The perfect picture is never far away.
***
Emmy was considered to be the most popular professor on campus. She had a certain way with students. There was a passion with what she did. And she loved teaching students.
Among other courses, Emmy taught painting, sculptures, and photography.
What she loved about art was the free expression. A person could bare their soul on the images they create. That's always what Emmy strived to do with her art work. That's what Emmy strived to teach her students.
And she always kept an open mind...
***
It was the second week of Fall semester. Class had ended and the students cleaned their painting supplies.
Most of the students had left by the time Emmy began to clean her own things. Others put the final touches on their art projects.
But there was one student who caught the professor's eye. It was the very beautiful Violet, the intriguing art student.
Violet was sort of a mystery to the professor. She was a little older than most students, mid or late-20's, the professor estimated. She had a confidence and sassiness that made her appealing.
She was beautiful. Fashion model beautiful. Plenty of college boys tried flirting with her on the first day of class. Some of the girls had looked at her enviously too.
What especially made Violet so eye-catching was the bold red lipstick she wore for each class. It was a strong colored lipstick and it looked vibrant against her light complexion.
Emmy gathered her belongings after cleaning up. Then she put on her jacket and scarf. Even as she approached middle-age, Emmy still dressed like a hipster. That's because she always lived in a hipster area, and her parents were huge hippies.
All of the students had left, except for Violet, who finally began to clean up her things. Emmy was ready to leave and they made eye contact. Both of them were about to say something to break the awkwardness.
"You know, I'm actually a big fan of yours," Violet said as she put some of her art supplies away.
"Really?"
"I'm familiar with your stuff. That's why I enrolled in this class. I wanted to learn from the master artist."
There was a playfulness & seriousness in the student's voice. It was a genuine comment which the professor appreciated.
Emmy smiled, "I'm hardly a master. But I appreciate the nice words. Most students don't know about my side work."
"That's a shame. You're a gifted woman."
"That's very sweet of you to say. It's always nice to be acknowledged."
Violet winked, "You deserve all the praise."
There was a brief moment of awkward silence between them, as Emmy was already packed up and ready to go, while Violet still had a scattered mess to clean.
"So are you an art major?" Emmy asked.
"It's actually a minor," Violet replied. "I'm majoring in apparel & merchandise. I'd like to work in the fashion industry someday."
Emmy looked the student over. There was a confidence and style which the student possessed.
"You've certainly got the style for it."
"Thanks."
"Anyway, it was nice talking to you," Emmy said.
"You too. I'm really enjoying this class so far."
"Well, there's plenty more. This semester is going to be a lot of fun."
"And I look forward to it," the student smiled.
***
In many ways, being a good artist is like being the perfect student. There's always a need to learn and explore. The artist can never stop growing.
That was Emmy's mentality for her work. That was her mentality for her personal life. That was her philosophy.
As the semester went on, Emmy found herself constantly being amazed by her students. Just like every year. She was impressed by what students were able to create once they learned the proper techniques and found the right confidence. That was the real perk of the job.
With over a hundred students that semester, it was impossible to get to know each student on a personal level. But she tried. She always enjoyed going around the room to speak with students, to find out their needs and interests.
And then there was Violet. The seemingly mysterious student in Emmy's painting class.
Violet had a confident demeanor which was unshakable. It was like she didn't give a shit about what people thought. She knew she was special, and she wasn't shy about it.
They talked here & there. But in Emmy's opinion, not nearly enough.
***
Emmy sat in her office and used the computer. As usual, there were plenty of emails to keep her busy. Most were from students with an array of different questions.
There was a knock by the open door, and Emmy looked to see Violet standing there, looking as sassy as ever. The student wore a sleek black dress with boots, along with an array of bracelets and necklaces. Emmy was envious of the student's gorgeous style.
"Am I interrupting anything?" Violet asked in a polite manner.
"Not at all. Just getting to my emails. Did we have an appointment?"
"Nope. This is entirely impromptu. Do you mind? I can always come back later if you want."
Emmy gestured to an empty seat. "It's fine. Take a seat."
The student sat across from the professor. Emmy watched as Violet gracefully adjusted her dress and sat with perfect posture. The red lipstick around Violet's mouth had an intoxicating appeal to it.
"The reason I'm here is because I've heard you're looking for a paid model for a winter retreat."
Emmy raised an eyebrow. "Where did you hear that?"
"I have my sources in the modeling community," the student smiled.
"Well, you've heard correct. It's something the art professors do every year. You know, where we drink coffee, have some wine, and be the cultural elitists snobs that we are."
Violet laughed. "Is that right?"
"It is. But mostly, we make art. We hire some models, and we paint, photograph, sculpt, or whatever. Then we use the artwork for upcoming art exhibits. It's a great way for us to fine-tune our craft and to make some extra money on the side."
"Sounds like fun."
"Very much so. It's at a small resort, about 20 miles away. We stay there for a few days. I'm assuming you're a model."
Violet nodded. "A fairly experienced model, I might add."
"You certainly have the appearance & attitude of a model."
Violet winked. "Thank you, professor."
"I appreciate the inquiry. Any other time, a model like you would immediately be accepted."
"You're declining my offer?"
"Unfortunately, I have to," Emmy replied. "It's sort of an unofficial policy that we have. We don't invite students for this kind of retreat."
Violet's facial expressions remained confident. "I don't think I've ever been turned down before."
"I'm sorry."
"Now you've made me curious. What's the nature of this retreat?"
"Nude art," Emmy replied, with a hint of embarrassment. "That's what the artwork is about there. And that's why we don't offer the modeling jobs to students at this university."
"But this university has nude models in a few of the art classes. What's the difference?"
"That's on campus. The retreat is off-campus. It's to avoid any legal issues. I hope you understand."
"Is there any reason you guys do this at a private retreat?" Violet asked. "Why not do it on campus, or at a private studio."
"The retreat is gorgeous during the winter. It provides for some truly stellar images. And the natural surroundings really brings something out of the models we work with."
Violet gave a sly smile. "Now I'm even more interested. This art retreat sounds like fun. I'll reduce my price, and I promise to give you inspiration like you've never had before."
For a brief moment, the professor was surprised by the student's persistence. She knew she was dealing with a person who never took 'no' for an answer. And who could possibly refuse a young woman like Violet?
"I don't think the other professors would approve of this," Emmy finally responded.
Violet shrugged. "Who cares what they think?"
"I do."
"Then maybe they won't have to know. When is the retreat?"
"December 19 through 22, if I'm not mistaken."
"Then why don't we meet on December 18?" Violet asked, as if the answer was so obvious. "We'll show up a day early. Then I'll leave. None of your colleagues will know I was there."
Emmy paused for a moment. "I'll think about it."
"Don't keep me waiting too long, professor. I usually have a busy schedule during that time of year."
The student winked, stood up, and left the office. Emmy was left to contemplate the firm offer.
***
Many years ago, when Emmy was in college, there was a particular professor she admired. It was the professor of a literature course. Emmy loved to read.
The professor who taught that course was an older hispanic woman. Beautiful & graceful in every way.
It was inevitable that they eventually became friends, even beyond the traditional professor/student relationship. They had the same interests, taste in books, and a passion for supporting women's rights in the city which they lived.
They hung out more often. They spent more time together. Emmy became infatuated with the brown skinned latina professor. She took another course with that professor in the following year. They made more appointments together to work on her essays, but really, it was just an excuse to spend more time together. They both knew it.
One day, the beautiful hispanic Professor invited Emmy to lunch at a park. They talked about life and their goals. They talked about their passions and desires. And everything in between.
The professor leaned in to kiss Emmy on the lips, and Emmy instinctively turned away after their lips briefly touched. Afterwards, their relationship was never the same after the awkward moment.
To this very day, Emmy still wondered what could have been. Did she make the right decision? Did she make the wrong decision?