If you haven't read my stories before be warned, this is a love story that happens to have sex in it, rather than a quick hit wham bam thank you Ma'am! (Part 2 is a bit more spicy!)
As always, feedback gratefully received
Cat
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'I don't know about you but I'm ready to get out of here, this place has really started to lose it's appeal since Janet left'
'I waited an hour for you to get ready, we've been here 20 minutes and now you want to leave?'
'Yeah well, like I said since the bar changed hands it doesn't seem the same.'
'So where would you rather go? How about Jingles, or maybe that new place over on Church Street, I hear they're selling cheap cocktails as an introductory offer.'
'Nah, I think I'll just go home.'
'Do I at least have time to finish my drink?'
'You don't have to come with me you know, if you like this place so much you stay and enjoy yourself, I'm perfectly capable of entertaining myself you know!'
'Jesus Debs, what's got into you? You've been acting like a bear with a sore head for weeks, why won't you talk to me about whatever it is babe?'
'Oh for gods sake give it a rest, I'm sick of your whinging! I'm going home -- ON MY OWN, you do what you like!'
And with that Kate watched her girlfriend down her gin and tonic, grab her jacket and head out of the door.
Kate and Debs had been together a little over 6 months but Kate was beginning to think they wouldn't make it past the next 6 days.
She had agonised over what she'd said or done to prompt such a change, and whenever she thought about it she came to the same conclusions. Things had been good, no they had been better than good, up until about 2 weeks ago when Kate suggested that maybe they should move in together.
It was obvious from the start that Debs wasn't keen, but she wouldn't explain why, wouldn't even discuss it. Hell, they spent all of their time together as it was, they rarely slept apart, it seemed silly for them both to be paying rent on poky little flats when they could pool their resources and get something much bigger while still reducing their combined spend.
Kate finished her drink and was about to leave the bar when she stopped.
'fuck it! If Debs wants be an arsehole then let her, I'm also capable of looking after myself, and if I'm going to end up going home on my own then I might as well be drunk first!'
She headed back to the bar to get another drink, making small talk with a few of the people she knew along the way, but returned to her table alone where she sat sipping her drink and browsing through the local paper whilst trying to ignore her rising anger at the way Debs had acted toward her.
After a couple of minutes she got the feeling that she was being watched and looked up from her paper into the face of a girl sitting at the bar. It was obvious that she was watching her, although she couldn't see her eyes through the dark sun glasses she was wearing.
She was tall and slim, with softly spiked short blonde hair and although she wasn't exactly butch she was definitely tom-boy material; wearing a crisp white shirt, snug jeans and high top trainers she looked infinitely casual and comfortable and although Kate had never even spoken to her she couldn't imagine her wearing anything more feminine. By god she looked fit though!
Kate smiled at her and returned to the paper but was soon interrupted by someone pulling a stool out from underneath the table and sitting down.
Once again she looked up from her paper into the same face, but this time the glasses were gone and she was staring straight into a pair of cobalt blue eyes that looked like ice on fire.
'Do you mind?' she asked, pushing a drink across the table toward Kate 'I asked at the bar, they told me what you were drinking. I thought you might need another since I couldn't help noticing that Debbie just walked out on you.'
Kate started to deny anything of the sort but stopped herself with a sigh. 'Yeah, I think we may be about to break up, although she didn't actually have the decency to say so.'
'Yeah well, you're not the first and I don't suppose you'll be the last' she stated in a matter of fact manner that hinted at first hand knowledge
'How do you and Debs know each other?
'We went out for a while just after we left school. She was Debbie back then rather than Debs, and I think I was just convenient because she didn't know any other dykes. I wasn't girly enough for her -- she likes her girlfriends to be a bit more feminine than me -- just like you in fact.'
Kate was very aware of this woman giving her the once over; from the tanned legs, soft feminine curves under her cotton dress and finishing with her carefully made up face and styled hair.
'Sorry I didn't mean to be rude, I'm Alex but my friends call me Lex.'
Kate introduced herself and took a sip of the drink she'd been given. 'Jesus Lex, how much vodka is in that glass? Are you trying to get me drunk or help me drown my sorrows?' she laughed as she tried not to cough.
'Debbie has a habit of leaving people a bit broken and bruised, I thought you might need some fortification. You seem ok though -- not even upset.'
'We haven't even split up yet, I guess I'll do my sobbing when it happens. You still seem pretty bitter considering you split up a long time ago, she must have hurt you badly?'
'Could say. It was the way she did it more than the act itself. She set it up so that I walked in on her and some new tart while they were in bed together. Saved her the hassle of actually having to dump me and make explanations, it wasn't a pretty scene.
She has a history of breaking up with people without actually dumping them outright. On one occasion she just changed her phone numbers and avoided the girl until she got the hint, I think she's a coward who uses people.'
Kate stared into her glass, mulling this information over and thinking about Debs' behaviour over the last 2 weeks. It was as if she'd been going out of her way to deliberately piss Kate off. Taking twice as long as normal to get ready, changing her mind all of the time, picking arguments about the most stupid of things, insisting on watching programmes on TV that she new Kate didn't like, even cooking meals that she knew Kate wouldn't enjoy. She'd even become selfish in bed, whereas in previous times they'd enjoyed a very giving and fulfilling sex life.
'Lex, I think I've just had an epiphany, thank you. I think Debs has been trying to force me to finish our relationship to save her the hassle -- what a fucking coward! If she'd had enough she could have had the balls to say something rather than put me through 2 weeks of hell; I thought she was just having a rough time so rather than walk out on her I tried everything I could to accommodate her -- what a bitch!'
The pent up anger that Kate had been feeling for the last 2 weeks suddenly came flooding to the surface and it was all she could do to hold the tears back as she ran for the toilet. She sat in the cubicle sobbing as it finally dawned on her that her relationship with Debs was over, and that it had never meant as much to her as it had to Kate. Or had it?
Had Debs really been lying on all the occasions she'd told Kate she loved her?
Had she just been stringing her along or had she genuinely felt as Kate did?
Had Kate just frightened her off by suggesting a level of commitment Debs didn't feel capable of, and if so should Kate try to gently win her back and help her to conquer her fears?
The level of Kate's confusion was building to an impossible degree and making her head spin until she was brought out of her reverie by a gentle tapping on the cubicle door.
'Kate? Are you ok? I'm sorry, I was trying to help, I didn't mean to upset you.'
Kate exited the cubicle and silently walked to the mirrors to assess the damage. Her eyes were puffy and she had streaks of mascara running down her cheeks so she slowly and carefully washed all of her make up off, leaving her face looking bare, scrubbed and clean. Her skin looked like she felt -- bare and bereft.
Lex stood behind her and touched her shoulder gently, looking enquiringly into her eyes in the mirror, trying to gauge her emotions.
'I have my car outside, can I give you a lift home?'
'I'm not sure I want to go home. I'm not sure of much right now. I know you're trying to help me Lex but is there any chance you're wrong?'
'There's always a chance but I doubt I'm wrong; Debbie's relationships tend to follow a pattern that end in disaster as soon as they start to look vaguely serious.'
'That figures then, I asked her if we should move in together.'
'That would do it.'