This is part 3 of a three-part story. My apologies for taking so long to get this part published. You may want to re-read Parts 1 and 2 since it's been so long.
© 2022 Candy_Kane54
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The past four months have been hell.
Ever since Grace threw me out, I've been moping around. My boss pulled me aside this morning and told me I needed to get my head out of my ass, or he was going to let me go. Since I needed this job, I worked extra hard the rest of the day and even clocked out before I finished. I made sure he saw me do it so he'd know I was serious.
Every day, I'd drive by our old apartment, hoping to get a chance to see Grace and apologize for what I did. Every night, I'd suffer through the nightmare of what I had done to nearly kill Grace. I'd wake up in a cold sweat, hoping against hope that it was just a dream and I'd be lying next to Grace. I never was, and I'd cry, wishing that I could undo what I've done.
I noticed that she was hanging out with John Steiner, one of the guys we'd double-dated over the years. My heart hurt when I saw that, thinking that Grace was over loving me and would now be a normal woman. I followed them one time when he had picked her up, and they went to dinner and then to a nightclub for drinking and dancing. I'll admit that I was stalking her, and I was sure she had seen me a couple of times. Each time I saw her with him, I'd go back to my room and cry myself to sleep.
After putting in an extra hour of work off the clock, I left to go home and change out of my work clothes. After eating a sandwich, I headed out to drive by Grace's place once more to see if I could get a look at her, hoping that I'd get a chance to apologize. Grace must have heard me because, for the first time since I've done this, I saw her looking out the window as I slowly drove by on my bike.
When I saw her, I pulled to the curb and stopped, looking back at Grace, hoping that she'd come to the door. We looked at each other for a minute or two before Grace stepped away from the window. I waited, hoping that the door would open and she'd come out. Still, after several minutes it became apparent that wasn't going to happen. I pulled away and headed back to my room. I was sad that I didn't get to apologize but encouraged by the fact that Grace had stood there and hadn't immediately drawn back.
This continued for another week. I'd drive up to see Grace looking out the window and me looking back. Then, what I had hoped for finally happened. This time, as I drove up, the door was open, and Grace was standing in the doorway looking back at me. I pulled over and waited, looking for some sign that I could approach. I killed the engine and took off my helmet, all the while maintaining our eye contact, willing Grace to call me to her.
I saw Grace look around to see if any of our snoopy neighbors were out and about. Then she gestured for me to approach, and my heart tightened so hard that I couldn't breathe. "Oh, God," I prayed to myself as I crossed the street and walked up to the door, "Please let her forgive me."
As I approached, Grace stepped back without a word to let me enter. I watched her face, looking for a clue as to what would happen. I vowed that I would grovel and abase myself for however long it took to get Grace's forgiveness if she would let me.
As soon as I entered, I dropped to my knees and said, "Oh, God, Sweet Cheeks, I'm so sor...."
Grace came up, before I could finish, cupped my face with her hands, and silenced me with her lips as they crushed against mine. My heart nearly leaped out of my body for joy as the tears poured out of my eyes. Grace had forgiven me, and right then, I vowed to spend the rest of my life making it up to her...
May 1992
... Grace sobbed before choking on her tears. I started crying, too, knowing how bad Grace was feeling.
"Oh, Sweet Cheeks, I'm so sorry. I wish I could be there for you," I said, my heart breaking for Grace. No one should outlive their children, especially an only child.
"I know, Baby Doll. I wish you could be here, too. But I need you to get healed. I'll be back there soon," Grace finished.
"I will," I vowed. "I'll be here for you when you get back, Sweet Cheeks," I said.
"At least Virginia got back before she went," Grace said between the tears. "She got to say goodbye."
Grace started crying again, and I joined her. I was thankful that Virginia had managed to get back from her trip to the Pentagon in time. I knew Grace had been worried that Bonnie might go before Virginia got back.
Once Grace got herself under control again, I asked, "How are the boys doing?"
"Virginia's with them now," Grace replied. "I'm so glad she's here. She loves them to death, and I know she'll do anything to get them through this. I am so thankful for her. I don't think I could do this by myself."
I agreed with Grace about Virginia. When Bonnie had first told me about her growing feelings for Virginia, I knew she was something special. Bonnie had been a real trooper, taking care of the two boys on her own, working many jobs to support them. She was unhappy, but she would do whatever it would take to ensure the boys had a good life. When I saw how happy Virginia made Bonnie, I had thrilled that Bonnie had finally found someone to make her happy, like Grace made me happy.
We talked for about an hour, Grace breaking down from time to time, and I'd cry with her. I wished I could be there to comfort her, but I vowed I'd stay on the phone with her as long as it took to help her get by. I did get to talk to Virginia for a minute, giving her my condolences. Finally, Grace said that she had to hang up and go to comfort the boys and Virginia for a while. She didn't want to selfishly spend all of her time with me while they were hurting as much as she was.
I was emotionally drained by the time we finished the phone call. I sat there for quite a while, upset that I couldn't be there for Grace in this time of need. As I sat there chastising myself, I thought back to the day Grace told me that Bonnie had cancer...
February 1992
... Just as I got in the door from work, I heard the phone ringing. When I answered the phone, I heard Grace say, "Kathy, Bonnie may have cancer. She called today to tell me that she'd been sick and went to see a doctor. After a bunch of tests, her doctor thinks she has pancreatic cancer. They're going to do an exploratory surgery Thursday. I may have to go there and help out if it's bad." I heard the fear in her voice, and it made me hurt, realizing that she was hurting so much.
"Oh, God, Grace, that's terrible. Is there anything I can do?" I asked. I was devastated. Bonnie had been like a daughter to me practically from the day she was born.
"I'll need you to take me to the airport and keep an eye on my place if I have to be gone for a while," Grace said. "Oh, Baby Doll, I'm scared!" She started sobbing, and it broke my heart to hear it.
"I'll be right over, Sweet Cheeks," I said.
I geared up, hopped on my bike, and headed out to see Grace. When I got to Grace's place, she waited for me at the door. She looked so sad, and I could see that she was trying hard not to cry. I gathered her up in my arms, crushing her teats against mine as I pushed the door closed. My hands went to her ass, and I picked her up as we kissed. Grace wrapped her legs around my hips as I walked us into her bedroom. I would do whatever it took to cheer Grace up, at least for a while.
I sat on the bed, Grace settling into my lap, her legs around my hips, as we continued kissing. I put everything into it, trying to kiss all of her sadness out of her. I was getting hot and wet, and my nips were hard and aching as we continued swapping spit. I could feel Grace's nips digging into my teats, and she started moaning along with me as we pressed into the kiss. Our tongues ravaged each other's mouths, taking turns trying to dominate the other. My hands ran up and down her back as hers was doing the same to my back.
Finally, our kiss ended. We put our foreheads together as we stared into each other's eyes, panting hard, trying to get oxygen in our lungs. I could see Grace's desire overcoming her sadness, and I thrilled at the need I saw in her eyes and vowed that I would give her whatever she wanted...