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I'm sorry in advance, english is not my first language.
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'Rizos' sounds so perfect when a Spanish girl says that. I heard it in a television show Vis a Vis, it means 'curly', at least I got it thay way.
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Hi, let me introduce myself first, I'm 25 yo lesbian, kinda tomboy/butch, depends on occasion, I guess. Red flame hair, bottom of head shaved, always in ponytail, blue eyes, kinda masculine bodyform, couple kilos more than necessary, around 170cm, tattoos on arms and collar bone, wanna do more but shit's expensive, lol.
I like femme fatale, curvy, fine ass, not skinny and flat, noo. Not that I actually have a type, turns out a couple of times girl wasn't even my type. I have mild OCD and ADHD, yeah, I know, combination sucks... I have a lot of intrusive thoughts and I daydream a lot in last couple of months, I don't actually know why because I didn't to that before, at least not so often.
I do it on bedtime. It can go for minutes to hours, depends on what I 'daydream' about. It's usually something about sex or women, nothing emotional..
I did exactly that when I met Rizos.
Problem was, she's older, has husband and kid. Definitely not a lesbian in any way. But... Of course there is a but... That didn't stop me for daydreaming about.. Her..
We work for the same company, but she's working in different center. I met her one day when I was buying something with then MIL, my head was spinning wild. I felt my face burning, I knew I was blushing. But down the road, I felt a pool, warm tingling pool overflowing..
She had a nice voice, had no problem with randomly touching people, you know, while she was talking, waving hands around explaining, like she's gonna explain better.. I had no problem with that, she gave me something to daydream about at home.
We were leaving, she grabbed me around my waist, like we known each other for ages, asked me where do I work... I had hard time answering that without a huge grin, I burnt from my face to my ears in second!
I told her where, her answer was kinda like she started a small talk, told me she knew ton of people there. Later my MIL told me she was actually a boss there, and now, at the moment, I am on her place, the boss....
I had a couple fantasies about her, nothing huge because I saw her once, couldn't wrap my mind around her actually, knowing she has husband and kid. Months go by, my FIL told me she's coming to my center (warehouse, actually ) to help because we had shit ton of work to get done. He was working in same center as her, so I got to know that information even before my boss knew it. I honestly had mixed feelings about that. Like, I need to work, will I be able to focus on it? Although, I'd have much more to fulfill my fantasies.... I guess we'll had to see what happens.
In the meantime, I saw her couple more times in store, coffee bar, etc. Not much conversation, basically small talk. Each time I got more and more to think about, each time her hand on my waist, shoulder, grabbing my hand. I knew it meant nothing, she's straight mother and wife, she's just that kind of person. But my down town didn't cared about it. Not a single time. Also my face... Lips.. I bit my lower lip every time I saw her. I even did it without realizing it.. One time she saw me bitting my lip, I just grinned and waved, she did the same. Never ever thinking about wtf happened cuz I didn't realized I actually bit my lip looking at her, like... Wtf?
Anyway, it was summer, extremely hot in warehouse so nobody's questioned why my face is red hot, but it was cuz she got here, hugs and talks to me, again, like we know each other for ages..
I had hard time focusing on talking with her and not grinning while my downtown is melting. Biggest problem was she was supposed to work with me, help me with the job. As I told you already, she was that kind of person that needs to flap hands around, stand to close to person she's talking to, hands on shoulders, wrists, around waist.. My downtown burnt for some time in that way of her talking to me.
After some time, I guess 3 days, she started doing something else than job I was doing. So that fucking feeling drifted away sometimes, when I kinda focused on important job. I can barely stand the hot weather, I'm all nervous and angry when it's that hot, but her hand on my waist with a hard grip boiled me from inside out.
I was actually mad at her, that's why I boiled on that tight grip. She's geting job done, but politicaly, which I disliked a lot. Cuz when she leaves, I'll have to deal with all that shit that's left.. I was so frustrated I barely noticed that grip at first. But when I did, I closed my eyes for a second and felt that, deep.. Blushed again, but of course, it couldn't be seen from redness from heat and frustration, I took a deep breath to cool my mind. It didn't cooled of anything. Instead, I felt her perfume and skin deep in my head. It fucked me up, my legs instantly pressed together, I looked at her with a grin.
"Whats up?!" I said still grinning.
"Please, don't be mad at me, why are you mad?!" she said with kinda puppy face, but it's obvious that was an act.
I tried to explain her I'm not mad, I'm just hot and tired, but I was just trying to get over that cause I wasn't in the mood for a fight. Not verbally nor physically. Another problem begins, scenes in my mind, yet her hand is now on my legs, above the knees, gripping, like I wouldn't be mad, ha!
Guys, my heart is beating in my throat, my head is spinning. Don't know if because of her or me being angry or the heat that's rising with each hour on work.. I said again I'm not mad and rushed back to my table. I now realised I didn't told you how good she's looking.
Very curly hair, fire red hair, kinda like afro, not long, just above shoulders. A bit shorter than me, like 160cm, I couldn't guess her weight. But that ass...DAMN!
She's not slim or skinny, I don't like that body type... She's curvy! Majestic ass, waist, legs, shoulders, neck, back. You can get fantastic grip on everything! I don't even have to tell you every time she looks and speaks to you, she smiles. Both mouth and eyes. I kinda have feeling she's provoking me with that smile. She has that kind of 'eye fuck' look. I literally have a feeling she can fuck you just by looking at you.
I went to my desk, still boiling and grinning hoping I would cool down, trying to focus on my job not to think of anything else.