This is for the ladies. This story is very different than my last. This is a romance. So you macho "wimp haters" don't waste your time reading this. I tried to get in touch with my feminine side while writing this one. It is for the female reader. I hope it is good. I really want some feedback from the ladies on this little tale.
She was so nervous that her stomach felt queasy and her legs rubbery. Her mind seemed detached from her body as she entered the club. She had been here two months earlier, so she was familiar with the layout and the decor. But it was different this time. Two months ago it had been mid-afternoon and the place was almost empty. She had taken off work early that day. Her husband would be working late so she had decided to stop off for a drink. It had been a bitch of a morning at work. She has seen the sign that read 'Plath's Place', and since Sylvia Plath was her favorite poet, she decided to stop. A drink would help her unwind. Then she would go home fix dinner and wait for her husband.
This time it was 10:00 at night and the club was crowded. The atmosphere inside wasn't raucous, but music was playing and the rituals of people having fun, meeting, talking, pairing off, and enjoying each other's company were obvious.
She straightened her dark silk skirt one last time and entered, heading towards the ivory colored bar. It was so strange to be in a club that wasn't dark, heavy and masculine. This place clearly had a feminine touch. The decor was also sophisticated and literary. Not surprising, given the name over the door. Sort of a 'nightlife at Vassar College' look.
Two months earlier she had entered the club, enjoyed the light airiness of the place, and had sat at this same bar. She had ordered a Daiquiri from the barmaid. She had almost finished the drink, sitting there lost in thought before she realized. The only male in the place was an octogenarian slowly pushing a broom across the polished tile floors. The few other patrons were all women. Most looked very much like her, busy professionals taking a mid-afternoon break. The realization that she was in a lesbian club caused her to sit up with a jerk.
The barmaid noticed and with a knowing smile said, "It's OK, nobody will bother you."
Noticing the ring on her finger the attractive server added, "a lot of married women come in here during the day. They find it peaceful, and they don't have to worry about some guy making a jerk of himself and ruining the few minutes they have to relax."
She visibly relaxed and the barmaid moved to another female patron who had just entered. She enjoyed the peaceful surroundings. She hummed softly to the canned string quartet music and finished her drink. She felt an unusual calm. She felt as if she fit here.
It was a wonderful, but disquieting feeling.
As she paid for her drink and stood to leave, the barmaid said, "please come back, but I wouldn't suggest that you come here in the late evening on the weekend." She gave the barmaid a surprised look. "Listen, you are very attractive and would certainly be very popular with the night crowd. So be sure you know what you are looking for before you come back then."
Over the next few weeks she had not been able to get the thought of "Plath's Place" out of her mind. She didn't go back to the club, but found herself thinking all sorts of strange thoughts (strange for her) during quiet times. She began to look at her female co-workers a little differently, even a few of her friends.
Now here she was. It was a Friday night and she could feel several sets of eyes on her as she stood at the bar. The same barmaid she had seen before took her order.
When her drink came, she almost whispered, "Do you remember me?"
The barmaid cast an appraising eye over the woman and said, "I think so. Weren't you in here a couple of months ago. I'm surprised to see you here on a Friday night."
The last sentenced was delivered as the barmaid nodded towards her left hand. Looking down she noticed the light reflecting from her rings. The barmaid had noticed them too.
"Don't worry," the barmaid continued, "you will get hit on, but nobody in here will cross any line you don't want crossed. We don't cater to the 'butch leather' crowd so relax. But be honest, if your not interested just say so. If you are unsure about yourself don't string anybody along. That will piss people off. By the way what's your name?"
"Mrs. Francis McD....." She caught herself. "Sorry, Hi, I'm Fran."
The barmaid said, "I'm Rose. And the first drink is on the house tonight Fran. Relax, have fun and I'll keep my eye on you. OK"
"Thanks," Fran responded feeling better.
Taking a sip of her drink Fran began to relax. The earth hadn't opened, the world hadn't ended, she was OK. Nothing bad had happened. The feeling of peace that she felt two months ago returned to the 30 year-old wife and businesswoman. Finally she felt secure enough to look around the club. There were small groups of women seated at tables talking and laughing. Five or six couple danced to a moderately paced classic rock song on the small dance floor. The women ranged in age from early twenties to over fifty. The younger women dressed in jeans and tank tops, the older women, like her were in dressier clothes. Some wore pantsuits, some skirts and blouses, others in designer dresses. Everyone was attractive and like her, appeared upper-middle class.
Fran's act of looking about the room must have sent some kind of signal.
Almost immediately she was approached by a sophisticated looking woman who slide next to her and said, "Hello, I haven't seen you in here before."
Fran almost choked on her drink. How many times had some man said the exact same thing to her?
"Hello," Fran replied.
"Are you from out of town?"
"Well I live in the suburbs, and I've only been here once before."
"I'm Betty, would you like to sit at my table....Ah ...I didn't hear your name."
"I'm Fran. Thank you Betty, but I think I'll stay here for a while."
Without another word, Betty turned and headed down the bar towards another newcomer.
Rose stopped by on her way to re-fill a drink. "Smart Fran, Betty hovers around looking for new-bees. You sized her up. I guess I don't have to worry about you."