Olivia
Part Two
Olivia's mother reveals her secret
Mum came to collect me for half term and we girls bade each other good bye for ten days. October was on us and the nights were drawing in. Mum had prepared a lovely dinner and she sat attentively as I told her how much I was enjoying The College.
"Are you learning to be a nice young lady?' Mum wanted to know. 'Miss Kent has her own special methods of discipline to ensure your good behaviour. Has she made good on her promise that if necessary, she would apply those on you, or hasn't there been much need?'
'Well,' I started, 'she does threaten us with punishment but she hasn't done anything yet to alarm me.' I hedged. 'I'm very happy to return at the end of half term, if that's what you are wondering about.'
'It's quite a commitment, you know, Olivia.' Mum commented. 'It's still October, and the full three-term course will take you all the way through to June. Are you sure you want to commit yourself to everything Miss Kent plans to put you through?'
That was indeed quite a thought, knowing that I had already built up my accumulation of the tawse to twelve. I guess she was right. It should encourage better behaviour. Imagine being sent for every two weeks. By the end of the term I'd be getting dozens of strokes on every visit to her chamber.
'Yes, mum. I'm sure I am up to the challenge. I am learning a lot of wonderful things; dancing, riding, self-defence, etiquette, all sorts of stuff about food, cooking and dining manners and they are even teaching us about finance and how to plan our financial futures. It's really great. I truly want to continue being there.'
Mum looked at me inquiringly. She asked the direct question.
'Have you been punished yet?'
I gulped a bit and took a swig of my wine. Mum and I enjoyed sharing a bottle over dinner when we could, and it was almost finished, so perhaps my tongue was looser than it might have been otherwise.
'Yes, mum. Twice. She gave me six strokes of the tawse for each misdemeanour. It wasn't so bad. As far as I was concerned, it didn't hurt too much.'
'Twice!' retorted mum. 'Tell me, did you just get six the second time, or did she follow the old rule of adding the previous punishment first? That's her usual method. It's what happened at our old school and she told me she intended to continue the ritual when she set up The College.'
This was embarrassing. Mum was subjected to the same kind of regime as she had now entered me into? She seems to know more than she is saying.
'Yes. I got twelve the second time. And it will be eighteen next time.' I confessed
'And yet you insist that you truly want to continue your attendance there? You don't object to the discipline, knowing there will be more to come?'
New territory with my mum. But she had been through it herself.
'Mum, you told me you spent a full year under the same style of school. You met Miss Kent there and here she is now dishing out the same kind of discipline that you got. What am I missing? Did she like it so much, or so little, that she has become the giver now, not the receiver? And you told me a while back that you frequently visit her. I really would like to know.'
I was beginning to put this together. 'You go to her for punishment, don't you, mum?'
'Oh, darling. Not just beautiful, but clever too. Yes. It's true. She and I were best friends at our school and after we left, we kept in touch. We had both been rebels and often found ourselves reporting to Miss McKay, the headmistress in our day. We both found out that the punishments were easily tolerable. The numbers quickly added up, but Miss McKay was getting old and didn't have the strength to beat us very hard. After we graduated, we parted ways for a while but I found that I missed being punished.'
This was a huge revelation and I was astonished. Do I have the same gene as my mum? It was less than a week since my last meeting with the tawse and already I was working on reasons to earn punishment when I got back to College.
I could guess what was coming. 'So, you got back in touch with Miss Kent and the topic came up in conversation?'
'That's right, darling. It was actually about five years later and you were already born. Your father had left by then and I was missing adult company. I called her and she invited me to her new school which she had established. She called it The College. I went the next week and it was lovely to see her again. She had always been the dominant one of the two of us and when I reminisced about the punishments we had taken together, she asked how badly I missed my time there and if I wanted to relive those days.' Mum gazed off into the distance.
'We were both about twenty-five at that time. Still young. She asked me which of the punishment instruments I would most want to receive if I were to be beaten again. I told her it was the cane. That was the one which woke my basest feelings. I had watched her being caned sometimes, and she had watched as I had submitted to it. I told her Miss McKay had never beaten me hard enough to make me cry and I had always wondered what that would feel like, to take a really hard caning.'
I looked at mum with a whole new understanding of her. I could easily imagine myself in the same situation. Mum smiled in happy memory, or was it because she was at last able to talk with her daughter about this side to her life.
'I called her Cassandra back then, her first name, but things changed that evening. She told me she could make my wish come true. She could provide what was missing in my life, but I would have to give her my total commitment. I told her I wasn't sure if I was ready for that so she suggested I request a sample from her.'
I was very intrigued. 'A sample? Of what, mum?'
'A sample caning, sweetie. She told me she had spent the past five years being instructed in various arts, and providing discipline was one of them. She said she was now a highly skilled administrator of corrective discipline and had a clientele of more than fifty clients who came to her to relive their schooldays. Several of them were our old contemporaries, girls from school who we both knew.'
Mum reached for the bottle and poured the final inch into her glass.
'She warned me that discretion was paramount. She also informed me that she never provided this kind of discipline alone. There would always need to be a witness to ensure safety for all parties. She said that if I was willing to allow her to give me a sample caning, I would have to follow her instructions to the letter. Failure to obey could bring harsh consequences. She was very persuasive and I decided to go along with it.'
'Oh, mum. You allowed your best friend from school to give you a caning?' I was stunned.
'Absolutely, Olivia. I have no regrets, although I have to say it was a serious challenge. She made me stand up in front of her, spread my ankles about two feet apart, place my hands behind my head and ask her to give me a caning. I say she made me do it; that isn't entirely true. I did it because I wanted to. The more we had been talking, the more I realized I truly desired this. We were in her drawing room; the same one she still uses in The College. She told me to call her Mistress, and to always refer to her by that title during discipline sessions.'
'It's the same now, mum. That's what I have to call her when she beats me.' I told her.
'Well, before I made that request, she made a phonecall and I had to continue standing there in the punishment position until there was a tap on her door. It opened and in came a very stern looking lady, a few years older than us. She was beautiful but clearly rather in awe of Mistress. You know her now as Matron Riley. She is still an imposing woman. Mistress explained that we were old friends but now I wished to place myself under her authority and receive a sample caning. This was obviously nothing new to Matron Riley. She said she would prepare the room, and disappeared through a doorway into the adjoining room. A few minutes later she returned and announced that everything was ready.'
I knew that door, but as yet didn't know what lay behind it. I confess I was getting quite horny listening to this story. Mum had never given me an inkling of this side of her character before, but I could see myself in her.
'We went into the room and I was amazed at the equipment in it, and the dΓ©cor. Dominatrix's lair? Dungeon? Torture chamber? I didn't know what to call it. It was a large room and although daylight outside, the windows were shuttered. Red walls and black furnishings. Chains from the ceilings and shelves on the walls covered in all manner of thing. In the centre of the room was a single item of furniture; it looked like it came from a gym. A heavy wooden structure shaped like an 'A' as seen from the side, but as I drew closer, I also noticed that there were leather cuffs chained to the four feet of this device and a padded surface over the top of it. I could guess what that was all about; it was a caning bench. Lights from the ceiling lit the area well and I saw a tall Chinese vase with an array of canes nearby. My heart was in my mouth.'
Mum looked at me over the dinner table. 'Carry on, mum. Please don't stop now.' I urged her. I wasn't really picturing my mum, or her younger self going through all this -- it was me, in my mind's eye, submitting to the Mistress.