[FF, oral, anal, scat]
...
It always seems to storm whenever I meet with you. Maybe the sky knows how my insides are churning, how wet I am down below, quivering, and strives to match me, swirling, blowing, drenching, adding fear to the wild ride of emotions and desires running through me as I drive through the dark to meet you. I wonder what would happen if I crashed and died. If my last act on this earth was driven by yearning for you.
But I make it finally, pull in to the parking lot of the seedy little hotel near downtown, a place I'd normally never venture in daylight, much less dusk. My hands are shaking as I pop the trunk and run through the rain, grabbing my bag, clicking the lock button. I splash through puddles as I find cover at the lobby entrance, socks damp and cold in my shoes.
And there you are, waiting for me awkwardly as people come in and out, holding the room key. You catch sight of me and smile that radiant smile, teeth shining, eyes twinkling, high cheek bones rising higher. My stomach does a little flip flop. You're so gorgeous. Tall, fit, beautiful. I can't help but smile back. It's contagious.
You greet me, and we shuffle there awkwardly for a moment, smiling at each other like idiots, like middle schoolers trying to ask someone to dance at a school event.
"Shall we go up?" you say. "Got a room already." You wave the key card.
I catch my breath and say, "yeah" lamely. Can't stop smiling.
As we walk through the lobby, I look around and wonder if anyone suspects what we are here to do. Two tall, beautiful, pixie-haired women, smiling, retreating to a private room on a stormy night. How could they not know? Do they imagine us kissing? Do they hate us? What would my parents think?
It doesn't matter in the end, as we're already at the elevators, and no one else gets in. You hesitantly take my hand and I feel another little rush. It takes so little to be thrilled by you. My heart pounds.
A ding and we step off, scan the room numbers until we come to room 305. You slide the card in and out quickly and a little green light grants us entry. Your things are already there next to the bed, a little boom box sits on the desk.
I close the door behind me and you turn around. "Well. Here we are." Smile. Churn.
I take off my backpack, unzip it, take out a 6-pack of fruity alcoholic beverages. "Want a drink?"
"Sure."
While I fumble with the caps on the bottles, you go the desk and turn on a playlist of dance music. I hand you a drink. "Cheers!" We sip. Smile. Your hand brushes mine for a second. Electric.