Rachel: After her night in the box
I always fantasized about being "That Girl", the one all the girls whispered about, whispering to each about what a slut she is, how all the boys say she's easy, how slutty she dresses. I wanted to be her. I just could never do it. Oh sure, I've had sex. Plenty of sex, but only with my boyfriend. That is until that party the other night. (Girl in the box)
I had never even had a guy go down on me but when Stacy pushed me up against that box and I felt that tongue I lost my mind. I didn't even know who it was until she told me. When she told me it was Jessie, my best friend, I almost died. I didn't die but I did cum. The orgasm was unreal. I would do anything to feel that way again.
I masturbate almost constantly now. I can't help it. Nobody except those girls even know it was me but every boy I look at could have been on the outside of that box. I could have tasted his cum, swallowed it. Sometimes I think about yelling out "hey I blew you". Just to feel what the embarrassment would be like.
I know that is what I liked about it: the humiliation of it. Every time I masturbate I imagine doing more and more humiliating things. I came hard when I imagined Stacy handing me a tee shirt that said 'I was the girl in the box' and made me wear it all day at school.
I can't imagine what my boyfriend Danny would say if he knew it was me. He didn't go to the party and I told him I didn't either. I told everyone I had to go out to dinner with my grandparents. All my friends told me that I missed a wild party and what a couple sluts those girls were. Everyone I spoke with about it said that nobody knew who they were for sure.
Danny is the one at fault for my desire to swallow cum and be humiliated. About two months ago we were up in my room. Danny wanted a blow job and he always wants me to swallow. I don't mind it at all but I always act like it is a big deal so he will grab my head, push his cock deep in my throat so I have to swallow and then tell me how hot it is and that only slutty girls swallow.
I could tell this was going to be one of those times. I was actually in the mood anyway but I wanted him to make me do it. I never say no, but I always make him work for it. He will kiss me and tease me for hours if he thinks I will let him fuck me eventually. Not that night because it was my time of the month.
I don't really like to blow him when there is nothing in it for me. I could tell what he wanted and I was teasing him terribly. I was sucking on a piece of hard candy and telling him how good it tasted. I had on my little short shorts. I would never wear them out but I did lounge around the house in them.
"You know I can't do anything with you this week." I said he just nodded. I kind of felt sorry for him.
"You could at least give me a little relief you know." He looked so sad. I leaned over to him and kissed him on the mouth.
"I guess if you want me to do that you'll have to force me to." I just looked at him and smiled. He looked at me for a second like he didn't know what to do, then he grabbed my hair and pushed me down into his lap. I bit his dick through his shorts lightly just to let him know I was game. I have never been with anyone but him. I kissed a few other guys but never so much as let anyone else touch me.
He lifted up his hips and slid his shorts down with one hand still holding my hair with the other. He pushed my head back down and I took him into my mouth. He was bucking his hips and talking dirty to me. Literally fucking my face. I loved it. He is so nasty when he talks dirty to me. I really like it.
My older sister Cathy came barging in my room about that time. "Oh my god you two are so gross" then she slammed the door. I was totally humiliated but I never stopped doing what I was doing. Cathy and I are in the same grade even though she is a year older. Cathy was very sick when we were little and she missed almost an entire school year. The next year we moved here and Mom enrolled us in the same grade at school.
My sister and I are more rivals then sister's. We have totally different interests: I am into Pep squad and school social life and she is definitely not. I love my sister but she is a very dark person, almost Goth. She does well in school and studies a lot, but she hangs out with strange people and I think they smoke a lot of pot.
We used to tease her all the time and I guess that is why we aren't always the nicest to each other. I know she loves me though.
"Man, now your sister knows what a slut you are." Danny was still talking dirty to me. He was rubbing my butt and pussy through my shorts and it was feeling really good. Then I felt him pull my shorts down to right below my butt.
He rubbed my pussy a little until he felt the string from my tampon then her stopped. His finger went up to my butt hole and I could feel him rubbing circles around it. I didn't stop him even when he tried to push his finger in my butt. I did yelp a little so he stopped. I actually didn't want him to stop so actually pushed back into his finger and flexed a little hoping he would take the hint.
"Oh so you want me to finger your ass huh, you little slut" I didn't say anything I just kept sucking his dick. He came right then and I swallowed every drop. "Wow I love having a slutty girlfriend" he said as he came in my mouth. "Now that I know I just have to push you down there you are going to blow me every day." He laughed when he said that and I started licking his cock like a momma cat lick her kittens.
He was still playing with my butt hole. Pushing his finger in just a little and then pulling it back out. I felt like he was tearing me open a little but I still never told him to stop. Now I was actually rubbing my own clit a little and breathing hard. I couldn't believe I was playing with myself in front of him but I didn't want to stop.
He pushed me up on my knees but I kept my head in his lap. I was so embarrassed I did not want to even look at him. Then I saw him pick up an ink pen off my bed. I felt him remove his finger from my butt and push the pen in. He pushed it a little deeper than his finger but it was a lot smaller. I was moaning now.
"I think you like it in the ass Rachel. Are you a little butt slut?" I was pushing back against him every time he pushed the pen in. When he had almost all the way in he left it there. I could feel my butt shaking as I began to cum. He was laughing at me now.
Now that I had cum I wanted him to take the pen out but he just left it there. He pushed his dick back in my mouth and stroked it in and out a few times. I knew my door was unlocked because Cathy had already caught us once. I didn't want her to come in here and see that pen sticking out of my ass, which was a definite possibility since I was turned with my ass pointed straight at the door.
"Man, I bet Cathy would freak, seeing you butt fucking an pen" He was laughing again. I was whining with his dick in my mouth but my hand was moving back to my clit. That is when he reached over and grabbed my hairbrush off my desk. He pulled the pen out.