Now everyone looks at porn. Even if they don't admit it, girls do too. I started questioning myself as a red-blooded American girl, right around the time of my junior year of college. My taste in men was slowly worsening, and I began to lose my faith in them being able to satisfy me sexually at all. All college guys want from a girl is a one night stand, and to get off.
I started craving my own sexual pleasure much more than I used to. I used to enjoy giving just as much as getting, but my sex drive became suddenly uncontrollable. I started masturbating and looking at porn daily. But the more I experimented with my body, the more I became interested in other women's bodies.
I stopped looking at couples porn altogether, and came harder when I watched either girls masturbating alone, or two girls together. This really started to freak me out. I had always been so attracted to men before. Even the sight of a cute boy on campus or shirtless in the gym could make me wet and hungry. All in all, I was confused.
I knew there was a problem when living with my two very attractive female roommates became an erotic experience. Seeing them wearing nothing but towels around the apartment, and sometimes little skimpy underwear, became a constant struggle for maintaining a friendship only outlook.
I am of average build, slightly on the athletic side, very curvaceous and exotic looking, long dark hair, green eyes. Both of my roommates have the typical petite model thin bodies, with blondish hair and blue eyes. The worse part of being confused about my sexual orientation is having a bisexual for a good friend.
Her name is Jaclyn. We became friends instantly after meeting. We were both very tom-boyish, interested in sports instead of girly things, like action movies, listen to punk music, and have motorcycles.
When I first found out she liked both sexes, it was from my roommate, not from her mouth. Of course, it didn't bother me at the time, because I was fully in a relationship with a football player from our school team, but now it intrigued me. My intrigue soon got the best of me.
My roommates and I got dressed that Friday night for the party of the semester. We achieved the name from previous parties as the three coochies, because we liked to dress similar and arrive all together. Tonight we all wore little mini skirts and tube tops, amply displaying all the goods.
Right away Jaclyn comes over to greet me, puts a drink in my hand, and takes me to introduce her friend Jason. He immediately pulls me into his lap, and Jaclyn playfully sat on the other knee. She smiled coyly at me. The drink I was given takes effect pretty fast, and soon me and Jaclyn are up doing shots with the other boys at the bar.
"Take a shot off each other," Jason yells, and the other boys join in. Jaclyn places the shot glass in my cleavage and I bite onto the lime completely unaware of the fact of what is about to happen. Now we have done shots off each other before but usually completely as friends. When she licked the salt off my neck then dove into my breasts, all I could do was kiss back when she went for the lime.
With the lime still in place she snaked her tongue out and found mine. They danced back and forth with each other before she pulled away and gave me a knowing look. Frightened, I staggered back and laughingly shouted over my shoulder, very unladylike,
"I gotta break the seal for the night and pee," It was so noisy that no one noticed I had said anything....except Jaclyn. Completely drunk, I weaved back and forth down the darkened hallway to the bathroom. Just as I was about to fall Jaclyn took my arm and helped me the rest of the way. She closed the door behind us and helped me into the second division of the bathroom and closed that door.
"Thanks, Jac," I said sweetly. "I'm a little drunk." "Me too," she huskily whispered. "What? Are you gonna stand there and watch while I pee or what?" I laughingly shouted. "Yes," She said succinctly. "Whatever," I joked, "Well, you better take a seat and grab some popcorn cause I'm about to explode." She didn't reply, only sat on the ceramic floor about two feet from the toilet facing me with a serious expression.
I pulled up my skirt and down my thong panties right in front of her peering eyes. I didn't even realize what was going on until I had finished. She had pulled her knees up to her chin and spread them open so I had a perfect view of her panty clad pussy from where I was sitting.