This is a collaborative piece created with SiteNonSite. We had been working together on the last chapters of their series Oblivion & Doubt (if you haven't read anything by SNS give it a go!) we experimented with different styles, writing with the other coming in at points, writing on the same piece at the same time. The whole process was oddly erotic. This is one of those situations where we wrote in real time, one would barely finish a sentence before the other would start writing.
I hope you enjoy this erotic chaos as much as we did.
My sheets are white linen. The duvet is thick, and I have a pile of pillows.
My sheets are pale blue, 1000 thread count cotton. I love a pile of pillows, my bed has a fitted sheet only, I like being naked on the sheets and the crisp air embracing my body.
I've undressed, my fingers are wet. My head is foggy, almost a headache - but not painful. Sleep will come fast for me. My breathing is deep and slow.
I feel that ball of energy moving through me, as my fingers glide between wet lips. Following a long route, from clit to deep within. I imagine your fingers penetrating me.
I'm imagining our beds are one bed. That you are next to me. We're not touching, but I can hear your bare skin moving against the sheets.
Soft panting. Slight movements, the feeling of someone moving on the bed beside me, replicating thrusts.
We have to be quiet, so we aren't caught. They are nearby, I'm trying not to gasp.
Your words cause a torrent to flow between my legs. Bitten lips, thrusting hips, sticky fingers.
I reach out my free hand and find your fingers. I can hear the small sounds of your mouth, your lips parting, your tongue touching your teeth and pulling away. A heavy breath out.
I want you, I want to hear the sounds of your wet fingers pumping in and out. I can hear the squelching sounds my body and fingers are making. I imagine the sounds of Forty Part Motet surrounding us, feeling, vibrating, hitting us in different places.
I'm making wet sounds that feel thunderous, I'm so afraid they'll hear, that we'll have to stop. You take my hand in yours and squeeze.