I have a very special dressing room table. To be precise, it is the chair that is special, being shaped like a saddle, and projecting up from the padded leather are two silicone dildos of formidable size. It's not a sex chair - or at least it's not primarily such - but it is, rather, a seat designed to ease my almost constant aching need to be filled both front and rear.
Indeed, I like to sit there with a skirt to conceal the obscene truth. I often wish the chair were really a saddle that I might never need to abandon its comforting penetration, but it is fixed firmly in place, at the dresser, where I must look at myself in the mirror within its ring of lights.
This is Ellie's gift to me, along with a multitude of lipsticks and pencils and blushers and so on, almost all in various shades of pink. If I am to sit there, she says, I must use my time wisely. In other words, I watch Youtube videos and perfect the art of applying make-up.
In all modesty, I'm getting rather good. I can do anything from pouting human to plastic Barbie. Tonight I'm aiming for somewhere in the middle. My long hair is recently bleached and lightly curled, my lips a gorgeous fuschia, and I've opted to go braless and uncorseted, wearing only the T-shirt with the logo "Prize Or Penalty". The material is stretched tight by my large breasts, and the outlines of my nipple shields are clearly visible.
These shields are cages that contain my nipples completely, and are held in place by barbells. Wearing them is the only way I've found to stop the constant itching and get some deep, proper sleep.
I struggle often to remember the woman I was before "Prize Or Penalty". Everything about me then was so ordinary. Ordinary appearance, ordinary sex drive, ordinary sex, ordinary clothes. The game show changed all that, transforming me into a woman with a bimbo body and a slut mind.
Which Ellie absolutely adores, and so do I. My family might still be in shock some six months later, but Ellie and I are more passionately in love than ever.
That was a great night for us.
So of course, when the TV company sent us free tickets for another show, we were delighted. We're going. Tonight's the night. The chances of either of us getting to the final are so small as to be negligible - lightning, they say, never strikes the same place twice - and the show is great fun to watch... so of course.
"Ready?" Ellie asks from the doorway.
"Just need my shoes," I say, and stretch out my feet for her. Obligingly she straps the neon pink sandals into place, and I ease up from my seat until the dildos spring free and the aching emptiness returns with a vengeance.
I quickly wipe the wet leather and the glistening dildos clean before bending over to let Ellie push my gold buttplug into place. I would love for her to push her hand into the other, but we have somewhere to be.
I stand and straighten my skirt. "Ready."
"Let's go."
But this is not my story.
*
"Copacabana!" Ellie shouted, just as the music crashed to a halt. She was high on adrenaline, breathing hard, and roasting under the heat of the spotlights. And somehow, amazingly, terrifyingly, she had made it to the final round, just as Vicki had done before.
"What if it happens again?" she'd asked her earlier.
"Then we'll make it work," Vicki had said. "No matter what."
And Ellie had nodded. "No matter what."
Except it
had
happened - not to Vicki this time, but to Ellie, and she was wholly unprepared. She had fought her way through the general knowledge rounds, deliberately not thinking about the consequences of actually winning, sure until the end that she would not, but -
Seven! If she played to the end, she was guaranteed two prizes! She'd be a millionaire! Ellie grinned and waved to where she thought Vicki was. The lights dazzled her.
"Well, Ellie," Charlie said, "you can walk away a winner now with this beautiful golden necklace" - he held it up to the audience, and they
ooh
ed and
ahh
ed appreciatively - "or you can risk all and play
Prize Or Penalty
..."
Still refusing to think about the consequences, her answer was quick. "I'll play, Charlie."
"You know the rules, Ellie," Charlie said, his grin as demonic as ever. "You scored seven in the last round, and that entitles you to seven items of clothing. I don't know, but I think you're -"
The audience completed it for him: "- overdressed!" Laughter gave way to a chant: "
Strip! Strip! Strip!
"
Except she wasn't. A pair of shoes counted as one, as did a pair of socks and, naturally, a pair of trousers, and so on. "Um, I've only got seven on," she said, and blushed as the audience laughed. It was so different being the one surrounded by the cameras and the audience, the one facing Charlie. She much preferred watching the game to being its participant - and its victim.
There was a chance she could get all the prizes and none of the penalties, but what if... What if, like Vicki, she got all the penalties too? How would she be transformed? Was the risk of being turned into a bimbo - or worse - worth the chance at a few millions?
"Ten boxes, Ellie," Charlie explained. "Five prizes, and five penalties. Remember, at any time, you can quit and go home with this beautiful necklace." Again he held it up enticingly, and Ellie shook her head after a moment's hesitation. Why had she fought to reach this point if she wasn't going to play?
"To open a box," Charlie said, following the script everyone knew off by heart, "you must surrender an item of clothing." As always, he winked lecherously at the camera. "So, are you ready, Ellie?"
"Yes, Charlie," she replied, the tension easing slightly now that the momentous decision was made.
"Excellent! Then let's play
Prize Or Penalty
!"
The audience fell silent as a drum rolled. "What item of clothing will you remove first, Ellie?"
"My jacket," she said, and handed it to Charlie.
"An independent adjudicator is responsible for selecting the five penalties and arranging them randomly," Charlie explained, "but let's hope you find a prize. In just a few minutes, Ellie, you could be going home a multi-millionaire! Choose your first box..."
"Number four, please, Charlie."
Ten gold boxes were arrayed behind her. Charlie fetched Number Four for her and opened it to reveal the test tube and card. The liquid was creamy in colour and consistency, so bitter her face twisted in response as she drank it down. She prayed for it to be a prize, but held her breath over the thought of her body's impending mutation.
Would it be her hair, her face, her breasts? Would she get the same
Itchy Nipples
that tormented Vicki so? No - but it wasn't a prize. Crestfallen, she showed the card to the camera: "Augmented Arches".
A murmur of sympathy issued from the audience, though there was some quiet laughter too. She remembered one of the past winners talking about this, how it reshaped the musculature of the feet and lower legs so that walking in anything other than high heels became acutely painful.
Ellie was no fan of high heels - at least, not on her own feet. She loved seeing Vicki strut about in heels, but rarely suffered more than a half-inch herself.
"You don't seem too thrilled by that," Charlie said, his attempt at sympathy ruined by the gleam of excitement in his eyes.
"No," she said.
"Well, better luck next time, Ellie. You do want to continue, don't you?"