This is my first submission and I would like to convey my sincere gratitude to Kimberly, my Volunteer Editor. I know, without her encouragement and support, it would not have been possible. Thank you, Kimberly for all corrections you made for making it readable and for your time, care and energy. Hope, some readers may like it.
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Waiting in the empty passengers' lounge of the long distance bus terminal, for over half an hour, on a chilly January night made me jittery. I had to attend a court case on the next day and for that I had to travel alone for the first time. It would be a long distance, overnight, bus journey and I did not have a reservation. Dumbstruck, I was blaming my luck, why on earth it had fallen on me; someone else should have been assigned for the job, however, I was aware about the reasons. Technically, I was the most suitable person in the office; I dealt the file all along, it was with me for months and I knew the facts of the case better than anyone else. But the date for a court case is always intimated well in advance. What the departmental counsel told my boss over phone was crap and pure lies; no correspondence had been made and no advance intimation about the date had come from his end. It was intimated just today, and that too had been over phone, but I could not convince my boss that there was no advance intimation and that I did not have prior knowledge about the date. As a result, all my pleadings fell on deaf ears; he did not consider that it would be next to impossible to get a rail or bus reservation in such a short time, nor did he consider the dangers of sending a young woman alone on such a long journey.
I had no escape from his onslaught but had some faint hope that my husband could arrange at least for a bus reservation since he had some connections with the providers of bus service. He came with me to arrange for the last minute reservation and to see me off. I was waiting for him in the passengers' lounge for half an hour; most of the buses had already left by then and at 8:30 pm, the last bus was preparing to depart. With no sign of his return, I was getting more impatient with each passing minute. All of my repeated rings on his mobile went unanswered. He picked up my last call and informed me that he managed the reservation, but it did not reduce my tension. On returning from the office, I did not have much time left for getting ready. In a hurry, I wore just a woollen cardigan over a sari, underestimating the evening chill. Now I shivered, standing in the open areas of the passengers' lounge, regretting that I wore a thin sari instead of pants or jeans, which would have been more comfortable for the journey, I just knew the cardigan would not be enough for the night.
I smiled for the first time, seeing his smug look as he handed me the reservation ticket. I should have kissed him instantly as a reward but ignoring the urge, handed over him my small travel bag. We walked toward the bus waiting in the parking bay. Together we entered through the open doors. I followed him as we searched for my seat, number 12. Under the dimmed lighting of the bus, I noticed its plush interior, heavy curtain on the windows, and reclining seats with thick cushions. I thought it was not as bad as I expected. Soft music played and the scent of lavender in the air pleased my senses. Passengers were seated in most of the seats. There were four seats in a row; two seats side by side on the right and two on the left with an aisle in between. After locating my seat, my husband put my travel bag in the overhead bin and asked me to take my seat. I had a window seat and a middle aged man was next to me.
There was not enough space for entering into my seat and I asked him, "Would you mind to let me in?" Strangely, he did not reply and did not move an inch to let me in. Without wasting time, squeezing myself, I got into my seat. My husband looked worried, silently waited there for few minutes, and when the bus started honking, he waved to me and got down from the bus.
After a few minutes, a faint smell of alcohol surpassed the smell of lavender and as I searched for the source, I found in horror that the person seated next to me was heavily drunk with dropped jaws and in a slumber. Oh my God, how could I sit next to him for the night? I thought. Other passengers seated nearby may have noticed his condition and maybe for that reason they were looking at me, while I took my seat. In the same row, on the other side of the aisle, a middle aged couple was seated and the man was looking at me, leaning forward. My husband was waiting outside for the departure of the bus and I rang him to ask him to change my seat but he replied irritated, "Why do you have to change seats? It is in the front of the bus!"
He had a tough time getting my reservation and I toned down, "Please try and tell me, if it is possible."
"Ok," he snipped.
In a while, I could not find him at the place where he stood and he informed me on mobile, "It's not possible now, the bus is full. I have talked to the bus conductor and he will change it, if you want, while the bus is on move." It turned as another point of tension and I was praying for luck. After honking a few more times, the doors closed and we lurched forward.
The man on the other side of the aisle, in the same row, again leaned forward and asked me, "Excuse me madam, would you like to change your seat? You can take my seat."
It was like music in my ears. He must have overheard the call while I talked to my husband. At that moment, he was sent from heaven. "Yes, thanks, so kind of you."
The man seated beside me might have woken up from slumber and as he yawned, a strong smell of alcohol filled my nostrils. I did not bother to ask him for space and dragged myself out from the seat, crossing his probing knees. The kind gentleman, on the other end, stood up and came out from his seat to make room for me.
I was thanking him again while his wife asked me, "Would you mind taking my seat?" I could not see her properly but her voice was very sweet and soothing. I told her, "Thanks, this one is ok for me." I could not make out what prompted her to offer me her seat; maybe due to the chilly wind entering through the gaps of the closed window. She insisted on a seat change. By then her husband had moved and was sitting in my window seat, beside the drunken man. She stood up from her seat and came out to make room for me. I was grateful to the gentleman for offering me his seat and I had no reason to refuse his wife for seat change. I smiled and slid in to take the window seat. She sat on the seat where her husband had been seated. I told her, "Your husband saved me from sitting there."
"Yeah, how could you sit next to such a drunken man for the whole night? I told him to ask you and by the way, he is not my husband, he is my elder brother," she said, smiling.
I regretted, "Oh, I am so sorry. I should have asked you."
"No problem, don't be sorry, it's not an offence," she laughed off and after pausing for a moment asked me, "Now let me guess, it was your husband who came with you inside the bus?"
I nodded my head.
She asked again, "But he got off from the bus. You are travelling alone?"
"I am working and it's some urgency related to my job," I answered her smilingly.
"Wow, you are working and travelling alone for your job."
She was maybe a housewife but after misjudging them as husband and wife, I could not ask to be sure. She was maybe 46-47 and he was around 52-53 and they were travelling together; but just for those reasons, I should not have assumed they were husband and wife. The glass door between the driver's cabin and passengers' section had been closed, while the bus started, profusely decreasing engine sound and we continued chatting.
"Yes, he came to see me off. He has his jobs here to attend to," I said, smiling.
For the next 15 minutes she continued asking me in detail about our jobs, where in the town we live, how long we were married and so on, which I replied diligently. She was surprised to know that I have son aged 13 who is living in a hostel.
"You do not look like a mom of a 13 year old! Why he is in a hostel?"