Afterwards, my body felt amazing, and I went back to my dorm tingling all over. I felt so sleepy and sexy. My room-mate was out, and I was completely exhausted. Sylvia had predicted that the session would make me tired and she was right. But she didn't tell me it would also leave me feeling extremely aroused sexually. I dragged myself into bed and lay on my front. My body tingled because I was so turned on. I started to touch myself, sliding my fingers up between my legs. I couldn't believe how wet I was and how much I wanted to masturbate. I know masturbation is a sin, but I couldn't help myself. Feeling very guilty but very excited, I pleasured myself quietly, amazed at the responsiveness of my body, then I fell into a deep sleep after a delicious orgasm.
The next day I woke up feeling great, but I resolved not to go back to Sylvia Jewel. I was very uncomfortable with the intimate comments she had made about my body, and was horrified at the thought that she might be a lesbian. I asked Laci, one of the other girls who had been to see Sylvia, what she thought. "Hey, do you think she's a lesbian?"
"A lesbian? No. She's a sports coach -- she's supposed to touch your body. Why ever would you think that?" She replied. But in the back of my mind, I had a feeling Laci was wrong. I hadn't had any encounters with a lesbian that I knew of before, but the very thought filled me with dread and shame. From my church I knew that lesbians were dirty, sinful women who must be shunned.
However, there was no denying that Sylvia knew her trade. The next day my groin felt much better and my back was completely fixed. I went to practice and couldn't believe how supple and energetic I felt. I ran hard and fast and scored six goals in practice, against our best goalie. Sylvia was a miracle worker, although I could still feel the muscles in my groin and hamstrings complaining again after the heavy exercise. Wanting some more of her magic, I decided not to tell my team-mates about my reservations about Ms. Jewel, and I duly kept my appointment with her two days later.
As before, she made me feel completely at home as soon as I walked into her therapy room. It smelled pleasantly of fragrant oils and warm towels. She was wearing tight black athletic pants and a zip-up top that displayed her cleavage. I couldn't help but admire her body. I noticed again what a strong, slender figure she had -- the body of an athlete who took care of herself. I wanted to be like that when I was her age, although my body was much curvier than hers. I knew she expected me to undress, so hesitantly I took off my clothes. I felt OK about it, since she had seen my bare boobs already, so I stripped all the way down to my panties with only a slight hesitation and stood topless in front of her as she appraised me. I had worn my best pink sports bra, and she made me put it back on so she could examine the way it fitted.
She watched closely as I pulled it down and tucked my breasts inside, one at a time. My nipples swelled and got stiff under her gaze, which made me redden with embarrassment.
"You have beautiful big, breasts," she said. "So you must look after them. It's very important that this fits you and holds you well," she said, helping to fit it, then she stepped behind me and cupped my boobs from behind in her confident, strong hands. Again, I found myself responding positively to her compliments, pleased that she liked my body. But I instinctively flinched when she held my boobs in her hands.
"Don't be alarmed, I'm just feeling for the way they support the weight of your breasts," she said, holding them in both hands and pushing them up. I told myself that I should let her touch me freely because she's a sports therapist, but I had the sudden queasy feeling again that she might be a lesbian. The thought made me very uncomfortable but at the same time I couldn't deny the intriguing curiosity it aroused in me.
"Yes, this is good, it's a good bra. Do you see how it fits you here?" She came round to the front and slid her hands under my armpits. It felt somehow very naughty, even though it was a legitimate procedure.
"Now slip off your top again and get up on the table," she said.
My nervousness at her inappropriate intimacy dissipated immediately when she fixed me with her big blue eyes and her warm smile. Her Scandinavian looks made me think her eyes were the color of an iceberg, although I'd never seen one. She was beautiful, I had to admit. The way she looked at me made my body respond with a warm tingly buzz which I liked. I was allowing her to see my bare breasts with more confidence this time. I lay on my back and she worked my muscles perfectly. At one point she had my leg in her strong hands with her elbow pressed hard up against the crotch of my panties. It felt strange but I couldn't seem to break the spell to say anything.
As before, once she had finished the physical therapy, she asked if I wanted a massage. Guiltily I admitted that I did. Very much. Like last time, she took my panties off and I lay down for her in the nude. I watched as she liberally oiled her hands and then my body.
"Such nice breasts." She murmured as her hands freely roamed over my body. I loved how she made me feel beautiful, and the way she continually complimented my body. Perhaps because of this, I didn't object when her hands slid up my torso to cup my boobs. It felt intimate but at the same time it was very pleasant. I was enjoying her touch far too much, even though I knew I shouldn't.
I realized that she had subtly changed from physical therapist to masseuse, and she was very, very good at it. Now, as she massaged my front, she slid her hands all the way up to cup my breasts and massage them fully in both hands. It felt amazing. I couldn't admit it to myself then, but she got me extremely turned on and I loved it, even though I was embarrassed that I was getting wet between my legs. She made me feel so good and so sexy. I had never felt like that before. Sylvia had a way about her that made me feel proud of my body, and somehow being naked in front of her was a guilty pleasure rather than a sin, and I suppressed the shame I felt at my surging feelings. I could hardly wait to go home afterwards and fall into bed -- still smelling of the massage oils -- to pleasure myself to orgasm and fall into a dreamy, sexy sleep.
I went to see Sylvia every week -- sometimes more than once a week -- throughout the soccer season. She helped me work with my insurance to minimize the cost. She always remained very professional, but she gradually took more and more liberties with my body, and I'm ashamed to say I let her, never once questioning the increasing intimacy between us. I looked forward to the sessions so much. I was getting drawn into the sinful pleasures she gave me and couldn't stop. I enjoyed it far too much. On each occasion I could hardly wait for the second half of the session -- after the sports therapy -- when she massaged my naked body thoroughly with warm oil.
I knew by now of course that she must be a lesbian but I somehow justified to myself that her professional attention was necessary to my athletic success, and put it out of my mind. She was a skillful therapist, and couldn't help it if she was attracted to athletic young girls like me, I told myself. I liked the feeling of being pretty and I loved how my body looked now that I was through with puberty. I had sexy curves now, and it felt nice to undress in front of her and let her see me in the nude. I enjoyed her compliments. I have to confess that I basked in her admiration. And it secretly turned me on.
So I kept seeing Sylvia even as the intimacy increased, until on one occasion, after several weeks of therapy, I became so sexually aroused I had an orgasm right on the table.
Her hands were massaging dangerously close to my sex, but, instead of complaining, I closed my eyes and parted my legs, sighing deeply at the incredible magic she was doing to me. The low simmering heat in my core that I always felt with Sylvia was transmitting itself directly to my tingling pussy, which was becoming hot and slick. Nobody had ever touched me like this before. She stood at my feet, in between my parted legs, with her palms on the front of my hips, massaging very low down on my bikini line, while her thumbs slipped down into the oiled valleys each side of my vulva. She caressed me there intimately but so beautifully, repeatedly stroking up and down the lips of my vagina until I thought I would go crazy with the incredible sensations that were building. I could hardly breathe but I didn't want her to stop so I didn't dare move. She was somehow feathering her fingertips over my clitoris. Suddenly I had that amazing feeling I get when I masturbate. The delicious, pleasurable sensation of sexual arousal grew and grew until I thought something would burst. I could hardly stand it. I started to pant and I knew I was going to come. I couldn't stop it even if I wanted to. Nothing prepared me for the intensity of what she was doing to me, and the amazing way the feeling mounted, building more and more until I cried out in uncontrolled passion. My whole body flexed involuntarily, and I could feel my pussy pulsing again and again, as the intense orgasm overtook me. It was no good pretending she hadn't noticed. When I opened my eyes she was looking at me with a big, warm smile.