Authors Note: In this story a straight women questions herself and her sexuality. This is my first ever story, so I apologize if I fall into the same pitfalls that all new authors fall into. If you guys like it I'll continue on with it, more chapters and such, but no promises, as my interests are always fleeting. Hope you enjoy!
Warnings: female masturbation, army, questioning sexuality, sexuality denial.
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"You're going to get yourself killed." This was one of the few last things my dear mother told me.
"You're going to get yourself killed, and then I'd have to kick your ass, and then that'll just be a whole damned thing, you'll have me certified, kicking my dead daughters ass in her own grave and I just..."
Among other various ramblings.
"Ma... It's just basic training. They'll send me to some off-planet base, where I'll get screamed at until I can shoot straight. I won't even be in active duty, I'm a computer engineer, not an actual 'soldier' soldier." I was lying, of course. I had to. My family would have killed me themselves if they knew what I was going to be doing.
I had said my goodbyes to all of friends, my family, my dog. I really was going off-planet, and I really am going to basic training, that wasn't the lie. The lie would only really become a lie once I completed basic and went off to become an infil specialist. I was pre-selected for this program when I signed up, said my performance "ticked all their boxes" whatever that could mean. I'm not even sure why I said yes. It just felt... right.
The shuttle was dingy, not quite the super soldier transport I was expecting. An oddly small man escorted me into the seating area and ticked my name off a list, giving it one final heralding.
"Ally Stocker" He said it very oddly. Like a passing greeting to a stranger.
"Uhhhh yeah. That's still me." Before I even had time to register what I had just done, this 5 foot 9 man was so close to me I could count his eyelashes.
"AND WHO IN GODS BLUE SKY DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, TALKING TO A DRILL SERGEANT LIKE HES YOUR FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL FUCK BUDDY YOU ABSOLUTE COCK SHINE??"
I guess I'm in the army now.
The base was on a heavily forested world. Apparently that was so they could be better hidden from enemy scans or something. It was such a gorgeous landscape that I barely noticed my entire group leaving me behind. The drill sergeant that escorted me to the shuttle, who I found to be called "Drill Sergeant Jenkins", whapped me right at the base of the skull and one sharp "MARCH" later, I was catching up to my group.
I would quickly learn that this "group" is actually my squad. The people I would be training with for the next 10 weeks. I had little to no interest in any of these people, if I'm being entirely honest with you, but I figured if these were the people that would be protecting me, I might as well be on their good sides.