the show.
"Damien and Elena are amazing together." I commented. Anna nodded in agreement.
"Their passion is so intense. You can tell it's real." I added. She looked at me. "So you like passion huh?" She asked. I looked into her eyes.
"I do." I told her. She smiled, a naughty intent clear behind her eyes. She looked down at my lips, and then quickly back to my eyes. We heard Damien and Elena talking in the show, and our attention diverted back to it. They were at the motel. This was one of my favorite kissing scenes in this show.
"Jamie." Anna called. "Hmm?" I turned to her. She kissed me. Her hand was on my cheek and her boobs were pressed against my chest. Her eyes were closed and her head was tilted to her left. She didn't move her lips, just kept them on mine for what seemed like forever. When she pulled away, she opened her eyes, looking into my eyes pleadingly for my response. I was shocked. I mean, maybe I'd seen it coming, but thinking it and it actually happening are two different things. She looked away, her cheeks burning with embarrassment. I didn't ever want to make her feel that way.
I cupped her chin lightly to make her look at me, and leaned down to kiss her, my head tilted slightly. I began to kiss her, actually kiss her. I kissed her mouth, gently persuading her to part her lips. When that didn't work I playfully nipped at her bottom lip. "Ow..." She softly whispered, and then smiled wickedly, the smile I'd been dreaming of for a month. She opened her mouth this time, allowing my tongue to enter and play with hers. She tasted good, like whipped cream. Her arms slowly wrapped around my neck because I was taller. I dwelled deeper into the kiss, sucking her mouth for all its worth, and wanting all that she could give.
"You taste really good..." I told her through mumbled words, our kiss making my speech barely audible. She didn't seem to notice.
She sighed in my mouth, "So do you." We continued to kiss as I heard her speak, "Just as I imagined..."
I pushed her down on the bed so that I was kissing her while on top of her. Mindlessly, my hands began to wander. They found the hem of her large shirt and pulled it up over her body. In the light from my room, I could see her whole body. God, she was gorgeous. Her body was everything I imagined, possibly more. Her skin was lush and soft, her waist skinny. Only she lied about one thing, her curves. She had curves at the stomach just below her ribcage, framing her boobs nicely, which were held in an extremely sexy black lace bra.
"Fuck, Anna..." I whispered. She smiled shyly, looking down. She was propped up on her elbows, stretched out for me to see. She bit her bottom lip. "Your turn." She instructed me. I pulled my tank top up and over my body. She looked me over for a moment. "Come here." She said, "I want to kiss you all over." I smiled. I put hands on either side of Anna's face. She laid back and looked up at me. "Not before I do." I told her. She smiled and began to rub my arms up and down.