"Who wears boots with a lace mini dress Yvonne?"
"I do." I smile back at my friend as we enter the Cathouse.
At that comment the bouncer pulls us to the side, demanding I take my boots off and shake them out, he's looking for a stash of drugs. Lifting my knee I stretch outwards and untie my laces, the bouncers eyes letch at my thighs as my little dress rides high up my waist. First one, then the other, shake them out, empty. As I pull each boot back over my ankle socks, my knee bumps my boob as I gave him a look at the crotch of my hipster briefs. His eyes shine as his trousers bulge. I adjust my purse that hangs from my shoulder to sit on my hip. It's strap crisscrosses my chest, pulling it tight, pushing my slight boobies out. He'll be about later if required!
My minds semi-numb already, my body begins to shimmer and shake as the drum and bass edges through the floorboards, climbs my legs and rattles through my torso. We've dropped a couple of ecstasy each as we approached the doorway, no point in losing them if we get searched. My need for hydration is paramount as is my need to pee.
Crashing through the final double doors, we're engulfed in a sea of translucent blue and pink neon. Banging thrashing drums beat into my skeleton as I relax into the love that surrounds me. Everywhere I look people smile a grateful welcome, come into our cocoon they beckon. As the MDMA courses through me, it's rush intensifying, my arms lift and shape as I wiggle into the heart of the crowd.
Clutching my plastic water bottle to my mouth, I suck greedily on its sports cap, rehydrating as the need to pee from the 'E' grips my bladder. Strangers bodies blindly rub me as we dance, arms aloft, fingers shaping in the strobing neon. Booted feet drink up the vibrations from the floor, as legs bend and twist to the gyrations of my ass. Peering through the gloomy flashing light I can see my friend, she's found her on/off boyfriend and is pushing herself into him. I'm on my own now, but I don't care, I feel the love of this world all around me.
"The dab is dead!" The Eastblock Bitches scream as I smash my boot to the floor, my whole body reverberates to the shock of the stamp. Leaving my boot planted, I twist and shape on one leg, a solo, on the spot Argentine tango, to the beat of the "Bitches" bass. Euphoric in my own sweat, I open my body, arms wide aloft, leaning back, stamping my boots on shaky legs. Droplets of condensation drip over me from the ceiling, reminding me, I need to pee.
Fleeing through the dancers, my bladder feels fit to burst, but I know it's secret. It's a joy to enter the chill of the ladies loo, a chance to cool my body, calm the rush, take a breath. The girl in front of me staggers and enters the middle cubicle, I jump into the end one, flicking the lock. Hitching my hem and dropping my briefs to my knees, I sit on the well used warm toilet seat, knowing nothing will come. I won't pee, it's the undesired effects of ecstasy, dehydration and a false feeling of need to urinate.
The distant hum of music is the only noise as I lean back against the cooling chill of the cistern. My neighbour in the next stall gives an orgasmic sigh, as she gushes a fountain of pee with incredible force into her toilet pan. My mind conjures a picture from nowhere of me laying on the floor, naked, as the drunken reveller next door stands over me. Her hands parting her vagina till I can see it's pink glistening interior, her golden liquid spews out, onto my breasts, up my throat and into my thirsty mouth.