When my husband started posting my pictures online I left him too it, but as I saw the pictures of normal people having sex I got so turned on. Eventually, I realised it wasn't only the sex that excited me but also the wide variety of women posting on the site we like! There was something incredibly erotic about seeing normal women like me sharing themselves for all to see that changed my attitude towards them completely!
So for year and a half now I have been full on bi-curious, just waiting for a chance to have sex with another woman! But chance has never come, until 6 weeks ago!
I'm going to call my new lover Claire but it is not her real name - I have to have some secret.
Claire and I have been friends for about a year since her son joined my daughters school. She lives about 2 roads away from me but we walk the same way home with the children after school. I've noticed that she has a really sexy bum and what seem to be nice small tits but nothing happened until the last week of the summer holiday.
That week there was a holiday club at the local church so we sent our kids off there for the week. On the last day I had a day off work and so did Claire, so when she offered me to go for coffee at her house I thought about the cleaning at home and decided to wait until later to clean and went round.
The weather this summer was lovely and that day was really warm, so we sat in back garden with our coffees. After chatting for a bit Claire asked if she minded if she changed into her bikini as she wanted to make most of the sun. I said I did not and was secretly looking forward to seeing more of her.
She came back down and was in a lovely but not overly sexy bikini. Her body was not like the airbrushed models we see in magazines but instead showed the signs of having had a child, with a few stretch marks and a bit of a mummy-tummy.
As we carried on chatting I kept trying to look without being caught, but suddenly Claire asked if I like what I saw! I was so embarrassed, but she did not seem to care. She said that she had seen me looking at her before now and did not mind. In fact she liked the attention!
I was still bright red with embarrassment so she put her hand on my knee and told me not to worry.
I felt really uncomfortable now but also a bit excited. Was this the start of something or was Claire just being a friend?
After a couple of minutes of awkward silence, Claire asked me if I was ok. I said that I had not meant to embarrass her to which she said again that she liked knowing that I liked looking at her, and that she had seen the glances I had given to other women too.
I was really aware of the warmth of her hand on my knee and really did not want to break the moment. Suddenly, Claire broke contact and got up and went into the kitchen. I did not know what to do so I got up and followed her in to try to explain. But when I got there she carried on talking.
She explained that there was a good reason why she was a single mum. I knew that her son's dad had not been around for a long time but did not know why. She explained that she had got pregnant after a long relationship but he had left when he found but she did not mind that as she was already seeing someone else - another girl. The problem is that girl had also run when she found out and Claire had not been with anyone since.
Then she asked the question I'd always been both scared and excited about, had I ever been with a woman?
Again I went bright red and tried to get an answer of some sort out, but Claire cut me short by walking across the kitchen and kissed me!
I have to admit that the first thought in my head was "this ca not be happening!" My mind was in turmoil as I thought this sort of thing only happened in erotic stories, but finally after what seemed like an age, I found myself kissing her back!
Almost instinctively my hands found themselves on Claire's waist and somewhere in the back of my mind I realised that her skin felt different to Miks - softer, smoother.
After a couple of moments we broke apart and just stared at each other. Claire looked at me and I saw a hint of nervousness in her eyes. I realised that she had taken a big risk in taking the lead so I simply said "Wow!" and gave her a quick kiss.
I said that I could not help but see how sexy she was but that I had never even kissed another woman before. We sat down at the table and held hands as we talked a little more and I explained that my interest in women was quite new. She said she understood as she had been there herself and then kissed me again.
As our tongues moved together I realised that a line had been crossed and that I did not want to let this moment end. I broke the kiss and something along the lines of that tumbled out of my mouth and Claire simply smiled. She took my hand and led me out of the kitchen and towards the stairs. As she started up them my eyes were drawn to her beautiful, bikini-covered bum and it was almost hypnotic as she climbed then before me. The trance was broken when she asked are you coming and I looked up to see her grinning over her shoulder at me!
Following her upstairs, I found myself in her small bedroom and Claire turned towards me again. I walked over and this time I started the kiss. She had woken something inside me and I wanted to fill the need that was building up within me.